Aaaanh



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    230,038
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    2,443
    Kudos:
    12,260
    Bookmarks:
    7,654
    Hits:
    532,037

    25 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    13

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    372,627
    Chapters:
    39/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    10,408
    Kudos:
    12,748
    Bookmarks:
    4,130
    Hits:
    735,080

    19 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    30

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Daily posts on the Ottawa Centaurs social media.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    67,714
    Chapters:
    32/?
    Collections:
    12
    Comments:
    9,754
    Kudos:
    23,598
    Bookmarks:
    4,744
    Hits:
    632,180

    27 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    8

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    This is a love letter to the all the millenials like me who played it too careful and forgot to enjoy our youth. Shane and Ilya, enjoy it for me, do good. Fuck it good, fuck it right. Life is too short to live it scared.

    The arena is too loud.
    That’s the first thing Shane notices; not the ice, not the lights, not the jersey on his shoulders that suddenly feels wrong in a way he can’t articulate. The sound hits him like pressure, like something physical, a wall of noise that vibrates in his chest.
    He’s already bent over for the faceoff when it hits him- skates set, stick down, weight forward. His body is exactly where it’s supposed to be even if his brain is still skidding uselessly, trying to catch traction.
    There’s only a split second before the puck drops.
    It stretches.
    He lifts his eyes.
    Ilya.
    Young. So fucking young. Is he dreaming? Not worn by years of hockey, travel, interviews and losses and victories that stack so high they blur together. He’s young again; sharp boned, bright eyed, unable to grow a beard to save his life. Bears black and gold instead of Centaurs red. 'If I look down am I going to be pantsless too?' He thought absently, no way this was real... right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    90,491
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    854
    Kudos:
    2,779
    Bookmarks:
    1,211
    Hits:
    70,041

    26 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    16

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After the first game Ilya plays in Boston since moving to Ottawa, he and Cliff Marlow talk.

    Technically takes place within the "Shane's Lily"/"Yuna's Boys" universe, but works as a standalone.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,223
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    140
    Kudos:
    3,547
    Bookmarks:
    206
    Hits:
    27,129

    22 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    17