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    After Kim’s permanent transfer six months prior, Satellite-Officer Vicquemare became increasingly bitter and volatile around Harry, who always sought out the Lieutenant for second opinions during their cases, which gnawed at Jean’s sanity.

    The screaming matches were nothing new for them. Some people would have even said that anything too quiet was suspicious, but since his amnesia, Harry didn’t fight back, just apologized, stayed silent and looked at his shoes. The kicked puppy routine made Jean go nuclear for a myriad of unpleasant reasons. The main being that anyone witnessing these exchanges would instantly feel sorry for Harry, as if his amnesia absolved him of all the sins past and future, as if he was not the catalyst responsible for this dynamic.

    It lasted three more miserable months before an opportunity arose. And when it did, Jean asked Pryce immediately for the roles to be shuffled : that Kitsuragi officially be paired with Du Bois - he’s already doing all of his work with him anyways - and Vicquemare joining McCoy - Satellite-Officer Simon just went on indefinite sick leave didn’t he? I can take over.

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    • 22 Sep 2025

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      let my clothes sit in the dryer to finish reading this. both endings are so good. my heart hurts. i think i need to kill myself now

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    SHIVERS: A SISTER. PROTECT HER. LOVE HER. SHE’LL KEEP YOU ALIVE.
    EMPATHY: The pigeon is shivering. She doesn’t seem to be able to move far, her useless wing flopping sadly at her side, but she shrinks back as much as she can within the box.
    You: “Oh no, no, I’m not going to hurt you,” you say, clumsily holding out a broad hair-lined hand. The pigeon flinches, then, as you hold your hand as still as you can and make no move to harm her, regards you with a mix between fear and curiosity.
    LOGIC: She’ll die without you, Harry. Maybe she’ll die with you too. Is this a responsibility you can bear?

    Harry and Kim spend the evening tending to an injured pigeon. They get talking. Things begin to spiral in unexpected directions.

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      "You’ll have more mornings like this before the world implodes around you. Not enough, never enough, but at least you get to experience them and you’re grateful for that."

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    Sunday evening, Thomas Lawrence dies as free as a dove.

    Monday morning, they find Pope John's body.

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    Five times, Bellini owes the Holy Father a sexual favor for losing a chess match, and one time he does not (playing with Innocent).

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    Goffredo thinks about His word.

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    Decidedly, he thinks Thomas is horrible at making descriptions of people.

    There is the cardinal he was waiting for, but the thick fabrics of his vestments are bunched up and wrinkled, unlike how any cardinal would let himself dress. His usually hunched posture is heavier, and the beat of his footsteps sounds slower. One would think moving brought him pain, and Aldo has never seen eyebags deeper and darker than the ones on Tedesco's worn face.

    The man looked as if hell itself had descended upon him, but what shocked Aldo the most was the hair.

    It is long. Shoulder length, unkempt. Thick strands of silver tangling together to form a greasy, stiff mess. It didn't even sway as he walked on. Tedesco did not seem to care.

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    Goffredo Tedesco returns after eight months of radio silence. Aldo Bellini finds more than he bargained for.

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    Later, someone will say, “At least he’s not suffering.”
    Someone else will say, “He’s in a better place.”
    And Roy will want to scream. Because Jamie’s place was here. With him.

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    Aldo Bellini gets drunk and tries to find comfort in Giulio Sabbadin's arms.

    Of course, he finds none.

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    Good ol’ Cardinal Tedesco, he was a hard one to shake. Not even the murder of the Holy Father, who bled out in his arms, right there, right at the entrance of St. Mark’s Basilica, affected him that much.

    Or, the night before a certain autopsy report is released, Thomas Lawrence appears on Goffredo's front doorstep for a visit.

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    When he’s like this, there’s only a few things that can make him fuckin stand up and act like a normal person:

    1. Peer pressure (or help, as some people would call it). After Man City, Roy would drag him out of bed, cook for him, and watch Jamie like a hawk until he’d eaten at least a third of the meal. Then, and only then, could he migrate back to his bed, or, if he was feeling adventurous, the sofa, where Roy would put some shitty movie on and sit with him, every so often stroking the back of Jamie’s neck with his thumb.
    2. If he really needs to piss. Pretty self-explanatory.
    3. The razor in his en suite.

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    Jamie checks the news.

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    Bill Tartt is smaller in person than he’d looked in the picture, smaller than he is in Jamie’s memory. He’s skinny and old, like James, but the uncanny likeness between all three of them is there, even stiffened in death. The stubborn set of the jaws, the forceful cleft chins, the slope of the brows. Bill and James and Jamie all lying dead in a casket and all staring down at a corpse, a shifting, blurring Tartt shadow that pervades the atmosphere, choking everything in its wake.

    A funeral reunites Jamie with the Tartt side of the family. As memories resurface, Jamie is forced to reckon with his father’s legacy and its place in the family he’s created for himself.

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    It's just a normal day in Kansas at the school Ted is teaching at...until it isn't

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    (The door slamming means he's going to hit you. That's how this works. He's going to be angry, even though it's not your fault what he's angry about, and he's going to yell at you and hit you and take everything out on you.)

    And the worst part, Jamie knows, is that if that did happen, however unlikely— if Roy came in here and exploded at him, if he started shouting and hitting and throwing things, taking all his anger out on the easy target in front of him— he wouldn't have it in him to leave.

    He loves Roy, and he'd let him do anything.

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    In the last days of Mannion's ownership of Richmond, captain Roy Kent has a rough day and gets in a rough way.

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    Pre-canon; please heed the tags.

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    “Roy,” Jamie’s voice breaks. “I did something stupid.”

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    Jamie made a mistake.

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    They blow right past him, these young, fresh things. Blood burning, lungs bellowing, hearts pumping. They run circles around him. He used to be one of them, used to be the best of them. Now he’s a has-been who’s letting anger and bitterness brittle his bones and atrophy his muscles.

    In a hotel, after a loss, Roy makes a decision.

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    Roy gets the news that his former Manager has died, and Jamie comforts him. That is it.

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    “Roy?”

    “Hm?”

    “I don't want you to die before me."

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    “–The electrical fire, which broke out in the early morning hours–”

     

    They’re not friends.

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