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    “It sounds to me like the people you’ve allowed to be a part of your life, don’t deserve even a fraction of a minute of it.” As they repeat over and over, Harry calls out to fate and destiny, asking them why that can’t be true? Why can’t Harry be deserving of love? Why can’t Harry be as special as Louis argues he is? Louis’ beliefs ring in Harry’s mind like the most hopeful of gospels, and Harry wants to proclaim them as his new religion. But when his hands reach out into the vast emptiness of his flat to grab them, to grab Louis, there’s only a shard of a memory to clutch onto.

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    AU where Harry doesn’t know what it means to be in love, and Louis’ still in love with somebody else.

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      “It sounds to me like the people you’ve allowed to be a part of your life, don’t deserve even a fraction of a minute of it.” As they repeat over and over, Harry calls out to fate and destiny, asking them why that can’t be true? Why can’t Harry be deserving of love? Why can’t Harry be as special as Louis argues he is? Louis’ beliefs ring in Harry’s mind like the most hopeful of gospels, and Harry wants to proclaim them as his new religion. But when his hands reach out into the vast emptiness of his flat to grab them, to grab Louis, there’s only a shard of a memory to clutch onto.

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      AU where Harry doesn’t know what it means to be in love, and Louis’ still in love with somebody else.

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    Being in a world famous band is not an easy thing but for the past five years, Liam, Niall, Zayn, Harry and Louis have made One Direction the biggest, most loved band ever. Now they are on the verge of embarking on another world tour : OTRA. Harry and Louis are still madly in love with each other, however their relationship is tested beyond measure. Having to hide it from the world, they are thrown into a closet deeper than they have ever imagined. To be together, its a constant battle sometimes even between themselves. If push comes to shove what will Harry and Louis do? Are the five lads known as One Direction ready to sacrifice all they have for the bond of friendship and ties of love? Through all the stress that fame brings with it, can Harry and Louis let their love shine even if it means going against all the odds?

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    He only ever sees them, his boys, during this time of year and it's never enough. Not in this place, this city, with a new face like Zayn's reminding him that love and friendships don't last for a holiday. 'Without question, and whenever asked, Liam will always say that this time of year is his favorite.'

    (or a holiday fic where Liam loves his city but he loves Niall and Harry and Louis (and maybe Zayn) a lot more)

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    “ Hi.” Harry says smoothly but there’s a smug undertone beneath it.

    Louis purses his lips and he knows he can’t ignore him. He’s alone in a bathroom with three alphas. Playing nice is better than playing dead. Louis side glances at Harry, not stopping his hair fixing and sighs. “Yes?”

    The alpha grins and his dimples come into view. Louis refuses to admit how hot this guy is. Harry slides down to the next sink so he’s leaning on the one just next to Louis. Shortening the distance between them. The height difference much more apparent now. Louis doesn’t like where this is going.

    “I love an omega who gets straight to the point” he hums.

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    the one where Louis is a special omega who is always mistaken for a beta and gets the football full ride of his dreams but as charming and sneaky as he is the damn captain won’t seem to leave him alone.

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    Mythology/Fairytale!AU in which Louis is a dainty fairy with a temper who wants to be intimidating and Harry hurts people. Naturally, they hate each other.

    (Featuring Liam, the big and not-so-bad wolf who’s got a thing for humans, Zayn, a human with supernaturally good looks, and Niall, the cupid who just wants his job to be easier.)

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    They were never just friends, not really. From the X Factor house to world tours and secret nights behind hotel doors, Harry gave Louis everything—until Louis gave it to someone else. Years of almosts, heartbreak, and late-night mistakes follow, until one of them finally lets go. And the other has to decide if it’s too late to say what should’ve been said all along.

    This is the story of almosts, of songs unsung, and of what happens when the person you shattered is the only one who’s ever really known you.

    Spanning 2010 to 2020, inspired by “Just a Little Bit of Your Heart,” this is the slow, aching unraveling of a love story that never had a chance, until now.

    Or: When Harry and Louis hit it off back in their teenage years at the X factor, they start something that will consume them both for the next decade. Harry just wants to be loved out loud for who he is but Louis is too scared to do so until they are behind close doors. After being led on for years, harry decides to walk away just when Louis realizes what he has been missing all along. Will it be too late for their love?

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    College AU where Harry studies law and psychology. Louis is a philophobic frat boy who’s majoring in acting, plays footie and needs tutoring in psychology. Of course they hate each other but that doesn’t stop them from having a ridiculous amount of sexual tension.

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    Louis is a frat boy with a drinking problem who doesn't know what he wants to do with his life, and Harry is a psychology student who always takes care of him and might just be exactly what Louis doesn't want, but really needs.

     

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    After a devastating breakup and a company on the verge of collapse, Louis agrees to Liam's most absurd idea yet:
    marrying a man, a stranger, an up and coming musician named Harry Styles.
    It's supposed to be business. Simple. Safe.
    But somewhere between pretending and feeling, Louis starts to lose track of where the lie ends and the reality begins.

    Harry has always been the perfect son in a family that doesn't want to understand him.
    He's supposed to join the family business. They want a successor, he just wants to sing.
    Too bad he's never been good at doing what was expected of him.

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    The story about a love that wasn't meant to be real and the truths that refuse to stay hidden.
    Where Louis' life falls apart and all it takes for it to fall back together might be Harry.

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    “Harry’s a player. All he does is chat everyone up. And guys like him are just--so ugh. He’s got that arrogant, self-assured smirk plastered to his face all the time. Always smug and stupid, like he could get anyone he lays his eyes on. All he does is make me mad and laugh all the time like he knows something that I don’t. That is so annoying.”

    “But that’s just Harry,” Niall shrugged at Louis. “He doesn’t even try to flirt or anything. He’s just naturally charming, but that doesn’t mean he’s a player nor that he’s trying to get into everyone's pants. He’s just friendly. And he likes you. He doesn’t usually fall for people, but he fell for you.”

    “Oh, should I feel special then?” Louis asked, snorting and rolling his eyes.

    or Harry’s a frat boy who is head over heels for Louis and Louis wants nothing to do with him.

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    As the son of Anne Styles, millionaire owner of one of the world's most luxurious fashion labels, Harry has spent his last seventeen years living in carefree extravagance. And now he's grown tired of it, along with the pressure from his mum to follow in her footsteps and the constant care given to him by her past assistants.

    When his mum's newest assistant, Louis, moves into the guesthouse, Harry determines to be treated differently. To be treated like an adult. Except Louis is not at all what Harry was expecting...

    This is a story about growing up, growing in love and having the faith to make it last.

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    Because I love Harry/Louis and Harry/Zayn and drama, I will put all three in one fic. These are the fics born from that desire and my self-indulgence.

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    They couldn’t be more different if they tried. Louis Tomlinson is 17 years old and in his last year of the most prestigious private school in Doncaster. If there’s one thing that completely annoys him, it’s that there is a poor community college right across the street.

    Harry Styles is 19 years old, and (once again) in his last year of college. He goes to community college in Doncaster. He never shows up to classes and if he actually bothers to, he’s either high or drunk; sometimes both. His skin is littered with tattoos and if there’s one thing he absolutely hates, it’s the snobby students attending the private school right across from his.

     

    Or a sixth form!AU where Harry is the fucked up bad boy with too many problems, Louis is the perfect rich boy with too much money and their schools are right across from each other. They meet at a party and that’s the last (and maybe the only) thing they need.

     


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    “How convenient, Louis, that when you knot another omega it’s acceptable. But when I’m knotted by another alpha, it’s treason?”

    Louis slams his fist against the table. “That is the law!”

    “You told me to bed another,” Harry says, turning toward the door. “And I simply did. Do not cry to me about betrayal when you have never been loyal to me in this marriage.”

     

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    Louis, the Alpha King, and Harry, his Omega Consort, were bound in marriage not by affection, but by diplomacy. From the very beginning, Louis made no pretense—he had a concubine, and he didn’t intend to give her up. While Harry quietly hoped their union might blossom into love, Louis was blunt: once an heir was born, their political alliance would be secured, and Harry would be free to seek companionship elsewhere.

    It was a cold arrangement, forged in strategy, not sentiment.

    But years later, that permission—once given so carelessly—returns to haunt Louis. Because somewhere along the way, Louis stopped seeing Harry as a pawn and started seeing him as home.

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    Zayn and Louis are best friends—always have been, always will be. Nothing can come between them. Not even Zayn's stepbrother, whom Zayn absolutely cannot stand. And, well, neither can Louis—because best friends stick together, after all… Right?

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    AU where Louis Tomlinson is a principal dancer with The Royal Ballet. When his rival from ballet school, moody dance prodigy Harry Styles joins the company, old wounds are reopened and old passions reignited. During the company's production of Swan Lake the secret that doomed their love is finally revealed, but will it be too late?

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    Louis knows that Harry's good about not getting jealous about Eleanor. That doesn't mean he can't get jealous himself, mind.

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    As Louis took another bite, he thought back to how he had once believed that the hardest thing about being on Love Island would be Liam handling his social media.
     
    He had been wrong. It was Harry Styles, peeking over at Louis as he forked a pancake into his mouth, and gauging his reaction. It was having to quench the swelling of his heart, which felt simultaneously like hope and the breaking of a thousand pieces.

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    A summer gone wrong (or very right) when, under Liam’s persuasion, Louis finds himself drunkenly applying for Love Island, and getting accepted. Oh, well. A summer spent on an island paradise couldn’t be all that bad, right?

    Imagine his surprise when Louis arrives in sunny Majorca to find that his first love and ex-boyfriend, Harry, is another contestant, about to capture the hearts of everyone in the villa. Most normal people don’t have to face their ex on an otherwise straight TV show. Most normal people don’t fall for their ex again in front of the whole nation, either. Too bad this whole situation isn’t normal.

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    Harry thinks Louis is loud, reckless, and a complete dickhead —
    but he can’t stop watching how he moves through the world like he’s got nothing to lose.
    Louis thinks Harry is arrogant, untouchable, and maddeningly controlled —
    but there’s something about that silence behind his eyes that makes Louis want to break it open.

    Formula 1 is all about control. And no one has more of it than Harry Styles: world champion, golden boy, PR fantasy.
    He knows how to play the game — win, smile, stay silent.
    But then Louis Tomlinson shows up. IndyCar’s wildcard. Tattooed, chaotic, unapologetic. The press calls him an underdog.
    Harry calls him a problem.

    And what begins as a battle on the track blurs into something neither of them can name — or afford.

    “People like us don’t get to want things,” Harry said quietly.
    Louis laughed, sharp and bitter. “No, Harry. You don’t. Because you’d rather be perfect than be honest.”

    Now, with cameras watching and reputations on the line, the most dangerous thing isn’t losing.
    It’s wanting what they were never supposed to have.

    Some lines aren’t meant to be crossed - and some were never there at all.

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    And it seems to me you lived your life like a candle in the wind—never fading with the sunset when the rain set in. And your footsteps will always fall here along England's greenest hills. Your candle's burned out long before your legend ever will

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    Harry supposes it had started with Louis, really. Because even if nobody wants to say it out loud, everything starts with Louis.

    (or, alternatively: harry and louis take a road trip after the take me home tour ends.)

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