10 Bookmarks by Acideccm

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.

    The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.

     

    [set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    77,023
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    1,005
    Kudos:
    3,944
    Bookmarks:
    1,227
    Hits:
    115,485

    17 Feb 2026

  2. This has been deleted, sorry!

    16 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Their waitress is kind enough to let Shane practice his clumsy Spanish with her. He pointedly does not look at Ilya after ordering, but he's known him long enough to know when he's laughing at Shane's expense.

    “I hate you,” he says.

    “No,” Ilya says. He looks unfairly handsome in a linen beach shirt and his flamingo-patterned board shorts Shane bought him last summer. “You do not.”

    -

    (it's the honeymoon fic)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,697
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    180
    Kudos:
    6,804
    Bookmarks:
    1,028
    Hits:
    76,549

    14 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    À lire en entier 3 parties

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The team owners discuss Hollander's move to Ottawa.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,973
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    384
    Kudos:
    7,285
    Bookmarks:
    409
    Hits:
    66,053

    12 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.

    The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.

    The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.

    *****

    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,378
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    2,580
    Kudos:
    16,868
    Bookmarks:
    5,440
    Hits:
    451,608

    11 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Soulmarks are supposed to be a blessing, or so people say. Shane disagrees.
    They appear as the first words your soulmate will ever speak to you, written on your skin in your soulmate's handwriting.
    But Shane's is a simple and underwhelming "ok." So mundane he has long since stopped noticing the words when they're spoken to him.

    "I'm not sure you're supposed to smoke here" Shane said as he approached the Russian player.
    "Ok"

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    54,156
    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    516
    Kudos:
    4,146
    Bookmarks:
    932
    Hits:
    105,682

    10 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    145,224
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    6,291
    Kudos:
    24,725
    Bookmarks:
    8,214
    Hits:
    814,812

    09 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander never got that concussion, and Ilya Rozanov breaks up with him. Shortly after, Shane suffers a career ending injury. They don’t speak again.

    Of course, stories don’t end like that. At least not theirs. When Shane adopts a little girl with familiar curls and deep blue eyes, Shane writes letters to Ilya, imagining he was with him, raising the girl together.

    Movers get things mixed up. Letters get sent. And after 4 years of no contact, Ilya moves to Ottawa to see Shane again. The only question is—will Shane let him in? Or is he still just as scared as he was in 2017?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    43,881
    Chapters:
    20/24
    Comments:
    1,084
    Kudos:
    5,341
    Bookmarks:
    2,282
    Hits:
    246,236

    08 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.

    Featuring: the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com, wholesome group dynamics and love all around.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    80,816
    Chapters:
    19/26
    Comments:
    5,320
    Kudos:
    26,830
    Bookmarks:
    7,315
    Hits:
    707,182

    08 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording. 

    “Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.” 

    Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating. 

    His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next. 

    I have to see him. 

    Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now. 

    ***

    OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,838
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    489
    Kudos:
    16,964
    Bookmarks:
    4,372
    Hits:
    192,591

    08 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chapter 6

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters