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    "Chuuya—"
    "Don't fucking—*don't!* Fucking SPARE me! I don't need your or anyone else's help! You are the LAST person who has the right to offer me anything! FUCK!” Chuuya shrieks, then he collapses onto the floor screaming.
    The floor shatters under him as For the Tainted Sorrow roars in his veins.
    “Shit,” he curses, watching fragments of the floor start to float up around him. “Shit-shit-shit!"
    His hands are shaking, but he can’t get gravity to respond. He can’t get his own body to respond.
    Then a cool hand lands on his shoulder, and everything clatters back to the ground.

    *“I won’t leave you.”*

    Or, Chuuya breaks, and Dazai spends a year putting his pieces back together, no matter how many times he cuts his fingers on their sharp edges.
    At the end, they’re both softer for it.

    Epilogue starts at chapter 39!

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    21 Feb 2024

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    In an effort to get out from under the thumb of his step-father, Charles chooses to become a courtesan for several minor nobles in King Erik's court. It is not long before he attracts the eye of the young king, and the Cardinal who holds the young king's ear. Charles spends months working to secure his place as King Erik's favorite and to regain his father's title of Merchant Prince. Charles hopes to disprove the old adage that once you enter the king's bed, you have nowhere to go but down.

    A historical AU with alpha/omega dynamics (no heat). Not nearly as dark as the warnings might make it sound.

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    25 Oct 2021

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    A direct sequel to the first part of this series, Erik and the rest of the X-Men race against time to bring Charles home.

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    20 Sep 2021

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    It's too easy to believe in ends justifying the means - as long as said means don't involve you personally. The beginning of Erik's moral journey: two screeching kids, given up by their human mother for the betterment of mutantkind. (That's what he chooses to believe, really).

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    20 Sep 2021

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    When Shaw and Azazel free Emma Frost, instead of letting her rot in CIA custody, when Frost comes after Charles, events take a different turn. And their world will never be the same again. Can be read as deep friendship or pre-slash.

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    24 Jul 2021