1 - 20 of 375 Bookmarks by BerryBushel

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    After Gwi-Ma is sealed away, the new Honmoon blanketing the city in its protective embrace, the only thing Rumi wants to do is sleep.

    Her body aches, her vision blurs, and her head throbs with the pain of a headache long ignored. The moment Mira and Zoey usher her offstage, away from the hundreds of thousands of fans, the adrenaline leaves her as fast as it came. She sags backward, stumbling over nothing but her exhaustion, and for a moment, she thinks that hitting the floor would be a welcome sensation.

    ———

    The girls get Rumi home after the events of the Idol Awards, and then they have to deal with all of the shattered glass they had sung about.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,954
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    1,204
    Bookmarks:
    221
    Hits:
    10,666

    30 Sep 2026

  2. Rec 82

    Tags
    Summary

    All demons came from human souls in one way or another, because the very creation of them required it. Something couldn't be created from nothing. An exchange had to take place, so if there wasn't a human to begin with? Something of equal value had to be destroyed instead.

    Humans weren't made to give birth to demons.

    Not like this.

    Mi-yeong died when she was 24.

    An exchange. A life for a life. A human for a demon. Mi-yeong for Rumi.

    Celine does love Rumi, she does, but there's not much room for love when she's filled with so much grief.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,419
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    108
    Kudos:
    416
    Bookmarks:
    82
    Hits:
    3,244

    30 Sep 2026

  3. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Over Rumi's arm, crawling up her shoulder and to her neck, were dull, dark purple patterns. They were unmistakable. They couldn't be anything else.

    Around them, the honmoon rippled; the patterns flashed in time with it, a wave of vibrant pink pulsing through them and closing in on the injury, only for the glow to be repelled and spread outwards instead.

    The cold dread from before was back, pressing its frigid fingers to her spine. Her limbs were suddenly too heavy to move. Her brain buzzed with thousands of thoughts, too loud for any specific one to stand out.

    It didn't make sense. It wasn't possible.

    But then, neither was her shin-kal cutting Rumi.

    Honmoon weapons only killed demons. It was the reason Zoey could take risks with throwing her shin-kals—even if she did hit someone, the worst it could do was bruise.

    So why was Rumi bleeding?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,784
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    219
    Kudos:
    1,287
    Bookmarks:
    262
    Hits:
    8,736

    30 Sep 2026

  4. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Mira had to keep reminding herself that the blood on Rumi’s chest was from her own arm, not from an injury Rumi had—especially with the way Rumi kept whimpering. She hoped she hadn't done any real damage. She hadn't been trying to hurt her.

    Gwi-Ma finds a way into Rumi's head.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,382
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    104
    Kudos:
    1,387
    Bookmarks:
    215
    Hits:
    11,162

    30 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It’s fine.”

    “It’s not, Rumi. If it’s hurting you, it’s not fine.” Mira says it like it’s easy. Like they’re not balancing on a wire pulled taut above utter destruction of themselves.

    All ‘cause of Rumi.

    “You’re shaking,” Zoey whispers. Chin propped up against Rumi’s shoulder.

    “Maybe I’m nervous.”

    “Of us?”

    The air punches out of Rumi’s lungs. No, she wants to say. Wants to mean it. Except her patterns glow in the same way Mira’s gok-do had against Zoey’s cheeks.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,846
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    64
    Kudos:
    1,669
    Bookmarks:
    157
    Hits:
    11,715

    30 Sep 2026

  6. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Okay, seriously, what is going on with you?” Mira demands. Rumi catches a glimpse of her expression, eyes narrowed, like she’s confused rather than hurt. “This is totally, like, I don’t know, Rumi! This isn’t you. Listen, I get that things are tough, but what the hell is this?”

    “It’s—”

    “Don’t lie to me, Rumi,” Mira warns. “How are we meant to seal the honmoon if you’re too busy doing...whatever this is? You’re tearing yourself apart. And—what the hell was all of that? Do you seriously expect me to just, I don’t know, ignore all of that? Are you serious?”

    She’s going to kill you. You should let her.

    “Mira, it’s—”

    “Don’t lie to me, Rumi,” Mira hisses out, her confusion turning to hurt; Rumi can see the shift in her eyes, the way she flinches back as soon as the words leave her mouth. “Please. What’s going on with you?”

    (or, rumi and mira's conversation goes a little worse and a lot better at the same time)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,800
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    73
    Kudos:
    1,321
    Bookmarks:
    203
    Hits:
    9,800

    29 Sep 2026

  7. Rec 49

    Tags
    Summary

    (Problem one: it’s too fucking hot outside.

    Problem two: Rumi, despite the fact that it’s too fucking hot outside, is making them spar.

    Problem three: Mira managed to summon her woldo last week after struggling at it for months, so Rumi is infinitely better than her, and that is beyond frustrating in ways Mira cannot even begin to describe.

    Problem four: Rumi is being too nice to her.

    Problem five: Mira wants to be given a reason to snap.)

    The summer heat is nearly unbearable. Every second that Mira spends out here is a second she gets angrier, and she can feel a blisteringly hot rage steadily building up in her chest.

    (or, mira's quick and easy guide on how to accidentally convince the girl you have a crush on that you actually hate her)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,900
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    370
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    2,690

    29 Sep 2026

  8. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rumi lets out a broken, disbelieving sob, staring at herself in the mirror. She’s meant to be fixed. She’s—her patterns are gone, they’re gone, but this isn’t...she didn’t want this. She didn’t want...

    The honmoon glows golden underneath her feet. She can see the ripples spread up along the walls, carefully ebbing toward her. It stings when the honmoon wraps itself around her entire body, and Rumi can only watch as she’s engulfed by the light, staring at herself, unable to turn away. It feels like an embrace, but it’s cold and wrong, and it makes her tremble even harder, because the honmoon has never felt like that. Not to her.

    Quietly, in the very back of her mind, a voice says, “This is what you asked for.”

    (or, the au where rumi's patterns disappear after turning the honmoon gold, with severe, unexpected consequences)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,000
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    966
    Bookmarks:
    161
    Hits:
    6,362

    29 Sep 2026

  9. Rec 35

    Tags
    Summary

    The ocean says nothing at all. It doesn’t even acknowledge her.

    Rumi rolls her eyes, dropping down into a crouch. She holds her hand out, gently dipping her fingertips into the water. “Right,” she murmurs, feeling her shoulders sag. “Zoey’s the one you want. Not me.”

    “She loves you. I’ve seen her surfing, and how she is here, and I just...” Rumi sighs, squeezing her eyes shut. “I want that. I can’t be...who she wants. I don’t know how. Please,” Rumi whispers. “Help me.”

    The waves recede, crashing back into her a second later.

    Rumi sighs, dropping her head. “Please.”

    The ocean almost seems to get a little louder.

    Rumi squeezes her eyes shut, her heart pounding in her chest, when she says, “I love her. Please. I love her.”

    The honmoon practically erupts into song, thrilled, dancing around her; the ocean is silent.

    (or, self-discovery, allowing yourself to want and to have and to be given, and the ocean)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,400
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    196
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    2,141

    29 Sep 2026

  10. Rec 84

    Tags
    Summary

    Two months and three days.

    Zoey knows that she’s not the only one keeping track of the days, but neither Rumi or Mira said anything on the two month marker, so Zoey didn’t say anything, either. Just like she hadn’t said anything the first month, or halfway through, or even the first week, or the first ten days. 

    The bathroom floor is kind of freezing.

    The thought makes her snort, a laugh escaping her even though it’s not really that funny. Zoey rolls her eyes, pressing the back of her hand to her cheek, ignoring the wetness there. It turns out she’s not that good at ignoring the honmoon constantly screaming in Rumi’s voice in her head. Kind of funny how that works.

    Zoey groans, burying her face in her hands as she lets out another mostly-humourless laugh. She should have known it would catch up to her eventually.

    (or, a look into the grief that comes after nearly losing your best friend)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    45,000
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    94
    Kudos:
    414
    Bookmarks:
    84
    Hits:
    7,773

    29 Sep 2026

  11. Rec 65

    Tags
    Summary

    “Celine,” Mira says from beside her, her voice quiet, raspy. “Celine. What happened to Rumi?”

    The silence grows heavier. Colder, almost. Zoey can feel the air all around them be sucked away, and she suddenly feels like she’s been hit in the gut, like all the oxygen has been pulled right out of her lungs. Celine says nothing for a long moment, her eyes wide and sharp, distant and unfocused. Gone and not gone.

    “I don’t know,” Celine says, her words almost sounding like they have a slight echo to them. “She must have done something.”

    Zoey looks down at her blood-stained hands, curling her fingers into her palms so hard that she nearly cuts them open. “She did that to herself?” She asks, voice breaking mid-way through her sentence. “No. No, Rumi, she’d-she’d never do that. She wouldn’t.”

    “Celine,” Mira whispers, taking a step closer. “What did you do to Rumi?”

    (or, celine goes through with rumi's pleas to kill her. zoey and mira show up too late)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,300
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    363
    Bookmarks:
    65
    Hits:
    3,032

    29 Sep 2026

  12. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    She pushes her glasses back up her nose, eyes never moving from the spot on Rumi’s shoulder. Hm. They are, in fact, still there.

    “Zoey,” Mira calls, keeping her voice low, not wanting to alert Rumi, because, quite frankly, she needs to talk to anyone else who isn't the source of the problem right now.

    Zoey, thankfully, picks up on the tone in her voice, easily making her way over from across the compound, giving Mira a look. Mira just gestures for Zoey to get closer to her, and once Zoey is shoulder-to-shoulder with her, Mira gestures over toward Rumi.

    There’s a pause.

    “Huh,” Zoey decides, frowning. “That’s...” she trails off, waving a hand as she tilts her head to the side. “Different.”

    “Something like that,” Mira agrees, crossing her arms over her chest. “Rumi has patterns.”

    Zoey makes a noise. “Yeah. I guess so, huh?”

    (or, mira and zoey discover rumi's patterns early and make it their life goal to...help)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,000
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    125
    Kudos:
    1,717
    Bookmarks:
    404
    Hits:
    12,424

    29 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After a drunken bar fight with a creep, the girls go viral on the internet.
    "Uh, girls? Why is our ship a global trend?"

    Zoey, who was now fully awake but still leaning against her arm, looked up at them with wide eyes, a blush on her adorable freckled cheeks.

    "Our what is what?" Mira hissed.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,553
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    76
    Kudos:
    1,529
    Bookmarks:
    110
    Hits:
    14,555

    28 Sep 2026

  14. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    After everything, the girls talk. It's messy (there's crying and anger and fear and love), and it ends with a promise: No more lies. It's only afterwards that Rumi thinks of her visit to Celine, and she very promptly decides NOT to share that particular experience with Mira and Zoey, content to let that little snippet of time die quietly in her memories alone (and really, what harm can one more lie be?). But, as Rumi has found out recently, her secrets have a way of coming to light, whether she wants them to or not.

    (It starts with a visit from Celine.)

    Or: Mira and Zoey find out what Rumi asked Celine to do.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,479
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    103
    Kudos:
    1,707
    Bookmarks:
    348
    Hits:
    17,839

    28 Sep 2026

  15. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rumi never planned on coming back. After losing her mom, she left without a trace – until one moment changed everything. A year later, she’s back in New York, hiding behind music and the two brothers who survived alongside her.

    Then Zoey and Mira walk back into her life. Old wounds reopen, melodies pull them closer, and buried feelings rise to the surface. But Rumi’s past isn’t done with her, and healing might be the hardest mission she’s ever faced.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    96,698
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    205
    Kudos:
    967
    Bookmarks:
    179
    Hits:
    21,428

    27 Sep 2026

  16. Rec 14

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s cold out. Mid-November. He has a stupidly oversized jacket on, his hands jammed into his pockets as he tilts his head up and squints at the sun, snow in his hair. Looking at him, Zoey realises she’s dressed like herself. She’s wearing one of her own shirts, a pair of her own pants, a jacket Mira bought for her, and shoes Rumi got her on her birthday. Zoey is wearing their necklaces, but they used to trade those all the time.

    She’s wearing her wedding ring from this last forever. She has a necklace with theirs hung on the end.

    Jinu nudges her with his elbow. “Light’s red.”

    Zoey follows along blindly, her eyes stinging with tears. She thinks she might be able to pass it off as the cold breeze blowing against her face if she’s lucky, but she just...

    It’s so beautiful outside. It’s so beautiful and Rumi and Mira aren’t here to see it with her. It’s so beautiful and she would have never known.

    (or, the waiting, falling in love with the world, and a 'see you soon')

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,000
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    97
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,419

    21 Sep 2026

  17. Rec 39

    Tags
    Summary

    Mira wakes up gasping, feeling like she’s been struck by lightning. For a second, she’s half convinced she’s still asleep, lights and noise flashing behind her eyes, playing out in her mind like a movie that she feels like she’s seen a thousand times.

    The smell of dirt and earth; the brush of fingers across her knuckles; the weight of a shovel in her hands; the quiet hum of an open fridge interspersed with talking; soft music playing from another room; the heat of stage lights; sunbeams from open windows, spilling past a chair; fresh strawberries; pen ink smudged on her palms; silent promises ghosting across her temple; potted plants lining the hallway; snow on her face; I hate leaving; come back to me.

    Everything swirls and swirls until it collides inward on itself, noise and lights and memories and smells and tastes burning away at the back of her throat, settling deep inside of her chest where something—

    Tugs.

    And then the entire world is alive, not just inside of her head, and Mira feels the exact moment her thoughts sharpen and shift, allowing for one to come through the loudest.

    Zoey.

    (or, another cycle brings new changes)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,300
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    54
    Kudos:
    372
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    2,549

    21 Sep 2026

  18. Rec 55

    Summary

    in which zoey is immortal and even the universe itself cannot stop her from reuniting with the two stubborn souls she promised to love forever

    Words:
    89,600
    Works:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    55

    21 Sep 2026

  19. Rec 45

    Tags
    Summary

    “Are you—like...um, with...anyone?” she offers, wincing at the way Zoey starts to laugh at her again. “Sorry! I think I’m just, like, tired, or something. It’s early!” Rumi laughs burying her face in her hands. “I swear I’m usually not like this.”

    “It’s okay!” Zoey giggles, holding up her hands as she bobs her head up and down. “I get it! You—you literally watched me trip and eat shit and almost die, you’re totally good, don’t even worry. And it’s, like...complicated?” Zoey offers, her grin getting a little wider as the words come out. “It’s hard to explain.”

    Rumi raises an eyebrow. “Like...have you guys not...confirmed anything?”

    “I wish it was that easy,” Zoey mutters, rolling her eyes. “Like I said, complicated. They’re just really stubborn. Which is, like, a good thing! But...y’know,” Zoey says, waving a hand, “It’s just...difficult, sometimes. We’re working on it.”

    “Well, I hope it works out,” Rumi says, sincerely.

    Zoey grins, ducking her head again. “It’s working out just fine.”

    (or, a look into a new cycle)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,000
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    392
    Bookmarks:
    45
    Hits:
    3,063

    21 Sep 2026

  20. Rec *

    Tags
    Summary

    This time, she’s Zoey. 

    It takes seventy-two years this time.

    Tirelessly, the years stitch together. The sun rises and sets. The hollow spot inside of her waits. She has tried to make sense of these stubborn souls and the way they come back to her, how they always, without fail, manage to weave their way back through her chest, settling perfectly in the empty space within her that stays empty longer than it stays fulfilled. It must have something to do with the way the world shifted one day, how it broke apart entirely before being put back into place, starting to spin again as if it hadn’t come to a crashing halt. At some point, Zoey’s soul came loose. At some point, two more found a home.

    The hollow spot inside of her chest waits, and then there’s a tug. 

    The entire world shifts, stopping on its axis again, and then it begins to careen forward. Dizzyingly fast and determined and loud. Then, in a voice that has remained just as stubborn as the soul who used it first, comes the command: “Find me.”

    And Zoey does.

    (or, zoey and the two souls that belong to her, no matter how long it takes them to find her)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,300
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    160
    Kudos:
    640
    Bookmarks:
    164
    Hits:
    6,132

    21 Sep 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation