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1. You could never have him from the start, Eric. by ogredbullismylove

   Fandoms: South Park  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   29 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Kyle Broflovski/Eric Cartman
   • Stan Marsh
   • Eric Cartman
   • Kyle Broflovski
   • Liane Cartman
   • Kidnapping
   • Stalking
   • Torture
   • Forced Feminization
   • Mutual Non-Con
   • Suicide
   • Self Confidence Issues
   • Eating Disorders
   • Sadism
   • Masochism
   • Is it vaild to say fluffy?
   • Heavy Self-Harm
   • Kyle Broflovski has Boderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
   • Eric thinks its all fun and games until figuring out Kyle is just as crazy as him
   • Stockholm Syndrome
   • Suicide Threats
   • mutual obsession
   • Mind Manipulation
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Domestic Violence
   • Bodily Fluids
   • Shock Torture
   • Blood Kink
   • POV Alternating
   • Touch-Starved
   • Isolation
   • Graphic Description of Corpses
   • Starts non-con and ends non-con
   • I dont do happiness 'round here.
   • Come Eating
   • Smut
   • Savior Complex
   • Delusions
   • Pychosis
   • Non-Consensual Somnophilia
   • Degradation Kink
   • Blood as Lube
   • Suprise Eric Cartmans actually submissive
   • Is the dove dead? Probably.
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism

   Summary

   Eric doesn't know how to move on from Kyle after highschool, so he takes matters into his own hands.

   Kyle wakes up in Cartman's basement instead of his dorm room. Coupled with all his other issues, he can only wonder how much he could indure before his mind broke.

   They both don't know they've been pining after eachother the whole time.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   40,329

   Chapters:

   7/9

   Comments:

   25

   Kudos:

   42

   Bookmarks:

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