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1. PUT ME TO SLEEP ALREADY by progenigaytor

   Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Lohen/Varka (Genshin Impact)
   • Lohen & Varka (Genshin impact)
   • Varka (Genshin Impact)
   • Lohen (Genshin Impact)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Kissing
   • Sleepy Cuddles
   • Spooning
   • Size Difference
   • Implied/Referenced Sex
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Lohen Has BPD | Borderline Personality Disorder (Genshin Impact)
   • Abyssal corruption trying to convince Lohen to commit suicide
   • Symbolism
   • attempt at being poetic
   • Written Before Lohen Release (Genshin Impact)
   • Lohen is a failed Dottore segment theory
   • woobification
   • Is not the same as Wombification
   • Varka doesn’t know about Lohen’s past or his abyssal corruption
   • Varka being a supportive bf
   • No beta we die like Dottore (Genshin Impact)
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Deprecation
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Gigachad Varka
   • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
   • Soft Varka (Genshin Impact)

   Summary

   Which one would you choose? To be at peace living inside your dreams forever, or go insane, facing the cold hardships of reality?

   Lohen’s mind is slowly rotting away from Abyssal corruption. He is trapped in a limbo between the waking world and the dream world. Recurring themes from his dreams bleed into the real world, warping his perception. The only way he knows that would break this seemingly endless cycle of nightmares and sleepless nights is to end his own life.

   ‼️TW:// Suicide attempt/self-harm/blood/self-depracating thoughts

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   English

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