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<JumperWho> o/
<Pangi> hi zam!
<PrinceZam> hi guys!!
JumperWho whispers to you: Can you head to our base? I have to tell you something
JumperWho whispers to you: Also Mapicc and Bacon left something for us
You whisper to JumperWho: of course! Give me five minutes
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<JumperWho> o/
<Pangi> hi zam!
JumperWho whispers to you: Can you head to our base? I have to tell you something
JumperWho whispers to you: Also Mapicc and Bacon left something for us
JumperWho whispers to you: Zam?
You whisper to Jumperwho: sorry I'm busy rn
You whisper to JumperWho: give me a sec and I'll be there
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You whisper to JumperWho: are you at base?
<Pangi> hi zam!
Jumperwho whispers to you: I am!!
Jumperwho whispers to you: I wanted to talk to you, actually
You whisper to JumperWho: I can't go there rn but you can come to me
Jumperwho whispers to you: Omw :)
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<JumperWho> o/
<Pangi> hi zam!
JumperWho whispers to you: Can you head to our base? I have to tell you something
JumperWho whispers to you: Also Mapicc and Bacon left something for us
JumperWho whispers to you: Zam?
I keep dying and coming back, and I don't know why.
I logged on, went to the Abyss base to talk to Jumper, and suddenly we were both falling in the void. We died, and it kicked me out, so I logged back on.
They sent the same messages. Pangi and Jumper said hello, and then Jumper messaged me telling me that she needed to chat to me and that Mapicc and Bacon had something for us. I went back, and Jumper and I died again.
Well, I think Jumper died too. There's no way she escaped that.
Then it happened a third time. I made Jumper come to me, but we still fell and died.
I don't know what's happening.
This is the fourth time I live today.
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<JumperWho> o/
<Pangi> hi zam!
<PrinceZam> anyone wanna come to spawn and chill?
<Pangi> ?? I mean sure!
<MinuteTech> Ok..?
<JumperWho> I'm down
<PrinceZam> perfect!
JumperWho whispers to you: By the way, when we're done hanging out I need to tell you something
JumperWho whispers to you: And check out this thing Bacon and Mapicc left at our base
You whisper to JumperWho: sure, that's fine
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Loop 9
I think I'm starting to go insane
No matter what I do, Jumper and I always get eaten by the void. I've tried to save both of us, just me, just her. Nothing. We both fall in the end, me first and Jumper right behind me. I've tried to get more people to fall with us. I hoped it would satify the void.
None of it matters in the end, though. Nothing.
Not even this book. The book always resets with everything. I'm just writing this down to do something with my hands
I always feel cold now, despite my temperature being fine.
I'm not sure I'll ever stop being eaten
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<JumperWho> o/
<Pangi> hi zam!
You whisper to JumperWho: I need to talk to you
You whisper to JumperWho: it's important
You whisper to JumperWho: meet me at the church?
JumperWho whispers to you: Sure..?
JumperWho whisper to JumperWho: I actually needed to talk to you as well
You whisper to JumperWho: it's the void
JumperWho whispers to you: Oh
JumperWho whispers to you: Mapicc and Bacon has a surprise for us, maybe it has do with that?
You whisper to JumperWho: I promise you it's not
You whisper to JumperWo: pls hurry
JumperWho whispers to you: Omw
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<PrinceZam> what do you guys think about the void?
<Pangi> um?
<Pangi> personally I don't mind it but I'm also not a huge fan of the void traps
<MinuteTech> Same
<4CVIT> it would be nice to not have to watch my step so carefully
<PrinceZam> ok
<JumperWho> Zam???
<MinuteTech> What is going on lol
<Pangi> I'm so confused
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I've tried everything. I don't know what else I can do. We always die.
On another note, I think I know stuff I shouldn't. I think Jumper is working with the Foundation, but i still haven't gotten her to confess it. I haven't really interrogated her though. I'm a little too busy with other stuff.
I just want something to change, anything. Anything to distract me from the cold. I can't escape it now.
Is this karma for messing with the void? Why aren't Mapicc and Bacon also going through this? Why doesn't Jumper remember?
I want someone to help me. I don't think anyone will.
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JumperWho died
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You whisper to JumperWho: I have a feeling that we're both gonna die today
<Pangi> hi zam!
JumperWho whispers to you: What???
JumperWho whispers to you: Are we going to get jumped?
You whisper to JumperWho: just stay somewhere you know is safe
You whisper to JumperWho: is that you outside??
JumperWho whispers to you: Yes!! You can't just say we're gonna die and not expect me to worry
You whisper to JumperWho: I told you to stay somewhere safe
You whisper to JumperWho: oh we're screwed
JumperWho whispers to you: We're not, I promise
PrinceZam died
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I'm so tired. I don't wanna do this anymore.
My life now boils down to just logging in and being eaten by the void. Sometimes I try to save us, sometimes I just lay down and take it. It doesn't matter either way, I'll just come back and live through this again.
Jumper always finds me. No matter if I tell her to stay away, or if I go a million blocks away, she finds me somehow. And then we die. I don't like the fact that I remember so perfectly the terror in her eyes as she watches me die.
I lost track of how many times I've logged in today.
PrinceZam died
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JumperWho died
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You whisper to JumperWho: we're both going to fall into the void today
You whisper to JumperWho: I've seen it happen
You whisper to JumperWho: I keep having to live thru it again
JumperWho whispers to you: What??
JumperWho whispers to you: Hold on Zam I'm coming over to you
You whisper to JumperWho: I know you are
You whisper to JumperWho: I'm sorry for what's about to happen
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PrinceZam joined the game
PrinceZam died
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JumperWho died
JumperWho left the game
The player wants to give up.
I see. He hasn't, though. Not yet.
Not yet. He tried to.
Still, he didn't.
He's still going. Another loop has started.
Does he know that, while the cycle does not end, it shatters?
I highly doubt it.
He still hasn't realized his connection with his fellow player.
He will, though. Eventually.
After all, this player is resilient.
He is. And he will get through this.
Do you hear us, player? Do you hear the universe?
The universe believes in you.
You believe in yourself.