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1. Alive Inside the Massacre (of Your Love) by byLicoriceLaura

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Rape Recovery
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • Found Family
   • Ilya Rozanov Gets Outed
   • Outing
   • Ilya Rozanov Gets A Hug
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Calls Ilya Rozanov "Baby"
   • Shane Hollander Takes Care of Ilya Rozanov
   • But also
   • Warning: Roger Crowell
   • Warning: Dallas Kent
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov Being an Asshole
   • Homophobia
   • Homophobic Language
   • Biphobia
   • Heavy Angst
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Non-Graphic Depiction of Injuries
   • the Police is useless
   • Police Brutality
   • Kinda
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use

   Summary

   Shane Hollander didn't have an easy life by any means, but he had a good life. He had parents who loved him, friends he could count on and a country that, for all its faults, was safe enough for people to live in. So yes, while his life was never easy, it was good.

   Problem is, when people grow up without tragedies, they're not expecting them to come.

   Series

   • Part 8 of Heated Rivalry Angsts

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   16,170

   Chapters:

   3/10

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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