18 Bookmarks by Bball33

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    “I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”

    “You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”

    “Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”

    “If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“

    “A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”

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    or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Now, pressing Shane against the kitchen counter, Ilya was consumed by this thought. He was barely doing anything with his fingers, barely touching, and yet Shane was already gone, his back arched and his eyes shut, panting and wanting and almost begging for it.
    Did it really feel this good?
    Even just this whisper of a touch?

    OR: 3 times Ilya thought about bottoming, and the 1st time he did.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane asks to top sometime.

    They’re both so in love they almost—almost—can’t handle it.

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    "Shane tethered himself to Ilya's side. He remained there the whole day.

    And he hadn’t left, not really. He just excused himself for a moment or two at a time. But he always came back. Each time with something for Ilya. His medication with cold water, some of his favorite crisps and a premade sandwich, a cool washcloth that he used to wipe his face."
     
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    The morning after the anniversary of his mother’s death, Ilya wakes tangled up in grief, memory, and the steady warmth of the man who has spent years teaching him that love can stay. Over the course of one quiet summer morning at the cottage, Shane takes care of him in all the small ways that matter most.

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    29 May 2026

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    Ilya forgets his wallet and goes back to get it while Shane isn't home. Which would have been fine until Shane comes home unexpectedly.

    Or Ilya gets stuck in Shane's closet while he masturbates.

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    19 May 2026

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    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

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    08 May 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya are so young and dumb that they accidentally fall for each other like immediately and are too uninhibited to get in their own ways?

    or

    Shane fell first! No Ilya fell first! WRONG! They tripped at the same time & hit their heads together so hard they forgot they were supposed to be chill. The people yearn for soft! sexy! hockey! boys!

    (If you want more soft hockey boys this is a sequel to The Early Days)

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    05 May 2026

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    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

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    24 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 67

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    ...and you make me curious.

    Do I make you curious?

    Obviously.

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    Curiosity has been a lifelong trait of Ilya Rozanov. Two months after The Cottage, as he continues to grow his relationship with Shane, the fire of that curiosity burns hotter and brighter. Never one to ignore his impulses, Ilya embarks on a journey to better understand Shane's role in their sexual dynamic, and his own.

    Everyone says, "Curiosity killed the cat."
    But nobody seems to remember the second part of the adage:
    "But satisfaction brought him back."

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    10 Apr 2026

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    “It was cruel,” Ilya murmurs, brushing the saltwater from Shane’s freckles with a careful thumb. “I was cruel. To both of us. And I’m sorry.”

    Shane breathes with him for a moment, both of them trying to pull themselves together, before he grumbles, “I don’t even remember why I brought that up.”

    “Because you want to be annoying in bed until I slap you,” Ilya reminds him patiently.

    “Oh. Right.”

    [Or: Shane and Ilya are very, very compatible.]

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    07 Apr 2026

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    A collection of slice-of-life and missing moment microfics about our favorite rivals. Marked as complete because each chapter is independent, but regularly adding more microfics!

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    05 Apr 2026

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    02 Apr 2026

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    “Shh, shh. Do not scream.” Ilya's pretty, piquant face was inches from his own. “It's just me.”

    Just him? Just Ilya fucking Romanov, in his apartment, in his room, in his bed. While Shane had a dildo up his ass and his cock in his hand. Oh god. Oh god oh god. This couldn't be happening.

    Shane forgot he gave Ilya an extra key to his apartment.

    Ilya walks in on something interesting.

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    01 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 42

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    Sick and forlorn Ilya holds onto the one person thats there for him.
    Shane Hollander.

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    Ilya’s face was lit by a flickering golden shine. His eyes were closed. His cheeks wet with tears.

    Shane had to bite back a gasp. He tried to keep his expression steady, fighting the pity that threatened to show on his face…. His eyes burned, wet with unshed tears, and he bit his lower lip as he gently brushed his fingers across Ilya’s cheeks, wiping away the still-flowing tears. Ilya silently sobbed and leaned into the touch as Shane cupped his cheek.

    Ilya’s breath stuttered under the touch.

    “Baby… please,” Shane whispered. “Tell me what's wrong?”

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    26 Mar 2026

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    He chuckles, low and smooth. "Ah, I see. Tell you what- your parents come by, we have dinner, yes? Have a little chat, all of that. But when they leave, and I get you to myself… let me take care of you, hm? For being brave."

    His heart skips a beat, his stomach swoops low and flutters. His cheeks definitely get warm, and he nods a little dumbly. "Yes, yeah. Please."

    Back at the cottage, Shane unravels a little after talking to his parents. But Ilya is here to pick up the pieces and help hold them together- and Shane deserves a little reward after facing his fears.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    I love watching you on the ice, sore from you, knowing no one else can tell but us.

    Before Ilya could remember how to speak—in any language at all—Shane was subbed in. At that point, it was already bad. Shane was the Duke of Directness, the Verbatim Vicomte; he’d come out to Ilya the minute he figured it out himself, begged to be fucked like he was following up on an email, and thought discussing the intricacies of his Evoque’s off-road capabilities made for riveting bedtime conversation. He did not do dirty talk anymore than he did losing hockey games. And yet.

    Right as his skates hit the ice, he glanced over his shoulder at Ilya.

    And winked.

    Aka: Shane finally learns Russian. Chaos ensues.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Shane shifts on their bed as he types out, You have a game on Tuesday. You need to sleep.

    Ilya: so help me

    Shane groans. He can picture Ilya’s knowing little smirk, his chiseled face awash in his phone’s glow. As far as Shane knows, the buses don’t have beds, so Ilya’s sitting in a seat. Surrounded by their teammates.

    You might get caught, Shane argues feebly.

    like i give a fuck? comes the inevitable reply. i havent kissed you in a week. i am dying hollander ok. dying. can you live with that? knowing i died because you did not want to sext your husband?

    Beside himself, Shane smiles while he types. Yes.

    Or: Shane is sick and Ilya misses him. It goes about how you'd expect.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane had just returned from a short trip and he's too desperate to touch Ilya. Especially when he's looking like that.

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    7,949

    21 Mar 2026

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