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1. i would've fought anybody who tried to tell me you wanted out. beat to a pulp till i'm bloody, oh god, you can bet i regret it now. by iamfreakedout

   Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding, Lord of the Flies (TV 2026)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   21 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Jack Merridew/Simon
   • Roger (Lord of the Flies)
   • Simon's Father (Lord of the Flies)
   • Simon's Mother (Lord of the Flies)
   • Jack Merridew's Mother
   • Jack Merridew’s Father
   • Ralph (Lord of the Flies)
   • Piggy (Lord of the Flies)
   • Maurice (Lord of the Flies)
   • Established Relationship
   • Breaking Up & Making Up
   • Getting Back Together
   • Break Up
   • Post-Break Up
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Jack is a dick but he's working on it
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • but there's also
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotionally Repressed
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • POV Jack Merridew
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Beating
   • Punching
   • not between jack and simon don't worry
   • Gentleness
   • Jack Merridew being gentle
   • Jack Being Jack
   • Jack Being an Asshole
   • Winning Back
   • Song: Mews (Gracie Abrams)
   • Title from a Gracie Abrams Song
   • Title from Mews by Gracie Abrams
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • screaming matches
   • Arguments
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   Simon breaks up with Jack because he's sick of being hidden and treated like a secret, forcing Jack to face his internal fears and problems to win his boyfriend back.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,904

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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