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1. jack of all trades, master of some by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
   • David Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Sexuality Crisis
   • Gender Identity
   • not in a trans sense but your run of the mill masculinity crisis
   • call it the penis monologues
   • Identity Issues
   • Hockey culture
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Self-Doubt
   • Self-Discovery
   • Self-Acceptance
   • Character Study
   • the endless pursuit of belonging
   • Childhood Memories
   • What Makes Shane Hollander Tick?
   • Light Angst
   • Happy Ending
   • Slurs
   • Mild Sexual Content
   • Internalized Homophobia

   Summary

   Shane likes to think of himself cross-sected and splayed open like a surgical diorama with pins in all the important parts. This is the part that causes the specimen to respond to anger, fear, hurt, love, with tears. This is the part that sometimes feels a little better after throwing up. This is the part that likes anal sex. This is the part that processes social interactions. See how it’s atrophied and dysfunctional?

   He likes thinking about that sometimes, too. About every part of him being located somewhere along his genome, or pieced together like plastic organs in a 7th grade biology model all crammed in but only if assembled in the right sequence. Like the things that are wrong with him are traceable to something concrete that he can blame. The shape of his eyes? From his mom. Athleticism? From his dad. Being maybe gay? Probably a mutation. Definitely not supposed to be there.
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   Essentially, how Shane Hollander learns to be a man.

   Series

   • Part 3 of restgently's hollanov

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