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To Enter The Ground

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1991

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The emplacement sat north-east of Tikrit where the town thinned into fields, scrubland, low walls, irrigation cuts, and hard, pale earth that carried sound in strange ways after sunset. In daylight the position looked almost accidental, an arrangement of canvas, berms, dugouts, ammunition crates, fuel drums, sleeping rolls, and gun pits pressed into an old rise beyond a date grove. At night it became something else. The sandbags seemed taller. The gun barrels seemed longer. The sky seemed closer, stretched over them like a black cloth held taut between God’s hands.

Captain Qasim al-Douri had chosen the rise because it gave the guns a clear sweep over the approaches from the north and west. He had not chosen it because it was safe. No place was safe anymore, and every man under him knew it, even the ones who still spoke with pride when officers were near. The road to the town lay behind them, a dull ribbon under dust. Beyond that were sleeping houses, farm sheds, a mosque with a low minaret, a water tower, and scattered lamps burning low under blackout cloth. The town had not been evacuated in full. It had been told to keep calm, to trust the army, to stay away from military positions, to avoid windows, to endure. Men like Qasim were expected to make those instructions true by force of will and iron.

The anti-aircraft guns had been dragged into place two nights earlier, their tires half-buried, their metal cold at dusk and hot by noon. Some were old Soviet-made weapons, maintained by habit, prayer, and stolen parts. Others had been repositioned from farther south after the first days of the northern assault shattered the confidence of men who had once believed that distance mattered. They had been told the enemy would come as the Americans came, in patterns, in waves, in obvious strength. They had been told the airspace would fill before an attack, that radar would give warning, that sound would arrive before death. None of those assurances had survived contact with the first reports from the front.

Those reports had come like sickness. They passed from truck drivers to cooks, from retreating infantry to radio operators, from lieutenants trying to appear bored to conscripts who listened too closely. Soviet women in jets. Night Witches, the older soldiers called them, using the phrase with a half-laugh at first, as if history had wandered drunk into the present and dressed itself in modern engines. Then the laughter had gone. The stories grew with every mile they travelled, yet even stripped of exaggeration they were difficult to hold in the mind. Positions hit before their crews knew they had been seen. Convoys cut apart in darkness. Radar screens that went blind, returned, and showed nothing but empty sky. Barracks where the windows burst inward seconds before the roof came down. Guns firing into nothing, then silenced so quickly that men nearby could not tell whether there had been a battle or only an accident of weather.

Qasim hated the stories because they made his soldiers worse, and he hated himself because part of him believed them.

He moved through the emplacement with a flashlight shaded red between his fingers. He did not keep it on for more than a heartbeat at a time. A boot. A face. A belt of ammunition. A hand on a traverse wheel. The flash died, and the night swallowed the details. Men worked by touch, by memory, by the glow of cigarettes cupped secretly below the lip of the trench. The senior sergeant had already slapped one cigarette from a gunner’s mouth and ground it under his heel, but the smell remained, bitter and human, mixed with grease, canvas, unwashed wool, oil, stale bread, and the sourness of fear-sweat beneath uniforms.

Qasim stopped behind the first gun and watched the crew track an empty patch of sky. The gunner, Saad, was twenty-two and trying not to tremble. His jaw had been clenched for so long that the muscles beside his ears had begun to twitch. His loader, Nabil, kept running gloved fingers over the ready belts, checking and rechecking what could not become more ready. Neither man looked at the captain unless spoken to. They watched the heavens as if the heavens had become a wall from which an enemy might emerge at any second.

Farther along the line, another crew adjusted elevation by small degrees. The movement made a tired metallic click that seemed too loud. Someone cursed under his breath. Someone else recited a prayer so softly that it was almost only breath shaped into rhythm. In the command scrape, the radio operator leaned over his set, headphones pressed hard against one ear, one hand cupping the other side as if he could squeeze clarity out of static. He had young hands, Qasim noticed. Clean nails. Soft knuckles. A boy from Mosul, perhaps, or Samarra, transferred twice in a week and still wearing the wrong unit patch on one sleeve because no one had bothered to correct it.

Nothing came over the radio except broken fragments from other positions, reports truncated by interference or panic. Movement near the river. Aircraft suspected. Negative contact. Repeat. Repeat. Flares sighted. No visual. Hold fire. Await confirmation. Then static broad enough to feel deliberate.

The night over Tikrit remained quiet.

That was the worst of it. Qasim would have preferred the shriek of engines, the distant bloom of bombs, even the crawling orange line of a battle visible beyond the horizon. Noise gave shape to terror. Silence let it swell without limit. The town behind them slept badly. Dogs had stopped barking an hour earlier. Once, a child cried somewhere down the road, a thin noise carried up by the cold, and several soldiers turned as if the sound had come from inside the trenches. The child quieted. The men looked back at the sky.

The captain returned to the command scrape and unfolded the latest paper map across an ammunition crate. It was already soft at the creases from too many hands. Tikrit, Baiji, Samarra, the roads, the river, the smaller settlements scattered like chips of bone. The Soviet advance had not behaved like a line so much as pressure in water. It found gaps, widened them, slipped through, appeared where staff officers had insisted it could not yet be. Kurdish fighters moved with them in the north, Turkmen units where rumor placed them, Soviet armor behind the aircraft, artillery far enough away to be invisible but close enough that its threat sat in every calculation. Qasim’s position was not important enough to be famous, but it was important enough to die for. That was the arithmetic of the war now. Any battery that could threaten aircraft, any gun that might force a pilot higher, any radar mast, fuel truck, bridge, relay station or road junction became a nail to be struck flat.

His orders were clear. Hold fire until positive identification unless attacked. Preserve ammunition. Do not reveal position prematurely. Engage low-flying aircraft. Protect the approaches. Protect Tikrit. Protect the army’s honour. Protect the state. Each line had been spoken by men who were not standing under this sky.

The sergeant came to him without saluting. Formalities had thinned as the night deepened.

He had heard something near the western listening post. Not engines. Not yet. A change in the air, one of the boys had said. A pressure. A humming too low to be sure.

Qasim almost snapped at him. He almost told him that boys heard ghosts when they expected ghosts. But he did not. He had learned, in the last days, not to dismiss fear too quickly. Fear sometimes detected what instruments did not. Fear noticed birds lifting from fields, dogs going silent, insects changing pitch, civilians shuttering lamps before any order had reached them. Fear could be stupidity, but it could also be the last working radar a man possessed.

He climbed out of the scrape and stood exposed on the berm.

The dark seemed complete. No moon strong enough to help. No stars bright enough to trust. The horizon was a seam of deeper black where the land rose and fell. The fields below the position lay flat and empty. The date grove shifted slightly in the wind, fronds rasping together with a sound like hands rubbing cloth. Far off, in the direction of the river, there was a dull flicker, too brief to identify. Perhaps artillery. Perhaps a transformer failing. Perhaps nothing.

Qasim held his breath.

There it was.

Not a roar. Not the proud, swelling approach of aircraft crossing the sky. Something thinner. A vibration felt before heard, slipping under the skin. Then it vanished. A man could convince himself he had imagined it. Several men did. Qasim watched their faces turn toward one another in the dimness, each seeking permission to relax, each finding none.

The radio operator lifted one hand from the command scrape.

Static.

Then a word, broken in half.

Then nothing.

Qasim looked at the sky again. He saw no aircraft. He saw no lights. He saw no trace of movement, but the air above the western field no longer felt empty. He had no evidence that would satisfy a manual, no signature, no silhouette, no glint of wings. Only the whispers from the front, the silence of the dogs, the pressure in his teeth, and the knowledge that hesitation had buried better men.

His arm came up.

The first gun opened fire.

The sound tore the position apart from within. Orange flame punched from the barrel and lit every face in the gun pit white-yellow for a fraction of a second: eyes wide, mouths open, teeth bared with effort rather than anger. The second gun joined, then the third, then the heavier piece near the eastern berm, its recoil slamming back hard enough to shower dirt from the parapet. Tracer rounds climbed into the black in violent streams, red and green beads ripping upward, converging on absence. The night that had been so wide and silent became a tunnel of fire.

Qasim shouted until his throat burned, though he could not hear himself. Men responded to hand signals, to habit, to the animal force of everyone around them moving at once. Belts fed through shaking hands. Empty casings hammered into collection pits and bounced against boots. The guns swept left, corrected, climbed, dipped, searched. Ammunition vanished at a sickening rate. The barrels glowed. Smoke thickened low across the emplacement, flattening in the wind and stinging eyes. The crews fired at shadows, at imagined angles, at the mathematical possibility that something was there and could be killed before it killed them.

For a few seconds, those barrages made them powerful. The emplacement became noise and flame, a furious metal flower opening toward heaven. Men who had been whispering prayers now grinned with clenched faces, not from courage but from the intoxication of action. Firing was better than waiting. Recoil was better than dread. The guns gave their fear somewhere to go.

Nothing fell.

No aircraft burst apart. No burning wing tumbled through the dark. No parachute opened. No Soviet pilot screamed down into the fields. The tracers passed into the sky and died there, spent against distance and emptiness. Qasim saw it before the others admitted it. He saw the pattern of fire chasing nothing, saw the muzzles wandering too wide, saw the crews beginning to overcorrect as panic translated itself into aim. His first thought was that he had revealed them for nothing.

His second thought did not finish.

The western berm vanished.

There was no buildup, no descending whistle long enough to understand, no cinematic pause in which a man might look up and comprehend his death. One instant the berm existed as a dark mound lined with sandbags and a low ammunition wall. The next it became a white-orange eruption that shoved the entire position sideways. Qasim felt the blast strike his chest before he heard it. The sound followed as a physical object, immense and solid, throwing him off his feet and filling his mouth with dirt.

He landed on his side against the ammunition crate. The map tore under him. For an instant his body refused to report what had happened. There was only brightness behind closed eyelids, the taste of soil, and the thick, total absence of hearing. Then sensation returned in pieces. Heat on his face. Stones raining down. Someone’s boot kicking against his leg. The ground moving under him as if something huge were passing below the earth.

He pushed himself up.

The western gun was gone. Not damaged. Gone. Its barrel lay some distance away, bent upward at an obscene angle, half-buried in the side of the trench. Men who had stood around it were shapes in smoke and dust, some moving, some not, all made unreal by the pulsing afterimage of the blast. Ammunition cooked off in sharp, irregular cracks that made nearby soldiers flinch and duck even before their hearing fully returned. A fuel drum had split and was spreading fire along a shallow depression, the flames running low and fast as if poured from a jug.

Qasim tried to stand. The world tilted. The sky opened.

Two dark shapes crossed above them so low and fast that they seemed less like aircraft than tears in the night. For the barest instant the underside of one jet caught firelight from below, a hard flash of wing and fuselage, then it was past, already gone, its engine noise arriving late and savage, crushing the air behind it. The second followed offset and lower, a shadow with teeth. Men raised rifles uselessly. A gun crew tried to swing their barrel around. The traverse jammed. The loader beat at it with his fist.

The eastern gun fired three rounds.

The jet struck it.

Again, no warning. A flash along the gun line, a blossom of pressure, and the weapon came apart in fragments that scythed through canvas, crates, and men. The blast lifted the camouflage netting in one sheet and flung it burning across the trench. Sandbags burst, vomiting dust. The command scrape collapsed along one edge. The radio set jumped from the table, trailing wires, still hissing faintly as if the machine were afraid.

The ground tremors rolled outward and came back from the old rise, layered with secondary detonations. Qasim crawled because standing seemed impossible and lying still seemed worse. Around him, men tried to make themselves smaller than their bodies allowed. They pressed into trench corners, under gun shields, behind ammunition boxes that might themselves explode. A soldier who had lost his helmet clawed at the earth with both hands, digging into hard-packed soil with the blind urgency of a man trying to enter the ground. Another lay beneath the lip of the trench with his palms over his ears, though the sound had already gone beyond hearing and entered bone.

Qasim reached the radio operator. The boy’s headphones were still around his neck. His eyes were open and fixed on the sky. Dust had turned his face grey. He was alive, or nearly alive, breathing in shallow, stunned pulls. Qasim grabbed the handset and shouted into it. Nothing answered but static and the rising shriek of another pass.

The remaining guns fired independently now. No coordinated battery. No measured engagement. Just survival expressed through metal. One crew swung too low and stitched the field beyond the date grove, chopping fronds, throwing up dirt, setting dry brush alight. Another fired nearly vertical until the barrel overheated and jammed. Men screamed warnings that arrived too late or vanished under the next explosion. Qasim could not tell whether anyone was obeying him. He could not tell whether he was still issuing orders or only making noise.

The jets came again from a different angle.

That was what broke the last illusion. They were not simply fast. They were not merely brave pilots diving through fire. They were exact. They knew the emplacement. They knew the gun pits, the ammunition stack, the fuel, the command scrape, the vehicle hollow behind the second berm. They did not grope for targets. They did not punish the whole field to be certain. They touched each vital point and tore it open.

The ammunition stack went up in a chain of detonations that walked across the rear of the position, each blast snapping the night brighter than the last. Boxes leapt into flame. Shells burst from within the fire and sent fragments whining over the trenches. A truck parked under camouflage lurched as if kicked by an invisible giant, its front axle collapsing, its cab folding inward, its windshield flashing white then black. The shockwave struck the town road behind them and rolled dust along it in a low wall.

For one suspended moment, Qasim saw Tikrit beyond the smoke.

Not the whole town. Only a few lamps, dim and scattered, and the minaret rising dark against the sky. Civilian roofs. Courtyards. People crouched in rooms listening to the army die outside their homes. He imagined them hearing the explosions and believing the world had ended, then realizing it had ended only in one place, very near, and that they had been spared by distance, by aim, by a line none of them could see.

He had no time to keep looking.

The third gun was hit by something that seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere at once. Its shield folded backward. The barrel snapped down. The crew disappeared in dust. The blast blew Qasim against the trench wall and drove the air from his lungs. He slid down into a sitting position, half-covered by earth. His right hand still gripped the radio handset though the wire had torn free and trailed uselessly across his lap.

Above him, the engines ripped past again.

This time he saw one clearly enough to understand why the rumors had become monstrous. The aircraft was there and gone inside the same thought, low over the field, black against black, its passage marked by the violent displacement of air and the brief red wink of something beneath its wing. It did not circle lazily. It did not hang overhead to admire its work. It arrived as a decision already made. The body could not react quickly enough. The mind could not build a sentence around it. The men below were reduced to reflex: duck, cover, breathe, crawl, pray, freeze.

A soldier near the collapsed command scrape began firing his rifle into the sky after the jet had passed. He emptied the magazine at nothing, screaming soundlessly through Qasim’s damaged hearing. When the weapon clicked dry, he kept pulling the trigger. Another soldier seized him by the collar and dragged him down before shrapnel from a secondary blast tore through the space where his head had been.

The last operational gun tried to traverse west. The crew moved with desperate competence, and for three or four seconds Qasim felt a mad surge of belief that they might do it, that one weapon might remain, that one stream of tracers might finally catch a wing or force the attackers away. The gunner braced himself. The loader slammed the belt into place. The barrel rose.

The earth in front of them erupted.

Not the gun itself, not at first. The ground before it blew upward in a tight, brutal column, and the concussion knocked the crew backward. Then the gun was struck directly. Its ammunition detonated in a brilliant, compact flare that illuminated the whole emplacement from below, every trench, every sandbag, every contorted body, every face turned toward the sky in helpless astonishment. Shadows leapt huge against the smoke. For an instant the position appeared frozen, like a painting made of fire.

Then darkness came back in pieces.

The guns were silent.

Not all at once. Metal still groaned. Ammunition still cracked in the flames. A tire burned with a soft, persistent roar. Somewhere a vehicle horn had jammed and gave a thin, absurd bleat until its battery failed. Men coughed, retched, moaned, called names, called for water, called for mothers, called for officers who could no longer answer. But the battery itself was silent. The great upward anger of it had been torn out.

Qasim lay half-buried and waited for the next pass.

It had to come. He knew enough of war to expect completion. An enemy that had found them would grind them down until nothing recognisable remained. The Soviets were not supposed to leave a position wounded. Every lesson whispered through the army insisted that they would return, again and again, until the field was glass and the town behind it burned from the heat. Men around him seemed to believe the same. No one rose. No one ran. Those who could move crawled deeper into cover. Those who could not tried to flatten themselves beneath smoke. Even the wounded stifled themselves when the engines faded, afraid sound might draw the aircraft back.

The night widened.

The jets did not return.

Their engine noise receded to the north-west, then thinned, then vanished into the enormous dark beyond the fields. The absence they left behind was more bewildering than their arrival. Qasim waited through ten heartbeats. Twenty. A minute. The flames continued to eat the wreckage. Dust drifted down. Dirt fell in small streams from the trench walls. The date grove burned in two places, but the fire did not race toward the town. The minaret remained standing. The road remained unbroken. The sleeping houses behind the blackout cloth had not been hammered flat. No second wave came to erase the survivors. No saturation barrage walked across the fields. No artillery opened from distant batteries to finish the wounded.

The attackers had killed the guns and gone.

That fact entered the men slowly, and because it contradicted terror, it felt almost impossible to accept. One soldier lifted his head, then ducked again when a shell cracked in the burning ammunition pile. Another crawled to the lip of the trench and stared upward, face slack with disbelief. The sergeant, bleeding from one ear, rose to his knees and looked around as though inventorying a world whose rules had changed without permission.

Qasim tried to stand and failed. His legs trembled too violently. He used the trench wall and dragged himself upright in stages. The emplacement was no longer an emplacement. It was a broken pattern of fires and holes. The gun pits were torn open. The guns themselves were twisted, overturned, split, or buried. The command scrape had collapsed at one side, the map reduced to scraps under boot prints and dust. The radio mast leaned at a shallow angle, wires hanging loose like tendons. A boot lay near the ammunition crate with no obvious owner. A helmet spun slowly in the dirt, rocked by the tremor of something still burning beneath the ground.

He looked toward the town again.

Still there.

Not untouched. No town so close to war could be untouched. Windows would have cracked. Children would be screaming now. Families would be pressed together in corners. Men would be weighing whether to run toward the road or away from it. But the jets had not taken the town. They had not taken the mosque. They had not taken the houses as a lesson. They had not widened punishment beyond the guns that had fired.

Qasim felt no gratitude. Gratitude was too clean a thing for this place. What he felt was confusion sharpened by humiliation, and beneath both, a fear deeper than the one he had known before. Scorched earth he understood. Revenge he understood. Saturation he understood. Armies that flattened what resisted them could be hated in a simple way, and simple hatred was useful. This had been different. The attack had been so sudden that it seemed supernatural, so precise that it seemed intimate, and then so abruptly restrained that it left the survivors with no story large enough to contain it.

A young conscript crawled from under a torn sheet of camouflage netting. His face was striped with soot except where tears had cut two clean lines through it. He stared at the sky, then at Qasim, as if the captain might explain why they were still alive. Qasim had no explanation. He had ordered the battery to fire. The battery had struck nothing. The Soviet jets had answered by destroying exactly what needed destroying and no more.

The sergeant began moving among the wounded. His voice, when Qasim finally heard it through the ringing in his ears, sounded far away and underwater. Men were pulled from collapsed sections of trench. Fires were beaten back with blankets and sand. Ammunition was dragged away from heat where possible. The work resumed because men were not permitted to stop simply because terror had exceeded them. Qasim found himself giving gestures rather than orders, pointing to stretchers, to water cans, to the road, to the remains of the radio. The survivors obeyed with a stunned, automatic obedience, each movement slow at first, then quicker as the possibility of another strike failed to become real.

The fields beyond the rise glowed in patches. Smoke drifted low across the road and into the first houses at the edge of town. Somewhere behind them, a civilian vehicle started, stalled, started again. Dogs began barking all at once, as if released from a spell. The noise sounded indecently ordinary.

Qasim climbed from the trench and stood on what remained of the berm.

The sky was empty.

He searched it anyway, because every man there would search the sky for the rest of his life. The darkness above Tikrit had returned to its old shape, but it could no longer be trusted as empty. It had opened once and delivered violence too quickly for thought. It might do so again. The surviving soldiers moved under it with hunched shoulders, reluctant to expose even the tops of their helmets. When a piece of metal shifted in the cooling wreckage, three men threw themselves flat. When a burning tire collapsed, another began praying aloud before shame silenced him.

Qasim looked down at the torn gun line. He remembered the confidence of the first barrage, that brief intoxication when the guns had made them feel less helpless. He remembered the tracers climbing beautifully into nothing. In the morning, senior officers would ask for a report. They would want numbers, times, headings, altitude estimates, damage assessment, enemy losses. He would have to tell them there were no enemy losses. He would have to tell them the battery had opened fire on empty sky, or on aircraft too fast and too low and too well-flown to be touched. He would have to tell them the attackers had come and gone inside minutes, perhaps less, though the experience had stretched long enough to contain an entire lifetime of fear.

He would not know how to write the final part.

He would not know how to put on paper that the Soviet planes had spared the town.

Not spared in kindness. Not spared in mercy as priests used the word. The jets had not come as angels. They had come as weapons, and they had left men dead in the dirt. But they had not behaved as Iraqi fear had prepared them to behave. They had not emptied the sky of bombs simply because bombs were available. They had not stayed to turn survival into chance. Their violence had been abrupt, annihilating, and then finished.

That restraint frightened him more than rage.

Rage could miss. Rage could waste itself. Rage could become stupid. This had not been rage. This had been selection.

Beyond the ruined emplacement, Tikrit’s lamps remained dim under the blackout cloth. The town breathed in terror, but it breathed. The road was dusty and open. The mosque stood. The water tower stood. Somewhere in the nearest houses, mothers were lifting children from under tables and telling them not to cry too loudly. Somewhere old men were pressing their palms together and trying to understand why the explosions had stopped.

Qasim remained on the berm until the fires lowered and the eastern edge of the sky began to pale. He did not see the jets again. No one did. Their work was all that remained of them: four pulverised guns, a gutted command post, smoke crawling across the fields, men whispering that they had fired and hit nothing, men whispering that the Night Witches had known exactly where to strike, men whispering most fearfully of all that the planes had flown away while there was still ammunition left in their wings.

By dawn, the emplacement no longer guarded Tikrit.

It warned it.
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