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  1. Public Bookmark 71

    There is a future. Whether you believe in it or not. by

    Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)  

    10 Aug 2021

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    Ash looks up at Max with tear filled eyes and he’s a kid, he’s a child, he’s an eighteen year old who never got the chance to be an eight year old, and everything about everything breaks Max’s heart.

    “Max ...” Ash whines. “I—I just—”

    Max wants to comfort Ash in any way he knows how, but he doesn’t know how. Ash might be his son just as much as Michael, but they need different things. Max can’t just scoop Ash into his arms and coo and hold him and rock him back and forth until he falls asleep. Max can’t tuck him in and read him a bedtime story and hope that it keeps the nightmares away. He can’t protect Ash, because it’s too late for that. The type of protection that Ash needs is from his own mind, and Max doesn’t know if he can provide that. Not really.

    But he’s going to try.

    A father and a son talk.

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    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Super cute and emotional Max and Ash fathersonism fanfiction

  2. Public Bookmark 17

    it’s okay you didn’t see me by

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    10 Sep 2025

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    He felt a wet drop, then felt the trembling shake of thin shoulder bones. In the silent room, his soft sobs sounded as loud as a scream. 

    “I… they…” He whispered into Ivan’s chest, and Ivan wished he could take everything bad far away and cram it into his own heart so Till never had to feel pain ever again.

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    In which Ivan finds the unconscious Till after Karaoke, he reflects back to the times he’s cared for him without him seeing.

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    22 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Super cute and tender Ivantill fanfiction
    The slight angst was great

  3. Public Bookmark 6

    A Little Sin, A Lot of Forgiveness by

    Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Comicverse)  

    10 May 2025

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    “You know I’m an early riser,” he fibbed. Another tally in the list of sins he’d need to confess at his soonest convenience. Right next to lust, coveting, premarital sex and homosexual intercourse.

    “Seem to be when it’s my bed you fall asleep in,” the sentence was short, clipped, there was an edge to it like sharpened steel and Kurt knew if he pressed it he would hurt.

    Or, Kurt's wants Logan but he's his own worst enemy.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    A great religious guilt fanfiction about Kurt, this is like heaven (it's hell for my poor boy Kurt, but you get it)

  4. Public Bookmark 9

    To Be Good by

    Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Comicverse)  

    22 Jun 2025

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    “I- I was just about to knock,” Kurt said lamely.

    “Now or twenty minutes ago?”

    Kurt paled, his hand dropping down from where he held it to shield his eyes. Instead it went behind his back, holding his other hand behind himself in a white knuckled grip. “I- er-”

    “Next time,” Logan leaned forward, leaned forward, lips grazing Kurt’s ear and making him shiver. “Just come on in.”

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Thank you for the food, dear author!!
    This was a great reading, I love logurt smut fanfictions where they're both a little unhinged

  5. Public Bookmark 34

    dead of night by

    Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Comicverse), Wolverine and the X-Men (Comics), Marvel (Comics)  

    12 Aug 2025

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    Kurt looks up. His eyes light up—literally—at the sight of him, and Logan has about two seconds to enjoy that. Two seconds to think about how much he loves to see that—how much more like a person it makes him feel, the joy in Kurt’s eyes when he sees Logan. Then the smile slips from his face, and Logan sees the moment that his hold on the children starts to fade.

    Shit.

    He hears two panicked screams, and Logan’s at Kurt’s side before he even realizes he’s moving. There are two kids in his arms, dots of blood on the pavement underneath from his knuckles as his skin knits itself together again. Kurt hits the ground with a sick thud that he has to pretend he doesn’t hear.

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    kurt pushes himself a little too far - no one really could've predicted what happened after.

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    29 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This has been a great reading during boring working hours
    I love the angst of Kurt being hurt and hurting Logan and then all of it ending with a cute fluff chapter