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1. i wanted to say goodbye (so i wrote you a novel) by initialmadi

   Fandoms: Bright Lights Big City (1988)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Tad Allagash/Jamie Conway
   • Jamie Conway & Michael Conway
   • Jamie Conway (Bright Lights Big City)
   • Tad Allagash
   • Amanda White (Bright Lights Big City)
   • Michael Conway (Bright Lights Big City)
   • Mr. Conway | Father (Bright Lights Big City)
   • Post-Canon
   • Time Skips
   • Celebrations
   • Past Drug Addiction
   • Past Drug Use
   • Recovery
   • Homoeroticism
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Christmas Party
   • Flashbacks
   • Brothers
   • how do I tag it without making it seem like incest
   • Not Incest
   • jamie conway is having sex with tad allagash. not his brother
   • Daddy Issues
   • Vomiting
   • Anxiety
   • Phone Calls & Telephones
   • Loneliness
   • Scars
   • Parent Death
   • Driving
   • Brotherly Bonding
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Bathing/Washing
   • Post-Coital Cuddling
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Blood and Injury
   • Suicide Notes
   • Sunsets
   • Alcohol
   • Drunken Confessions
   • Trans Jamie Conway (Bright Lights Big City)
   • Gender Dysphoria
   • Menstruation
   • Menstrual Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Car Accidents
   • the car accident is unrealistic
   • Character Death
   • Love Confessions
   • Roses

   Summary

   It's been five years since the events of Bright Lights, Big City. Jamie Conway is learning to move on.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,651

   Chapters:

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