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1. It Only Gets Worse by melionclearance

   Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   04 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Zanka Nijiku/Jabber Wonger
   • Zanka Nijiku & Jabber Wonger
   • Kyouka Nijiku & Zanka Nijiku
   • Goka Nijiku & Zanka Nijiku
   • Goka Nijiku & Kyouka Nijiku
   • Zanka Nijiku & Zanka Nijiku's Father & Zanka Nijiku's Mother
   • Zanka Nijiku
   • Zanka Nijiku's Parents
   • Zanka Nijiku's Father
   • Zanka Nijiku's Mother
   • Kyouka Nijiku
   • Goka Nijiku (Gachiakuta)
   • Jabber Wonger
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Zanka Nijiku is Bad at Feelings (Gachiakuta)
   • Zanka Nijiku Needs a Hug (Gachiakuta)
   • Repressed Sadist Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta)
   • Zanka Nijiku-centric (Gachiakuta)
   • Zanka Nijiku Has Serious Issues
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Religious Conflict
   • Religious Guilt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Instability
   • Mental Anguish
   • Altered Mental States
   • Zanka Nijiku is a Mess
   • Masochist Jabber Wonger (Gachiakuta)
   • Jabber Wonger is His Own Warning (Gachiakuta)
   • Canon-Typical Jabber Wonger Freakiness (Gachiakuta)
   • Sadomasochist Jabber Wonger
   • Toxic Zanka Nijiku/Jabber Wonger
   • This Is Not Going to Go the Way You Think
   • Anarchy
   • Christianity
   • LGBTQ Themes
   • The Dove Isn't Dead Quite Yet
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • My First Work in This Fandom
   • My First Fanfic
   • Slow Burn
   • Jabber Wonger is a Pharmacist
   • unethical medical practices
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Medical Malpractice
   • No Smut
   • Dysfunctional Family
   • Family Issues
   • Daddy Issues
   • Mommy Issues
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Hallucinations
   • Intrusive Thoughts
   • Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
   • Depression
   • Anxiety
   • Anxiety Disorder
   • References to Drugs
   • Schizophrenia
   • I gave up keeping the tags organized
   • Sorry Not Sorry
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Psychological Horror
   • Blood
   • Blood and Injury
   • Mild Hurt/Comfort
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting

   Summary

   Within the pure mind of a sinner, only one truth exists. Zanka is struggling to figure it out, as his mind is actively trying to turn him against himself and everything he stands for. But is it really his mind? Or is it just who he truly is?
   Does the introduction of Jabber Wonger, a local punk pharmacist looking for a thrill, into his life only enable the worst parts of him? Or does Zanka finally feel something more than suffocating pressure?

   OR

   Zanka is a severely mentally ill, religious gay boy and Jabber is a pharmacist who lowkey does some shitty things (but it's Jabber... lets be real.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,560

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

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