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  1. Public Bookmark 23

    there is no me without you by

    Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, The Iliad - Homer  

    22 Mar 2024

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    June 6th, 1990: Achilles' story starts the night Patroclus dies in a gang related accident.
    September 1st: 1981: Patroclus' story starts in jr. high, when he meets Achilles and Briseis.

    Alternating between the two perspectives, we see Achilles' rage and descent into unbearable grief after the death of the person who kept him tethered to earth, and Patroclus' time growing up alongside someone who's stuck in a life he didn't choose.

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    03 Aug 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 33

    Lost and then Found by

    Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)  

    05 Feb 2021

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    Somehow, somewhere, two souls were separated and through Ash and Eiji, they finally made it back to each other.

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    15 Sep 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 37

    Sweet Rain by

    Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)  

    29 Jul 2021

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    It's Ash Lynx’s first night in Japan, along with his first time seeing Eiji after the hospital. Neither of them are sure how to express their feelings; until Eiji’s world is rocked when he accidentally leaves a toy to be found under his bed…..

    Alternate ending set after the conclusion of Banana Fish, in which Ash lives. (Fluff, Angst and Smut in this slow burn fic)

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    15 Sep 2023

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    There Will Come Soft Rains by

    Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)  

    06 Feb 2022

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    Like a sponge, Eiji absorbed the pain and anguish from Ash’s mind, body, and soul. Eiji’s embrace said more than any words ever could.

    You are more than your brokenness.
    You are worthy of love.
    You are strong.
    You are whole.
    You are loved.
    I see you.
    I am here.

    or: A story in which Eiji joins Blanca and Sing for the final show-down at the National Institute of Mental Health and finally convinces Ash to come to Japan with him, thus sparing him from Lao's attack.

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    15 Sep 2023

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    Mr. Loverman by

    Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)  

    13 Dec 2021

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    On September 3, 2018, Ash Lynx was officially pronounced dead.

    They said the blade entered through his sixth and seventh ribs. They said he bled out at a table in the library; that they thought he was asleep until they saw the blood pooling underneath him. That he’d died with a letter clutched in his fist. They said the lynx had finally fallen.

    (It’s best not to believe everything you hear.)

    Or: After being stabbed by Lao, Ash is placed into Witness Protection Program, and Eiji spends eighteen months in hell.

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    15 Sep 2023