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Sirius has run away from his home to live with the Potters and is recovering from the eating disorder he developed over the last years due to the mistreatment by his parents and general shit going on at home. Everything is supposed to get better, James is very attentive and supportive... until he has something to deal with himself.
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A collection of drabbles, short stories and poems i wrote over the last years. Mostly just letting out my thoughts.
Trigger warnings for self-harm, eating disorders and gender dysphoria! Please don't read if these are sensitive topics for you.
Each chapter can be read seperately. I will put the warnings for each chapter in the notes too.More chapters might be added sporadically.
Please also tell me if i forgot some tags or warnings, i'll add them. Thanks!Series
- Part 1 of Outlet of Thoughts
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While Jinx is getting better, Vi loses herself.
Set before Season 2 (or at the start of it i guess).Series
- Part 2 of Highs and Lows
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some drabbles, short stories and poems in german. A little overlap with my other work (Darkness is beatiful) since i translated some chapters.
Kurze Geschichten, Gedanken und Gedichte.
Trigger Warnungen für Themen wie Essstörungen, dysphoria und selbstverletzendes Verhalten. Bitte lest es nicht, wenn das gefährliche Themen für euch sind. Passt auf euch auf!Jedes Kapitel steht für sich und kann einzeln gelesen werden.
Ich werde auch trigger Warnungen vor die einzelne Kapitel packen.Bitte sagt Bescheid wenn ich tags oder Warnungen vergessen habe.
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- Part 2 of Outlet of Thoughts
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Vi and Jinx have surprisingly similar bad coping mechanisms, but unsurprisingly different thought processes.
Set shortly after season 1.Series
- Part 1 of Highs and Lows
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a body from the balcony by poppunkpadfoot (StormVandal)
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
15 May 2022
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Bookmarked by Blue2Black
10 Feb 2026
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Sirius falls in love with Ian (muggle) & struggles with himself and with Ians protection
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In 1978, Sirius Black almost becomes an Auror. Turns out even he can’t fake his way through the mental health assessment.
So what. He has better things to do: Remus Lupin is one. The war is another. He spends weeks at a time undercover for the Order while Polyjuiced to the gills. It’s probably his new favourite thing.
Little does Sirius know that running from himself will send him on a collision course with his ephemeral brother, but life is funny that way.
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Bookmarked by Blue2Black
08 Feb 2026
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just really good writing, Sirius & Remus struggle though the 1st wizard war
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Steve asks, “What’s going on, Buck?”
As in What’s Eating Bucky Barnes.
Except of course it’s more like What’s Bucky Barnes Eating.
(The answer to both questions would be sometimes nothing, sometimes everything.)
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Bookmarked by Blue2Black
15 Dec 2025
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hitting waaayyy to close to home. such good descriptions of the thought processes and messed up logic
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Outside of Hogwarts, the war is escalating. Inside, Neville is doing his best to keep as many of his classmates protected as he can - and in turn has become the favourite punching bag for the Carrows. That's why, when Theodore Nott creates an excuse to get him alone, he is on his guard... not all is as it seems behind the Slytherin front lines, and this particular one is more observant than most.
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Bookmarked by Blue2Black
12 Nov 2025
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just a really good story about Neville & Theos 7th year
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No one can see the difference between Fred and George. George is the only one who sees it and he's the only one who can do something about it. Warning: anorexia, bulimia.
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Bookmarked by Blue2Black
09 Nov 2025
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George has Bulimia, very accurate descriptions of the feelings
