Bball33



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    “I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”

    “You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”

    “Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”

    “If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“

    “A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”

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    or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Now, pressing Shane against the kitchen counter, Ilya was consumed by this thought. He was barely doing anything with his fingers, barely touching, and yet Shane was already gone, his back arched and his eyes shut, panting and wanting and almost begging for it.
    Did it really feel this good?
    Even just this whisper of a touch?

    OR: 3 times Ilya thought about bottoming, and the 1st time he did.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane asks to top sometime.

    They’re both so in love they almost—almost—can’t handle it.

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    "Shane tethered himself to Ilya's side. He remained there the whole day.

    And he hadn’t left, not really. He just excused himself for a moment or two at a time. But he always came back. Each time with something for Ilya. His medication with cold water, some of his favorite crisps and a premade sandwich, a cool washcloth that he used to wipe his face."
     
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    The morning after the anniversary of his mother’s death, Ilya wakes tangled up in grief, memory, and the steady warmth of the man who has spent years teaching him that love can stay. Over the course of one quiet summer morning at the cottage, Shane takes care of him in all the small ways that matter most.

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    29 May 2026

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    Ilya forgets his wallet and goes back to get it while Shane isn't home. Which would have been fine until Shane comes home unexpectedly.

    Or Ilya gets stuck in Shane's closet while he masturbates.

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    19 May 2026