nct and eating disorders
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Kun had always struggled, some days were worse than others. But he was stable, he had his members next to him.
And he was the oldest, the leader, the role model.
No matter what would happen, Kun never dared to show weakness.
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Kun falls into a deep pit of hatred, insecurity and misery called relapse.Series
- Part 1 of nct and eating disorders
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Taeyong stares.
He watches his chest rise and fall with every breath he takes. He recognises the empty bottle of pills on the floor, most of its content was spilled everywhere.
Taeyong watches.
He bends over, grabs one of the pills, and stares.
Taeyong recognises the shape, the colour, he knows what it is.
Taeyong knows everything, everything but himself.Series
- Part 2 of nct and eating disorders
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Jaemin felt a weird kind of satisfaction as he watched his best friend hunched over the toilet, pressing his fingertips at the back of his throat in a desperate manner.
His whimpers and ugly noises were his favourite song, his pain was his favourite movie.Series
- Part 3 of nct and eating disorders