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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    You can’t help but keep noticing, at least subconsciously, every time you see Jane’s name pop up on Ilya’s phone. Months turn into years, Ilya continues to sleep around, and yet you still see Jane’s name over Ilya’s shoulder while you’re at the club, while you’re watching hockey, while you’re sharing a cigarette after some fantastic sex. Each time you see the name accumulates, until you can’t help wondering about this Jane. What makes her different to Ilya? And eventually, the longer he keeps texting her, you also start to wonder why he never actually tells you about her. What about her is something that Ilya feels the need to hide?

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    Svetlana notices that Ilya texts a girl named Jane. And then they keep texting, and Svetlana keeps noticing.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “Am I a bad friend?”

    Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.

    Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.

    Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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    “You know I think about you all the time,
    And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
    And how bad it must have been for you back then,
    And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    16 Apr 2026

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    “We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.

    “We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”

    Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?

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    16 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Svetlana walks in on Hollanov after a Boston game hookup.

    or these boys just need to answer their phones.

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