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    This is the real, honest truth of it: Shane has spent years navigating his own personal rules about touch, putting up barriers out of necessity, only for Ilya Rozanov to knock them down with ease. No one has ever touched Shane like he has. Shane has never wanted anyone to. But Ilya Rozanov—Shane wants him, in a way that’s new and terrifying. They’ve been as close as two people can possibly be, and still Shane wants more.

     
    or, Shane Hollander has a carefully controlled relationship with touch. Ilya Rozanov changes that.

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    Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.

    Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.

    It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.

    Ilya isn't having it.

    OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying and failing to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

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    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Shane's accident was career ending. Instead of asking Ilya to the cottage he broke up with him in a displaced fit of rage. Ilya has not heard from him since.

    Until he does.

    Tues, Aug 29 at 4:46 AM

    Jane: Heey
    Jane: Long timr no dspeak
    Jane: I mean yeah I guess thats my fault
    Jane: How you been?
    Jane: Ive been great
    Jane: Shit
    Jane: Ive been shit actually

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    13 Sep 2026

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    No crying but Shane being SEEN and diagnosed, too

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    Shane and Ilya find a twitter account they were never supposed to find.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    I cannot be casual about this.