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1. gave me his whole heart (and i gave him head) by starsatellite

   Fandoms: The Long Walk (Movie 2025)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   15 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gary Barkovitch/Collie Parker
   • Gary Barkovitch
   • Collie Parker
   • Gary Barkovitch's Grandmother
   • Gary Barkovitch's Father
   • Collie Parker's Mother
   • Ray Garraty
   • Peter McVries
   • Stebbins (The Long Walk)
   • Harkness (The Long Walk)
   • Art Baker
   • Hank Olson
   • Clementine Olson
   • Patrick Smith (The Long Walk)
   • Zuck (The Long Walk)
   • Pearson
   • Tressler (The Long Walk)
   • Curley (The Long Walk)
   • Ewing
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Homophobic Language
   • Slurs
   • Period-Typical Racism
   • none of these are from gary though!! we're not doing that. not round here partner.
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Trauma
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Coming Out
   • Daddy Issues
   • Roommates
   • Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Friends with Benefits
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Heartbreak
   • Flirting
   • Jealousy
   • Drinking
   • Halloween Costumes
   • Christmas
   • tooth rotting fluff? no tooth rotting smut
   • Smut tags
   • Blow Jobs
   • Frottage
   • Anal Sex
   • Riding
   • Masturbation
   • Rimming
   • Anal Fingering
   • Switch Gary
   • Switch Collie
   • said what i said
   • everyone is a mama's boy in this fic
   • shirt stays on during sex!
   • also meemaw is not good in this one. i love her but plot reasons.
   • Background Relationships
   • Ray/Pete obviously
   • Billy/Richie and Hank/Clem/Art if you squint tho
   • and they were roommates!
   • oh my god they were roommates
   • autistic collie and autistic gary
   • autism for autism? idk that's just my truth

   Summary

   Collie truly looked like a mess — hair probably in knots from the loose bun he pulled it back with that sat at the lower nape of his neck, free strands circling his jaw, dark bags under bloodshot, tired eyes, and a wobble of his lower lip that threatened to spill tears, so even if by some miracle Pete didn’t know, he could take a shot in the dark.

   Because it felt like someone had ripped his fucking heart from his chest.

   And Pete was patient, kind, but stern when he advised with his arms crossed, “Alright, Parker. Start from the beginning.”

   or

   Collie isn't built for casual, and Gary isn't as straight as he claims.

   2026 parkovitch appreciation week - day 2: pining.

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