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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    He could make a clean break of it, spend the time alone getting his head together and pasting the pieces of his heart into place to make a spot for Linda to permanently move in. John could keep swanning around getting into bags and burying acorns, or whatever the fuck they seemed to think would stop the war and bring world peace, and they wouldn’t have to speak until it was over. Then they could marry their girlfriends and never have to speak again if they didn’t want to. Fine.

     

    John and Paul are ready to leave each other and start new lives with their girlfriends. They just have to go to Paris and get divorced first.

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  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    'Then...oh, I don't know. Listen, I love you. I don't want you to talk like that.'
    'You love me?'
    'Well, yeah. As much as I could possibly love my closest friend and the man who changed my life forever.' He smiled gently. 'I'm here for you. If you want to talk about something, I'll listen.'
    'But when you said love, you meant...'
    'The love of a good friend. Of a brother, even. Hell, maybe something else we don't even have a word for.'
    'But not the love of a lover.'
    'I told you before, Johnny. I'm as straight as they come, so to speak.'

    So, another failure. Of course.

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    John is in love with Paul. That's not so special in itself. What is special is the fact that he has been in love with him throughout multiple lives, spanning over many centuries.

    Yet fate played a cruel trick on him when it never gave him anything in return.

    And even after he lost his hope and the chances for a happy end seem impossibly small, one question remains: can the universe truly be this cruel?

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    11 Dec 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    After having lived out his final days on earth, Paul awakens in strange surroundings. He finds that he is now completely alone – but for the incorporeal Voice instructing him to go back in time and make one change in his relationship with his long-dead best friend. But how to possibly make that decision?

    And what if revisiting his past reveals things about John that Paul never wanted to know?

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  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    Paul has a date with a girl. John tags along.

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    He's done crying for him to be back. He won't be back. He knows that.

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    01 Aug 2021