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In an alternate high school universe, Chuuya and Dazai are forced to work together on a project. Dazai, hiding the emotional scars from an abusive home life with Mori, struggles with his mental health and self-harm. Chuuya notices Dazai’s exhaustion and subtle changes in behavior but is initially frustrated with him. As they spend more time together, Dazai becomes less defensive, and a reluctant bond forms between them. With the quiet support of their literature teacher, Oda, Dazai begins to secretly read a book about hope, questioning his grim outlook on life. Through slow, unspoken moments, Chuuya and Dazai’s relationship shifts, with Chuuya becoming more aware of Dazai’s pain and Dazai quietly allowing himself to trust him.
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Tenager Dazai's a mess and teacher Oda and student Chuuya try to help him
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03 Jan 2026
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When he closed his eyes, images slipped in immediately. Blood on concrete. The smell of gunpowder. A flash of teeth, a clinical touch where he wanted it least. Dazai’s brain supplied them automatically, like it was bored and rifling through a filing cabinet labeled Worst Possible Things.
He opened his eyes again and stared at the ceiling. His limbs felt heavy in a way that didn’t translate to rest. Heavy but restless, like they wanted to move through something rather than settle. There was an itch under his skin that had nothing to do with nerves and everything to do with the fact that he was still here, still conscious, still having to occupy his own body.
or: Insomnia makes Dazai restless.
Restlessness makes him reckless.
Chuuya makes him lie down anyway.
A long night, a bad habit, and a door that opens even when it shouldn’t.Depress December 2025 - Day nine - Insomnia
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- Part 2 of Depress December 2025
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03 Jan 2026
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Dazai Osamu is not a human. He has scars like a human and bleeds like a human, but he's alienated from the word in every sense. Who knew Chuuya had a few lessons to teach?
______________________________________“...Thank you.”
“For what?”
“For showing me.”
“Oh.” A small pause. “You’re welcome. It’s only fair; I’ve seen yours.”
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03 Jan 2026
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“Come on, Mike. Tell me what’s wrong.”
Where does he even start? It’s not like he can tell her that everything is wrong, and it has been since he was five years old and asked the lonely boy on the swings to be his friend. It’s not like he can tell her that he’s wrong. That he is in love with his best friend, who is the younger brother of her own boyfriend, and, oh yeah, just so happens to be a boy. Mike looks up, barely able to meet his sister’s eyes. He opens his mouth, ready to deflect, before he blurts out,
“How do you ask someone out?” Shit. That is definitely not what he intended to say, and judging by the look on Nancy’s face, that isn’t what she thought he’d say either. She pushes a loose curl behind her ear before answering.
“Oh. Are you and Eleven getting back together again?"
“What? No! What? Of course not!” While he’s not surprised Nancy thinks that, he reserves the right to treat her as a crazy person.
OR: Four times Mike asked Will out (three unsuccessful attempts and one success).
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03 Jan 2026
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Downtime amidst the end of the world by idk_ilike5sos
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
01 Nov 2025
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Will and Mike finally get a break after an encounter with Vecna.
Warmth seeped into Will's skin as Mike's hands placed over his - holding for a second - then gently took the pillow and put it back beside the other. Mike stared so deeply - transparent and paper-thin; and Will feared they might fall into each other, sharing more than the oxygen passed between them, the clothes on their backs, the kisses through muffled words in face of the deteriorating world crumbling around them.
Some hours ago, Will stood hopeless and welcoming of whatever torture that Vecna had in store. He didn't care. He just wanted it all to finally stop. Then - despite the red cloudy sky and creatures roaming beneath it - Mike offered Will an olive branch of hope. Something to grasp onto, something as simple as a kiss, a scared mutter of, “I don't wanna do any of this without you.”
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03 Jan 2026