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1. Limerence & Perseverance | Under the Sun by iwasthere

   Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Jun 2026

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   • Hanazawa Yuusaku/Vasily Pavlichenko
   • Hanazawa Yuusaku & Vasily Pavlichenko
   • Vasily Pavlichenko
   • Hanazawa Yuusaku
   • Pre-Canon
   • Character Study
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Unrequited
   • Canon Divergence
   • Angst
   • Trauma
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Hallucinations
   • Age Regression/De-Aging
   • bottled emotions
   • Beta Read
   • Pining
   • Obsession
   • Backstory
   • Flashbacks
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • there is no relationship lol
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Masturbation
   • wound fingering
   • Multiple Languages
   • part ukrainian vasily
   • Figurative Language
   • Wartime
   • Battlefield
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • brief necrophilia-esque situationship
   • then yuusaku comes in
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Dehumanization
   • both bad and good(?)
   • Wound Care
   • i probably forgot something. so much and nothing happens

   Summary

   Vasily Pavlichenko, ready for any assigned task, was a diligent brand new voluntary army recruit. Vasily Pavlichenko was a true follower and a loyalist of Alexander the Liberator’s ideals, until his lamentable assassination. Vasily Pavlichenko expressed his utmost concern and love for his fatherland, practiced its most holy religion and abided by its civil laws.

   Vasily told himself and the others.

   Vasya, still a young boy who only ever grew in height, was sent away from his home to be made a man. Vasya followed orders and was taught that being loyal, according to every authority figure he faced, meant turning your brain off and listening. Vasya developed apathy and learned how to store emotions for them to burst out on a later date. Vasya felt nauseous while praying.

   Vasily hid from himself and the others.

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