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    anything that's bad for me (you're killing me) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    24 Mar 2026

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    What starts as a post-loss ritual spirals into an all-consuming sickness that Shane was sure he had buried with his 17 year old self. Shane nonetheless believes that he can hide his ugly secret from the world- until Ilya uncovers all of the instabilities that even Shane himself would rather run from.

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    Shane's anorexia relapses during his third season with the Metros, and Ilya is determined to help him (and not only because he's maybe in love with him).

    TW: Eating Disorders and explicit mentions of calories, weight, restrictive eating, relapses, and more. Please do not read this if you are not in a stable enough state to do so. Recovery is possible and necessary. Stay safe <3

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    I Think I'll Regret This by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    09 Mar 2026

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    Shane drops.

    and drops.

    and drops

    or: Shane drops after the infamous "we didn't even kiss" text, and it spirals deeper than he could have ever expected.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    It's the Dirtiest Clean, I Know by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    25 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander's life wasn't something he had ever truly controlled, every second of every day was a calculated event for his future.

    It had always been like that and Shane believed it always would.

    So, instead of focusing on what he did everyday, Shane focused on what he ate.

    He recorded and planned every meal, making sure his body was perfect so he at least had something to be proud of.

    But relationships with food are rarely so easy.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    look inside his eyes (and get the colours just right) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Jan 2026

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    Canon divergence from episode 4: Ilya and Shane meet much before the All-Stars Game, and neither one is okay.

    Ilya hasn't slept in weeks. Every time he blinks, he's confronted with increasingly worse images of Hollander that his mind concocts. But nothing in his imagination could compare to what he sees when "Jane" invites him to his home at the end of the season.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Comfort in the pain by

    Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)  

    17 Aug 2025

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    Hear me out, what if Ekko followed Silco from the bridge to the doctor, managed to take Jinx with him and watches over her while the shimmer works through her system, finds out while this is the biggest dose, it's not the first time this has happened

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    29 Sep 2025