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  1. Tik Tok batfam prompts by

    Fandom Batman - All Media Types

    14 Aug 2025

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  2. Justice League meets the Batfam by

    Fandom Batman - All Media Types, Justice League - All Media Types

    09 Apr 2025

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  1. Public Bookmark 15

    Ah, but I'm singing like a bird 'bout it now by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), Supernatural  

    01 Jul 2026

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    Dean felt like he was holding reins on his mind, and they were about to snap. He had to keep slamming the gate closed on his thoughts, or else every rotten thing inside of him would spill out.

    He felt now like he had when Michael was possessing him. Like there was something beating against his skull at every moment that he forced himself to ignore. Only this time, it was his own memories. It wasn't some random souped-up angel, it was Cas, his angel, haunting his every thought. If Dean had given up the fight with Michael, the world likely would've ended. If he gave this fight up now…

    Frankly, he didn't know what would happen.

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    Set three weeks after 15x18 Despair, (Chuck=defeated, Jack=God, but fuck the finale) Dean is decidedly not doing well. In his opinion, he has never been doing worse. He keeps the feelings at bay with copious amounts of alcohol, sleep, and not much else. When Jack comes back, saying that he couldn't cut it as God, it's Dean's last straw.

    Finale fix it!! Spoiler alert, Cas will be coming back.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    6/??

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    5 times Cas had to heal Dean + 1 time Dean had to heal Cas by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    29 Dec 2020

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    Dean keeps getting himself hurt just so Cas would touch him, to heal him. It drives Sam and Eileen pretty much crazy.

    Set after 15x19.

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    13 Sep 2025

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    The end, just THE GOD DAMN END (ノ｀Д´)ノ彡┻━┻ I'M GONNA EXPLODE!!!!

  3. Public Bookmark 1

    you're an angel, I'm a dog by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    12 Jul 2025

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    We never know what might happen

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    18 Aug 2025

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    I don't think I can say anything about this rigth now, this let me... speechless-

    For all those who say they don't read (or put) tags because if they do, then they know what's going to happen and the story isn't funny... You have no fucking idea.

    I did NOT expect that, and it was all perfectly tagged.

  4. Public Bookmark 17

    Sober To Death by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    11 Aug 2025

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    "You should know this shit, son!"

    John's voice hurts Dean's ears, it makes him jump and the map in his hands harder to read with how bad he is now shaking. He blinks tears away from his eyes, sniffling as quiet as he can.

    He didn't mean to fuck up. He didn't mean to. He just doesn't know.

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    14 Aug 2025

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    NAAAA This is just so good!!!!! And also sould-destroyed, not as a sobbing-soul-destroyer but more like a I'm-so-worried soul destroyer.

    Whatever, is super short, and you know what that means??? Exactly!! You can read it 7 times per day between other fanfics chapters!!!!

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    When You Say Nothing At All by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    05 Aug 2025

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    He watches Sam’s finger point to the written words, “Dean still hardly talks,”.

    A few beats of silence pass—nothing out of the ordinary, at this point.

    “...Is this what’s happening?” Sam asks gently, implementing that tone of voice that always seems to remind Dean with a heart clenched in nostalgia that his brother is not a little boy anymore, but rather is now a grown man with an impressive emotional maturity.

     

    (TLDR: Dean Winchester and selective mutism: told throughout different stages of his life now that it has come back in full-force yet again after losing Cas to the Empty. Angst, hurt/comfort, and most importantly: happy ending.)

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    06 Aug 2025

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    This is deliciously painful, hurts in that way that you know only can end up well, or better at least.

    Is a, maybe few hours of reading, less if you don't have to fight the tears and take a break after every line.

    Future me, if you're thinking of reading this again, be strong, remember you didn’t cry the first time.