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Yokohama is the sort of city that makes being late feel less like a personal failure and more like a conspiracy.
The trains are crowded, the streets are crowded, the sidewalks are crowded, and somehow every traffic light in the entire city seems to possess a private grudge against Nakahara Chuuya. Even the weather seems determined to participate.
The morning started with a clear blue sky, the kind that makes the harbor look almost painted against the horizon, and by noon the clouds roll in from the bay with the quiet menace of someone who knows exactly when you've forgotten your umbrella.
Chuuya, naturally, forgot his umbrella.
He also forgot to eat breakfast.
The second part is his fault. The first is Yokohama's.
By two in the afternoon, he had already spent six hours at his family auto shop, two of those bent over the open hood of an old sedan whose owner insists that the engine "only makes that noise sometimes," as though engines are sentient creatures capable of choosing when to become expensive.
He has oil on his fingers, a smear of grease near his wrist, and enough irritation simmering beneath his skin to power a small generator. His father, Arthur, tells him to take a break before he starts yelling at the machinery. His other father, Paul, tells him that yelling at machinery is preferable to yelling at customers. His aunt, Kouyou, who happens to stop by with a box of pastries, takes one look at Chuuya's face and wordlessly pushes a cream-filled bun into his hand.
So now he is walking through Yokohama with half a pastry in one hand, his jacket slung over the other arm, and the distinct feeling that he had been cheated out of a peaceful afternoon.
The city, meanwhile, is beautiful in the infuriating way beautiful things tend to be when you're too busy to appreciate them.
Chuuya likes it.
He would never say that out loud in the middle of an argument, because apparently liking where you live becomes ammunition the moment someone learns about it, but he does. Yokohama feels alive without being suffocating. There is always somewhere to go and always something happening, yet familiar corners remain familiar.
It is a good city.
A ridiculous city, sometimes. But a good one.
And on this particular afternoon, Chuuya makes the mistake of believing he knows it well enough to predict where he is going.
He cuts through a narrow street near the harbor, intending to reach a small café tucked between a stationery shop and an old bookstore. He knows the place because the coffee is decent, the food is better than it has any right to be, and most importantly, the owner does not stare at him like he's committing a crime when he walks in wearing greasy work clothes.
The café is usually quiet around this hour.
Usually.
Today, however, the universe apparently decided that Chuuya has enjoyed himself enough.
The moment he pushes open the door, the little bell above it rings brightly.
Warm air meets him first, carrying the smell of coffee and toasted bread. The place is almost full. At the very back, where Chuuya normally prefers to sit, one empty chair waits beside a small table.
Perfect.
He takes approximately three steps toward it before another person reaches it from the opposite direction.
They both stop.
Chuuya looks at the chair at the same time the stranger looks at the chair. Chuuya looks at the stranger and the stranger looks at Chuuya. There is, for one deeply unnecessary moment, complete silence.
Then Chuuya notices the man's outfit.
A long beige coat despite the weather. Dark trousers. White shirt. Brown shoes. Bandages wrapped around both forearms, with another strip peeking out from beneath his collar.
Chuuya's eyes travel slowly from the bandages to the man's face.
The stranger smiles, it's not a normal smile, rather a suspicious smile. The kind of smile worn by someone who either knows something you don't or is about to make your afternoon considerably worse.
Chuuya decides immediately that he doesn't like him.
Not because of anything the man has done. He simply possesses the sort of face that seems naturally suited to irritating people.
The stranger, apparently reaching a similar conclusion, tilts his head.
"Ah."
One syllable.
Chuuya narrows his eyes.
The man gestures politely toward the chair, then toward Chuuya, as if presenting a perfectly reasonable argument in a silent debate about furniture.
Chuuya stares at him for another second before realizing what he is doing.
"Whatever, you take it."
The stranger blinks. "Really?"
"You were here first."
"I was?"
"You were standing closer."
"Was I?"
Chuuya looks at him and the man looks back. Something about the exchange feels absurdly complicated for a chair.
"Forget it," Chuuya mutters, stepping aside. "I'm getting coffee." He turns toward the counter.
Behind him, he hears the scrape of the chair against the floor.
Good. Problem solved.
Except the café is apparently not finished with him.
Chuuya orders his afternoon coffee and a sandwich, then steps aside to wait. A minute later, someone takes the empty space beside him.
Of course.
He doesn't look over, he already knows it's the bandaged man. He can feel it.
There are plenty of people in Yokohama, and somehow this particular idiot possesses the exact gravitational pull required to end up within three feet of him twice in under five minutes.
Chuuya focuses on the display case. He studies a slice of strawberry cake with unnecessary concentration. Beside him, the stranger sighs. Not a normal sigh, either. A dramatic sigh. The kind that suggests the weight of the world rests upon his shoulders, when in reality he is standing in a café waiting for coffee.
Chuuya glances sideways.
The man is staring mournfully at the ceiling.
"What?"
The stranger turns. "I was wondering whether they sell anything here that could cure existential despair."
Chuuya stares at him.
"Apparently, there's nothing." The stranger adds.
"Just order enough caffeine." Chuuya shrugs
"Does it work?"
"No."
"Then that's disappointing."
Chuuya turns back toward the counter before his expression gives away the fact that he almost laughed. Almost.
He blames exhaustion.
A few minutes later, their orders arrive at nearly the same time. Chuuya takes his coffee and sandwich, then looks around for a table.
The café is full, every single seat is occupied. Except the one beside the bandaged man. He looks at it, then at the man.
The man notices, his eyebrows lifts instantly.
Chuuya feels something inside him protest on principle. He could leave. He could take the sandwich back to the shop. He could eat in his car. He could sit on the curb. He could even stand in the middle of the harbor and eat while contemplating the questionable decisions that led him here.
Instead, because apparently his judgment has abandoned him entirely, he pulls out the chair.
The stranger moves his coat from the seat beside him. "Go ahead."
Chuuya sits. Neither of them speaks. For a while, that is perfectly fine.
Rain begins tapping softly against the windows, turning the street outside into a watercolor of umbrellas and blurred headlights. The café grows quieter as the weather settles in, the occasional clink of porcelain mixing with the low murmur of conversation. Chuuya eats, drinks his coffee, and lets the warmth take some of the sharpness out of his shoulders.
Across from him, the stranger is reading a book, and Chuuya catches himself wondering what kind. He looks away, but a moment later, he looks again. This time the stranger catches him.
Their eyes meet.
Chuuya immediately looks down at his sandwich but he can practically feel the man's amusement. "You're staring."
"Now, I'm not."
"You were."
"I was looking at the book."
"That's what people who are staring at someone usually say."
Chuuya slowly raises his eyes. "Do you always talk this much?"
The man considers the question with exaggerated seriousness. "Only when I'm awake."
Chuuya exhales through his nose. He doesn't want to talk anymore, so takes another bite instead. The stranger returns to his book, apparently satisfied.
For the next ten minutes, they exist in an uneasy sort of peace.
Chuuya finishes his sandwich. The rain grows heavier. Someone near the window complains about the weather. The café owner turns up the music. Outside, Yokohama shines beneath the rain, all reflected lights and darkened pavement, the city suddenly softer around the edges.
Chuuya checks the time. He should get back. He reaches for his wallet.
The stranger closes his book.
"I suppose this is where we part ways."
Chuuya pauses, be looks up. The man's expression is strangely solemn.
"Whatever."
The stranger smiles. "That sounded very heartfelt."
Chuuya rolls his eyes and stands.
"How cruel." The man stands as well. For a moment, they remain there beside the table, each apparently waiting for the other to move first.
Then Chuuya notices the book in the man's hand. The Complete Manual of Suicide.
"You really reading that?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because I bought it."
"That's not an answer."
"It is technically an answer."
Chuuya stares at him, the man smiles again. Definitely suspicious. Definitely annoying. Definitely someone Chuuya will never see again.
They leave the café through the same door. The rain has weakened to a drizzle. For a few steps, they walk in the same direction before the stranger turns down another street without so much as a goodbye.
Chuuya continues toward the shop. By the time he reaches the next intersection, he has already forgotten the man's face.
Mostly.
He remembers the bandages. He remembers the stupid smile. He remembers the irritating way he talked as though every ordinary interaction were part of some private comedy only he understood.
But he doesn't remember his name. Not that they exchanged names. Why would they?
They're strangers.
Yokohama is a city of millions.
There are thousands of cafés, hundreds of streets, countless trains arriving and departing every hour, and enough people moving through its neighborhoods to make any single encounter feel insignificant.
People cross paths every day without ever crossing them again.
That is how cities work.
That is how chance works.
So Chuuya walks on, hands in his pockets, the rain cooling the last warmth of the coffee from his fingers, completely unaware that somewhere behind him, a man with bandages wrapped around his arms is walking in the opposite direction with the faintest trace of amusement on his face.
Neither of them knows the other's name.
Neither of them thinks much of the meeting.
And neither of them realizes that, in a city this large, they have just managed to find each other.
—
Months passed.
Long enough for the weather to change, for the harbor winds to lose their summer warmth and acquire that crisp nighttime bite that slips beneath collars and settles against the skin, for Chuuya to forget the face of a stranger he met once over coffee and a chair.
There are some people who leave an impression without meaning to. A particularly loud customer. A supplier who sends the wrong parts three weeks in a row. The old man who insists his car is perfectly fine despite the fact that it makes a noise resembling a dying animal every time he turns left. Those people linger.
A strange man in bandages does not.
At least, that is what Chuuya tells himself.
He doesn't remember the man's name because he never learned it. He doesn't remember what book he was reading because Chuuya never cared enough to ask. If someone had mentioned the encounter the following morning, he might have remembered the café, the rain, perhaps even the irritating conversation about existential despair, but the man's face would have remained somewhere in the vague collection of strangers that Yokohama produces by the thousands every day.
Life moves on.
And Chuuya is busy enough that he rarely notices it moving.
Tonight, however, he is nowhere near the auto shop.
Aunt Kouyou is away on business for a few days, which means Chuuya had been entrusted with the extremely serious responsibility of keeping her apartment's plants alive.
The responsibility is not difficult, the plants are.
There are too many of them. They occupy windowsills, shelves, corners, tables, and several locations Chuuya suspects were never intended to support vegetation. One particularly enormous fern sits beside the television like it pays rent. Another plant hangs from the ceiling above the kitchen, its vines reaching downward with the quiet determination of something attempting to reclaim the apartment for nature.
Chuuya stands in the middle of the living room with a watering can in one hand and a deeply suspicious expression on his face.
"You cannot possibly need this much water."
The plant, being a plant, offers no defense.
Chuuya sighs and gives it another small pour. His aunt would probably say he is talking to the plants. She would also probably point out that he is losing an argument with them. That thought earns the faintest smile from him as he moves to the next pot.
By the time he finishes, the apartment smells faintly of damp soil and leaves. He sets the watering can beside the sink, checks his phone, and discovers that it is later than he expected. The city outside the windows glows beneath the darkness, Yokohama stretching toward the harbor in a scattered constellation of apartment lights, signs, streetlamps, and distant headlights.
He should go home.
He really should.
Instead, as he reaches for his jacket, he glances toward the rooftop access door.
His aunt's building is one of those older apartment blocks with a flat roof and an unobstructed view of the skyline. Chuuya has been up there before, usually when he needs a little quiet after a long day. Tonight the sky is unusually clear, the clouds pushed somewhere beyond the horizon, and the moon hangs above the city like a pale coin suspended in dark water.
Five minutes, he decides. Or maybe ten, long enough to look at the stars. Long enough to remind himself that the world is bigger than faulty engines, invoices, customers, and the mechanic who somehow keeps putting the wrong wrench back in the wrong drawer.
He takes the stairs.
The rooftop door groans softly when he pushes it open. Cool air immediately meets his face.
For a moment, Chuuya simply stands there.
Yokohama at night is beautiful.
During the day, the city feels busy and restless, every street carrying people somewhere. At night, the same city seems to breathe differently. The buildings become silhouettes against the sky, the windows turn into tiny points of gold, and the harbor reflects the lights along its edge until the water looks like it is holding another city upside down.
Far away, traffic hums. Closer, the wind moves over the rooftop with a soft, steady whisper. Above everything, the sky stretches clear and enormous.
Chuuya takes a few steps forward.
Then he sees someone standing by the railing.
His entire body goes cold.
The figure is several meters away, facing the edge.
Too close. Far too close. For one horrible second, Chuuya doesn't think.
He moves.
His shoes scrape sharply against the concrete as he crosses the rooftop, one hand reaching out just as the stranger shifts his weight.
Chuuya grabs him.
"Hey!"
The stranger barely has time to turn before Chuuya yanks him backward.
The world becomes elbows, coats, startled noises, and one spectacularly undignified loss of balance as they hit the ground together. Hard enough to knock the breath out of Chuuya.
For a second, neither moves.
Then Chuuya pushes himself upright, heart pounding against his ribs.
"What the hell were you thinking?!"
The stranger lies beneath him, blinking up at the night sky.
Or, more accurately, at Chuuya.
His dark brown hair is slightly disheveled from the fall. His coat is twisted beneath one shoulder, his bandaged arms resting awkwardly against the concrete, and his expression carries such profound surprise that Chuuya almost forgets why he is angry.
Almost.
"You were standing right at the railing," Chuuya snaps, scrambling backward and hauling the man up by the arm before he can properly collect himself. "Do you have any idea how dangerous that is? You can't just stand there like that!"
The stranger continues staring, that made Chuuya's temper rise.
"What?!"
Nothing. The stranger's eyes move slowly over his face. Then his expression changes.
Not into embarrassment. Not into irritation. Not even confusion.
Just pure wonder.
"Wow." The stray gasps.
Chuuya blinks.
The man looks at him as though Chuuya has personally descended from the heavens to interrupt whatever questionable decision he was making.
"What?"
"I think I just met an angel."
Chuuya stares.
The wind moves across the rooftop. Somewhere below, a car horn sounds. The city continues existing as though nothing unusual is happening.
Chuuya, meanwhile, considers several responses and rejects all of them for failing to adequately express the depth of his disbelief.
"You nearly gave me a heart attack," he finally says, "and that's what you come up with?!"
The stranger smiles. "Well, you did fall out of the sky."
"I did not fall out of the sky. I tackled you!"
"Same same."
"And you were standing by the railing!"
"Ah." The man seems to consider this. Then, with an expression of complete sincerity, he says, "So you tackled me because you were worried about me? I'm flattered."
Chuuya's eye twitches. "I tackled you because I thought you were about to do something stupid."
"That's practically the same thing~"
"It absolutely is not!"
The stranger laughs softly.
Chuuya opens his mouth to continue scolding him, then stops.
Something about that laugh. Something about the face looking up at him from the concrete. Something about the ridiculous bandages wrapped around his arms. Recognition arrives slowly, like a light flickering on in a room Chuuya thought he had forgotten.
The café, the rain against the windows, the weird suicide book, and the suspicious smile.
Chuuya's eyebrows rise. "...You're him."
"Am I?" The stranger's smile widens.
"The café."
"Which café?"
"Don't play dumb!"
"I wasn't aware we were playing."
"You're the guy from months ago!"
There is a brief pause. Then the stranger's eyes brighten with recognition.
"Oh." He sits up fully. "The sandwich guy."
Chuuya stares at him. "What?"
"You had a sandwich. I remember because it looked better than mine."
Chuuya looks toward the heavens.
The heavens offer no assistance. Of course this is the same man.
Out of all the people in Yokohama, out of all the rooftops in the city, out of every possible stranger Chuuya could have encountered tonight, he somehow runs into the one man he once shared a café table with and whose most memorable personality trait appears to be making every conversation needlessly difficult.
He should leave.
Instead, he notices the stranger still sitting on the concrete and offers a hand.
The man looks at it, then at Chuuya. His smile becomes strangely pleased.
Chuuya immediately regrets the gesture. "Don't make it weird."
"I wasn't."
"You were about to."
"I was simply appreciating the kindness of a mysterious rooftop angel."
"That's it, I'm taking my hand back."
The stranger catches it before he can. "Too late~"
Chuuya pulls him to his feet. Once they're standing, there is a moment of awkward silence. Not the same kind as the café. This one feels different.
The wind lifts the edge of the stranger's coat. Chuuya stuffs his hands into his pockets and looks toward the skyline, suddenly aware that he is standing beside a man whose name he still doesn't know.
Apparently, neither of them learned anything from the first meeting.
"You still don't know my name, do you?"
Chuuya glances at him. "No."
The stranger looks delighted. "Wonderful."
"Why is that wonderful?"
"It means we're consistent."
"That's not something to be proud of." Chuuya snorts. He should ask. It would be normal. They have already met twice now, which surely means they have crossed the invisible line separating complete strangers from people who ought to at least know what to call each other.
But something about the moment makes him hesitate.
Maybe it is the quiet.
Maybe it is the stars.
Maybe it is simply that the city feels too large tonight, and putting names to things suddenly seems like a way of making them more real.
So instead, he leans against the railing a safe distance away and looks upward. The stranger follows his gaze. Neither speaks. For once, silence suits him.
Above them, the stars are faint compared with the lights of the city, but they are there if Chuuya looks carefully enough. He points out a constellation he vaguely remembers from childhood, and the stranger pretends not to know what he is talking about until Chuuya threatens to leave him on the roof alone with his own ignorance.
They end up debating whether one particular bright point is actually a star or a distant aircraft, neither willing to admit uncertainty, until it moves unmistakably across the sky and settles the argument for them.
Chuuya laughs.
The stranger does too.
It's surprisingly easy.
There is no awkward effort to keep the conversation alive, no pressure to fill every quiet moment. They simply stand there, shoulder to shoulder but not quite touching, watching Yokohama glitter beneath the dark sky while the night wind carries the distant sounds of the city around them.
Eventually, Chuuya checks the time.
He has been standing there much longer than ten minutes.
"I should go."
The stranger nods. "So should I."
But neither moves immediately.
Chuuya looks at him. For some reason, he finds himself wondering whether this will be the last time. It probably will. Two meetings in a city this large already feel improbable enough.
Three would be ridiculous.
He pushes away from the railing. "Try not to scare people like that again."
The stranger's expression turns thoughtful. "I'll try."
"That sounded suspicious."
"I make no promises."
Chuuya shakes his head, already turning toward the door.
Behind him, the stranger calls out.
"Goodnight, angel!"
Chuuya stops. He looks over his shoulder. The stranger is smiling.
Chuuya points at him. "Don't call me that."
"Goodnight, then."
Chuuya gives him one last unimpressed look before disappearing through the rooftop door.
The city closes around him again as he descends the stairs, carrying the cool night air with him.
He still doesn't know the man's name. The man still doesn't know his. But this time, Chuuya remembers his face.
And somewhere between the rooftop, the stars, and one completely unexpected rescue, the stranger is no longer quite as strange as he was before.
—
There are certain people you begin to recognize before you remember why.
Chuuya discovers this on an ordinary Tuesday evening at Yokohama Station, when the crowd is thick enough to make personal space a theoretical concept and everyone seems to be moving with the singular conviction that their destination is more important than everyone else's.
He is on his way home after a long day at the shop, carrying a paper bag with dinner tucked inside and a small box of replacement parts he picked up on the way. His shoulders ache pleasantly from work, his fingers still smell faintly of machine oil despite washing them twice, and all he wants is to get onto the next train, sit somewhere near the door, and spend the rest of the evening doing absolutely nothing productive.
The station is alive around him.
Businessmen check their watches. Students cluster around vending machines. Couples walk hand in hand. Someone is running toward a closing train with the doomed optimism of a person who has apparently never learned from experience.
Chuuya waits near one platform entrance, glancing up at the departure board. Seven minutes. He can survive seven minutes.
He shifts the paper bag to his other hand and looks across the station.
That is when he sees him.
At first, Chuuya doesn't consciously register the face. It's the bandages. They catch his attention before anything else, stark against a familiar beige coat as the stranger stands on the opposite side of the station, separated from him by a broad stretch of polished floor and a river of passing commuters.
Chuuya's eyes narrow.
He looks again.
The stranger is leaning against a pillar, one ankle crossed casually over the other, apparently unconcerned by the chaos around him. His dark hair falls messily across his forehead, and he is holding something in one hand that looks suspiciously like a coffee cup.
Chuuya's first thought is that Yokohama really is smaller than it looks. His second is that apparently bandages are an extremely effective way to identify one particular idiot from across a crowded train station.
As if sensing the weight of his stare, the stranger lifts his head.
Their eyes meet.
Recognition appears almost immediately. The man's face brightens. Chuuya watches him straighten. For a moment, neither moves.
The distance between them is too great to speak without shouting, and Chuuya has no intention of shouting across a train station at a stranger he still cannot name. The stranger seems to reach the same conclusion.
Instead, he raises his coffee cup in a small, almost absurdly formal greeting.
Chuuya stares at him. Then, against his better judgment, he raises his paper bag a fraction in acknowledgment.
The stranger smiles. Not the polite kind. That smile. The one that suggests he has just discovered something entertaining.
Chuuya immediately knows he is about to become annoyed. Sure enough, the stranger lifts two fingers and gives him an exaggerated little peace sign wave.
Chuuya rolls his eyes.
The man immediately places a hand over his chest as though deeply wounded.
Chuuya's mouth twitches. He looks away, though he can still feel the man's gaze on him. When he looks back, the stranger is staring with an expression of exaggerated innocence.
Chuuya raises an eyebrow.
The stranger tilts his head.
Chuuya narrows his eyes.
The stranger smiles, then winks.
Chuuya actually laughs. It escapes before he can stop it, quiet enough to disappear beneath the station announcements but unmistakable to the man watching him from across the crowd.
The stranger's grin widens with the satisfaction of someone who has just won a game nobody else realized they were playing.
Chuuya mouths something he absolutely does not intend to say aloud.
"Idiot."
The stranger appears to understand anyway. He places a hand against his heart again, looking personally devastated.
Chuuya shakes his head.
He should stop encouraging this. He knows that. He also knows, with increasing irritation, that he is enjoying himself.
The station announces an incoming train.
People begin shifting around them, forming loose lines along the platform entrances. The crowd between Chuuya and the stranger changes constantly, faces appearing and disappearing in the space between them, yet somehow the two of them remain visible to each other.
For the next few minutes, their entire conversation consists of expressions.
The stranger points at Chuuya's paper bag and raises his eyebrows as though asking whether it contains food.
Chuuya gives him a suspicious look.
The stranger pats his stomach dramatically.
Chuuya shakes his head.
The stranger looks betrayed.
Chuuya laughs again.
Then the stranger gestures toward the small box of replacement parts tucked beneath Chuuya's arm, clearly asking what that is.
Chuuya holds it up.
The stranger squints.
Chuuya mouths, "Car parts".
The stranger's expression becomes one of exaggerated admiration. He gives a solemn thumbs-up whixh made Chuuya scoff. Then, because he apparently possesses no self-preservation when it comes to this particular man, he gives one thumbs-up back.
The stranger freezes. For a second, his expression changes. It is subtle. The theatrical amusement disappears, leaving something warmer and quieter behind it.
He smiles.
Not the ridiculous smile from the café. Not the smug grin from the rooftop. Just a genuine smile.
Chuuya finds himself smiling back before he can think better of it.
A train arrives between them.
The rush of air sweeps through the station, carrying the metallic thunder of wheels against rails. Passengers move forward, and for several seconds the stranger disappears completely behind the arriving cars.
Chuuya waits, although he doesn't know why.
When the train doors open, people spill onto the platform and others climb aboard. Chuuya's own train is still several minutes away, but he notices the stranger's line beginning to move.
He catches one last glimpse of him through the crowd.
The stranger looks back and there is that smile again. Then, just before he disappears into the train, he raises two fingers in another little wave.
Chuuya lifts his hand in return.
The doors close and the train pulls away.
For a few moments, Chuuya watches the red lights recede into the distance. Then he looks at the departure board. His train is approaching. He exhales, adjusts his grip on the paper bag, and shakes his head at himself.
This is getting strange.
Not bad strange.
Just...
Strange.
The first time, they were strangers who happened to want the same chair. The second time, they were strangers who happened to share a rooftop beneath the same sky. Now they have reached the point where they can recognize each other from opposite sides of a crowded train station without exchanging a single word.
Chuuya still doesn't know his name.
He doesn't even know where the man lives, what he does, why he wears so many bandages, or why he seems to possess an almost supernatural talent for appearing wherever Chuuya happens to be.
Yet somewhere along the way, the stranger's face has become familiar.
Not familiar enough to belong. But familiar enough that, when Chuuya finally boards his train and finds a seat by the window, he catches himself glancing once toward the platform they just left.
The station is already swallowed by the city's movement.
People continue walking. Trains continue arriving. Lights continue passing beyond the glass. Yokohama keeps carrying everyone toward somewhere else.
Chuuya rests his forehead lightly against the window and watches the city blur into streaks of gold. He tells himself the smile on his face is because the stranger's ridiculous expressions were funny.
That explanation is good enough.
For now.
—
There are, Dazai reflects, worse places to be abandoned by modern engineering than a street he has never seen before.
Granted, the street in question offers very little in the way of entertainment.
It stretches quietly between old apartment buildings and narrow storefronts whose awnings have faded beneath years of Yokohama sunlight, with telephone wires knitting loose black lines across an offensively beautiful blue sky. A bicycle rests against a vending machine farther down the pavement, someone’s laundry sways from a balcony three floors above them, and from somewhere beyond the maze of buildings comes the distant murmur of traffic rolling toward the busier parts of the city.
Everything around them appears peaceful, ordinary, entirely unconcerned with the fact that Kunikida Doppo is currently experiencing what Dazai suspects may be the beginning of an emotional collapse beside the hood of his car.
Dazai watches this development comfortably from the back seat.
It is not, technically speaking, his fault that they are stranded here.
His own car is currently being remodeled, an innocent enough circumstance that somehow resulted in an extremely unfortunate experiment involving Yokohama’s public transportation system two days ago.
Dazai had boarded the correct train, according to himself, and arrived somewhere completely incorrect, according to geography.
Kunikida, after listening to his explanation with the particular expression of a man discovering another item to add to an already extensive list of grievances, had declared that he would drive Dazai to work until his car returned.
Dazai had accepted immediately.
Having a chauffeur is remarkably convenient, even when the chauffeur spends most of the journey complaining about schedules, responsibility, punctuality, and several other concepts Dazai supports passionately in theory.
Unfortunately, Kunikida’s beloved schedule has now been defeated by a machine.
“This makes absolutely no sense,” Kunikida mutters, staring beneath the raised hood with the grim concentration of a man attempting to intimidate the engine back into functioning.
His tie is already slightly crooked from repeatedly leaning forward, his glasses have slipped lower along his nose, and the phone pressed between his shoulder and ear continues producing the faint but unmistakable voice of someone from the office asking questions Kunikida clearly does not wish to answer. “Yes, I know what time the meeting begins. I was the one who scheduled it.”
From the back seat, Dazai thoughtfully examines the ceiling.
A meeting.
What a tragedy.
He had almost forgotten.
Outside, Kunikida begins explaining their location to whoever is unfortunate enough to be on the other end of the call, only to stop halfway through when he realizes that neither of them actually knows where they are. Dazai hears the rustle of a map application opening, followed by a sigh so profoundly exhausted that it seems to belong to a man twenty years older.
Dazai lowers the window and lets the afternoon breeze wander inside.
For early autumn, the day is unusually clear.
Dazai rests his cheek against one hand.
“Well,” he murmurs toward the heavens, because speaking to the universe is far more interesting than listening to Kunikida negotiate with roadside assistance, “if some merciful celestial being happens to be listening, now would be an excellent time to send assistance. Preferably someone charming. Perhaps an angel. I’m willing to negotiate on wings.”
Kunikida turns slowly from beside the hood.
“Do not involve divine intervention in my car problems.”
“How cruel. I was praying for you.”
“You were praying for entertainment.”
“Those things are not mutually exclusive.”
Kunikida closes his eyes for several seconds, apparently reconsidering every decision that led to their friendship, before his phone rings again and saves Dazai from whatever lecture is surely assembling behind his teeth. He answers with a clipped greeting, steps a few paces away from the car, and immediately begins arguing about the meeting.
Dazai smiles faintly and turns his attention back toward the window.
That is when the universe, which Dazai has always considered suspiciously inconsistent, decides to answer him.
At first, he sees only red.
Not bright red, exactly, but the unmistakable burnt copper of hair catching sunlight as someone rounds the corner at the far end of the street. The stranger walks without hurry, one hand tucked into the pocket of a dark green jacket while the other loosely carries a small paper bag, his stride easy with the unconscious familiarity of someone who knows these streets well enough to stop thinking about where his feet are taking him.
Dazai straightens before he realizes he is doing it.
There are millions of people in Yokohama.
He knows this because Yokohama insists upon demonstrating the fact whenever he enters a station, crosses a shopping district, attends a company event, or attempts to purchase coffee without encountering seventeen people who know his father.
Human beings fill the city in endless variations, faces passing through train windows, shoulders brushing on sidewalks, voices overlapping beneath neon signs, and most vanish from memory almost as soon as they disappear from sight.
Yet somehow, inexplicably, absurdly, there is no mistaking this one.
The café returns first, a rainy afternoon, one chair, an argument over ownership, and a sandwich belonging to an irritable redhead who looked at Dazai as though he were personally responsible for overcrowding the establishment.
Next is the rooftop, stars over Yokohama, a hand yanking him backward with enough force to send them both crashing onto concrete, blue eyes blazing above him while Dazai, admittedly distracted by the situation, informed a complete stranger that he looked like an angel.
Then the station, months later, where an entire river of commuters had moved between them and they had somehow managed to conduct a ridiculous conversation using nothing but gestures across the tracks.
Three meetings. No arrangements, no exchanged numbers. Not even names.
Dazai’s mouth curves before he can stop it.
How interesting.
The stranger reaches the car without noticing him. Instead, his attention settles immediately on the open hood and then on Kunikida, who is still speaking into his phone several steps away. He slows, glances once at the vehicle, and changes direction with the casual decisiveness of someone who cannot quite walk past a problem he understands how to fix.
Dazai watches him approach the driver’s side.
“Car trouble?” the stranger asks.
Kunikida looks over, momentarily startled, before lowering his phone. “Unfortunately.”
The redhead tilts his head toward the hood, studying the vehicle with considerably more interest than Dazai has ever managed to summon for an automobile. “Mind if I take a look?”
Kunikida hesitates, because the blonde approaches spontaneous kindness with the same caution other people reserve for suspicious packages.
The stranger seems to notice. “I’m a mechanic,” he adds, lifting one shoulder. “You’ve been staring under that hood like you’re trying to threaten it into apologizing.”
Dazai presses his lips together.
Kunikida’s expression tightens.
Dazai likes him already.
“Please,” Kunikida says after a moment, stepping aside with the stiff dignity of someone choosing not to acknowledge the insult because he requires assistance.
The stranger sets his paper bag carefully near the curb, pushes his sleeves farther up his forearms, and leans beneath the hood. Whatever he sees immediately changes something in his posture; the casual passerby disappears, replaced by someone completely at home with machinery, fingers moving confidently among unfamiliar components while his gaze travels over the engine with quick, practiced attention.
He asks Kunikida one question about what happened before the car stopped, listens to the answer, then reaches deeper inside with a quiet hum of understanding.
Dazai watches from behind the window. For no particular reason.
And then, Kunikida’s phone rings again. He stares at the screen with the expression of a man receiving a personal threat.
“I need to take this,” he says, already walking away. “Please excuse me.”
The stranger waves him off without looking up, fully invested in the car.
And Dazai, suddenly presented with a magnificent opportunity, would consider it almost disrespectful not to take advantage of it.
He opens the back door without a sound.
The stranger remains crouched near the front of the car, completely absorbed in whatever mechanical surgery is taking place beneath the hood. From this angle, Dazai can see the slight crease between his brows and a faint smudge of something dark near the side of one hand, evidence that perhaps the declaration about being a mechanic was not merely an elaborate attempt to insult Kunikida’s troubleshooting abilities.
Dazai walks closer.
Still nothing.
Closer.
The stranger mutters something beneath his breath about people ignoring warning signs, and Dazai’s smile widens.
He bends just enough that his voice reaches the redhead’s ear without needing to rise above the distant traffic.
“We meet again, Angel~”
“Fuck!”
The stranger jerks upward so violently that the back of his head nearly collides with the hood.
Dazai catches the edge before it can come down, laughter escaping him despite the spectacularly murderous glare now being aimed in his direction.
For several wonderful seconds, recognition travels across the stranger’s face in stages. Alarm first, then confusion, then disbelief, followed at last by the unmistakable irritation Dazai remembers remarkably well.
“You,” the redhead says.
Dazai beams.
There it is.
Such a small thing, really, being remembered by someone he barely knows. People remember Dazai constantly. They remember his surname, his position, his father, photographs from business articles he never bothered reading, rumors about where Mori Ougai’s only son might eventually sit within the company. Recognition is rarely remarkable when half the time it arrives before the introduction.
This feels different.
The redhead remembers the person who stole half a café table, stood on a rooftop, and waved like an idiot from across a train station.
Dazai finds himself strangely pleased.
“You remember me!” he says, allowing just enough delight into his voice to make the other man suspicious.
“Hard to forget somebody who nearly gave me a heart attack twice.”
“Twice? How flattering. I’m becoming memorable.”
“You were already memorable,” the stranger mutters, turning back toward the engine. “Just not for good reasons.”
Dazai places a hand over his chest. “And here I thought our encounters were becoming meaningful.”
“Our first encounter involved you stealing my chair.”
“We shared it. Besides, our second encounter involved you tackling me.”
“I thought you were about to fall off a building!”
“And our third was terribly romantic.” Dazai said it in a very teasing way. Ro~man~tic~, letting the syllables rhyme in a cutesy manner.
The stranger freezes for half a second before slowly looking over his shoulder.
Dazai smiles innocently. “You know, because you waved at me from across a train platform.”
“That is not romantic.”
“You smiled back!”
“That was pity.”
“Ah. Crueler than I remembered.”
The redhead snorts despite himself and returns to whatever he is adjusting beneath the hood, though Dazai notices the faint curve lingering at the corner of his mouth. It disappears almost immediately, but not quickly enough.
Interesting.
Dazai leans against the side of the car, careful not to obstruct him. “So you really are a mechanic.”
“Unless I developed an extremely specific hobby involving strangers’ broken cars, yeah.”
Dazai glances toward the engine as though the collection of metal and wires might suddenly become comprehensible through proximity. “That would still rank surprisingly low among the strangest hobbies I’ve encountered.”
The redhead gives him a sidelong look. “I’m scared to ask.”
“You should be.”
That earns another quiet huff of laughter, and for several moments the conversation dissolves naturally into the soft mechanical clicks beneath the hood, the breeze moving through the nearby trees, and Kunikida’s increasingly agitated voice farther along the pavement.
Dazai does not usually mind silence because most people rush to fill it, piling words into every empty space until conversation becomes less an exchange and more an endurance test. This stranger, however, seems perfectly content to leave quiet where quiet belongs, concentrating on the work in front of him without appearing uncomfortable with Dazai lingering nearby.
It feels strangely familiar for people who remain, technically, strangers.
Perhaps that is the oddest part.
They have met three times across completely unrelated corners of Yokohama, separated by months and crowds and an entire city of possibilities, yet standing beside him now does not feel like beginning another encounter from the start. There is already some invisible continuation between them, as though every coincidence simply resumes a conversation they forgot to finish.
The stranger finally straightens and wipes his fingers against a cloth pulled from his pocket.
“There. Try it.”
Kunikida ends his call at almost precisely that moment, as though summoned by competence, and returns with visible relief. He gets behind the wheel, turns the key, and the engine comes alive with an obedient purr that feels almost smug after everything it has put him through.
Kunikida stares at the dashboard.
Then at the stranger.
Then, briefly, at Dazai, with an expression suggesting he suspects Dazai somehow arranged the entire incident merely to inconvenience him.
“What was wrong with it?” he asks.
The redhead explains in a handful of concise mechanical terms that Dazai understands individually and not at all collectively, then adds that Kunikida should still have it properly checked when he gets the chance.
Kunikida nods, clearly committing every word to memory. “Thank you. Seriously. You’ve saved us a great deal of trouble.”
Behind him, Dazai tilts his head. “See? An angel.”
The stranger’s eyes narrow immediately.
“You know each other?” Kunikida looks between them.
There is a beat. Dazai and the stranger glance at one another.
“Unfortunately,” the redhead says at exactly the same moment Dazai answers, “Fatefully.”
Kunikida’s face goes blank.
Dazai laughs.
The stranger groans and rubs a hand over his forehead, but there is no real irritation behind the gesture anymore, only the resigned amusement of someone beginning to understand that Dazai will make absolutely everything more difficult than necessary if given the opportunity.
And then, perhaps because Kunikida’s question exposes the ridiculousness of the situation, something occurs to Dazai.
They know each other.
Sort of.
They know each other’s faces, expressions, habits in tiny accidental fragments. Three encounters, and neither knows what to call the other.
Dazai pushes away from the car.
“How strange,” he muses.
The redhead gives him a wary look. “What?”
“We keep finding each other all over the city, yet I still don’t know your name.”
Something shifts then,not dramatically, not enough to deserve any grand significance, but enough that the absurdity of everything before this suddenly feels suspended between them.
The street continues around them as it always would, wind turns the leaves overhead, somewhere nearby a shop door slides open, and Yokohama carries on with the quiet indifference of a city accustomed to millions of people crossing paths every day.
Dazai smiles and extends his hand.
“Dazai Osamu.”
For the first time since approaching the broken car, the stranger looks genuinely surprised. His gaze drops briefly toward Dazai’s hand before returning to his face, and Dazai wonders whether he is about to refuse simply for the pleasure of being difficult.
Instead, the redhead reaches out.
His palm is warm, his fingers roughened faintly by work, and there is still a trace of grease near his knuckles despite the cloth.
“Nakahara Chuuya.”
Chuuya.
Dazai repeats it once silently.
It suits him somehow.
“Chuuya,” he says aloud, testing the sound with entirely too much satisfaction.
The newly named Chuuya immediately frowns. “Don’t get comfortable.”
“Oh, far too late for that.”
“I literally just told you my name.”
“And I’m already very attached to it.”
Chuuya stares at him for a long, suffering moment, apparently realizing with horror that exchanging names may have been a tactical mistake.
Then he retrieves his paper bag from beside the curb.
“I’ve got somewhere to be.”
Dazai nods, though for reasons he cannot quite explain, the statement feels less like an ordinary departure than it should.
Chuuya lifts a hand toward Kunikida in farewell before beginning down the street, sunlight catching briefly in his hair as he walks away. He does not look back immediately. Dazai watches him pass beneath the uneven shadows of balconies and telephone wires, becoming smaller with every step until the street begins swallowing him into its ordinary afternoon scenery.
Then, just before turning the corner, Chuuya glances over his shoulder.
Dazai raises a hand.
Chuuya rolls his eyes. But he waves back and then he disappears.
Kunikida clears his throat beside the car.
Dazai continues staring at the empty corner for another second before turning.
“What?”
“We are late.”
“Ah.”
“The meeting, Dazai.”
“Yes, yes. Terribly unfortunate.”
Kunikida opens the driver’s door, muttering something about the time while Dazai returns to the passenger seat this time, settling comfortably against the leather as the car pulls back onto the road.
Outside the window, the unfamiliar street slips behind them.
The rooftop had been chance. The station had been chance. This forgotten little road somewhere between where Dazai had been and where he was supposed to go should have been nothing more than another meaningless place in a city overflowing with them.
And yet Nakahara Chuuya had appeared there too.
Dazai looks up through the window at the absurdly clear sky, remembering the ridiculous request he had thrown toward it only minutes earlier, and a quiet laugh warms the back of his throat.
Perhaps the heavens really are listening after all.