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    Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
    But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
    Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    The Voyageurs woke up on the wrong side of the bed, so Shane decides they need to wake up in a hospital bed for balance.

    (The Voyageurs chirp, Shane loses his cool.)

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane took a long sip of his ginger ale. “Lily isn’t… I mean… she’s not-”

    “She’s not a she, is she?”

    Shane shook his head. “No. She’s a he.”

     

    Or: Shane decides to come out to Hayden after breaking up with Rose, and Hayden is determined to find out who Lily is.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    What if Hayden was in Shane's hospital room when Ilya went to visit him? (And Shane is slightly loopier than in the show).

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    26 Jan 2026

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    When Shane collides with Cliff Marlow during the Montreal vs Boston game in April of 2017, Ilya has to get through the evening not knowing how he's doing. He eventually confides in his roommate Cliff, who subsequently invites himself onto Ilya's trip to the hospital the next morning.

     

    “Ask,” Ilya said flatly, trying not to admit to himself that he probably knew what he was about to be asked.

    “What is your relationship with Shane Hollander?” Marlow asked. 

    He didn’t ask ‘are you and Shane Hollander in a relationship?’. If he asked that, Ilya might have laughed and told him everything. As it was, he considered lying. He was pretty sure that at this point, Marlow would believe whatever Ilya told him. It was apparently clear to Marlow that something was different about Shane and Ilya, so if Ilya told him they were friends and that Shane had been reaching out to him about his father, Marlow would believe him. It technically wasn’t untrue.

    It also wasn’t covering the part where they’d been fucking since they were nineteen years old. 

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    26 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 22

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    Hollander’s face flashed in his mind, once again, as he took that glance backward that cost him the game, and almost his life. Before Marlowe had reached him, Hollander’s expression was pure triumph, a beaming smile directed towards Ilya that made his heart clench.

    This injury would likely prevent Hollander from playing the rest of the season, which would be devastating for both of them. Ilya could only hope that the rest of this season was all that Hollander would lose. Some outcomes could be much worse. Ilya couldn’t live in a world without Hollander. He wouldn’t. Ilya couldn’t even entertain that thought without getting nauseous. He took deep breaths in and out, leaning his head on the wall behind him. Slowly, his breathing began to even out as he drifted into a fitful sleep.

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    Rozanov has glimpses of different lives with Hollander and realizes he would love Shane again and again.

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    26 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 76

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    Time passes in unimportant, undefined liminality. Ilya's limbs feel heavy, as if he just ran a double. It brings the same release too, a comforting exhaustion.

    Awareness creeps back slowly, like a caress. Shane's familiar scent, his understated aftershave, the faint sheen of sweat on his skin in the warm night, the heat of his body resting in Ilya's lap, wrapped around him.

    It would be so easy to turn his head a little, run his tongue along the length of his neck, just where the veins press through. He lets the urge simmer for a while, feeding the hum until it tips over and Ilya exhales.

    Missing Hotel Sex Scene.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    hayden had no clue why ilya fucking rozanov of all people was in shane's room when he arrived at the hospital, but thanks to his best friend's lack of filter on a hefty dose of painkillers, it doesn't take him long to find out.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Yuna thought she understood her son. She thought she understood Ilya Rozanov, too. She was wrong about both. As she watches the boy who loves her son navigate fear, love, and impossible choices, she realizes that acceptance isn’t loud, it’s in the way people stay.

    Or, Yuna reevaluates everything she thought she knew about Ilya, Shane, and love itself. As fear gives way to honesty, Ilya and Shane finally speak the words they’ve been carrying for years.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    When Shane Hollander is injured during a game, his mother rushes across borders fueled by fear, love, and instinct. What she doesn’t expect is to uncover the truth about her son’s heart, and the man who already holds it.

    Or, Shane Hollander gets injured, drugged, and a little too honest.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya gets a text from Shane in the hospital that just says “I’m so sorry,” he has no idea what to think. He expects the worst, except he doesn’t know what the worst possibly is.

    Ten minutes later Ilya receives a text from a phone number without a contact. His heart seems to stop as he opens it.

    “Ilya Rozanov,” it reads, and then on another line, “this is Yuna Hollander, Shane Hollander’s mother. I’m inviting you to dinner at Montoya's at 5:30pm tonight. It is private and quiet. Please be there.”

    Shane accidentally spills the beans to his parents while high on pain meds and Ilya has to have dinner with them alone.

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    26 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 92

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    ”I told her how I felt”, Ilya said quietly. ”About you.”

    ”You told my mom before me?” Shane’s voice cracked. He knew it was illogical to feel jealous of his mom for having gotten clarity on their relationship before him, but he couldn’t help it.

    ”She was not high at the time”, Ilya pointed out, shrugging like it was not a big deal, and Shane wanted to punch his teeth in. Or kiss each one of them individually. Definitely one of the two.

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    Or, Shane and Ilya finally spoke the same language at the same time.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Okay. That part I get. But fuck, man, why him?” Hayden barked.

    “Dude,” Shane said, running a hand through his hair, “I’ve already told you—”

    “No!” Hayden cut him off, voice cracking with a mix of frustration and disbelief. “No, no, no! You told us why you love Lily! You said he challenges you, he makes room for you, all that soft, romantic stuff—but there isn’t a shred of proof that that sweet, slightly awkward, totally manageable guy could possibly be Rozanov. Rozanov! The guy people usually want to beat the shit out of on the ice! And you love him?”

    Shane pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaling slowly. “Yes. I love him."

    Hayden froze mid-gesture, eyes wide, as if Shane had just announced he was going to join a cult. “Him? Really? Him?”

    Amber's fussing turned both men to Jackie who was raising an eyebrow at her husband. "You are going to have to calm down, Hayden. If you hadn't been so busy fighting when Shane got hurt, maybe you would have noticed that Ilya tried to leave with him?" 

    "Ilya?! Since when the fuck do you call him Ilya?!"

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    Shane comes out to the Pikes

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    26 Jan 2026

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    ”Ilya!” Shane was lying in a hospital bed, the sun from the open blinds making him glow almost as much as the smile on his face did. ”Mom, dad, it’s Ilya!”

    ”We can see that”, Mr. Hollander said.

    ”For whatever reason”, Mrs. Hollander said.

    //

    Or, Shane had no inhibitions and multiple visitors.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    S1EP5 The iconic hospital scene, but Yuna is also in the room when Ilya comes to visit.

    Featuring one cutie pie Shane Hollander, blissfully drugged up and endearingly filter-less.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Lily: It is too dangerous to be alone with concussion. I will stay at your apartment like nurse.

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    Shane goes to Montreal for the weekend during his concussion recovery. So does Ilya.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    There’s Lily, Shane’s Boston girl, but Hayden has no idea her number, where she lives, or what she looks like. She’ll have no way of finding Shane, of being there when he wakes up high and afraid, because he never did well with being out of control. Lily won’t be there. His parents won’t be there. 

    It’s the easiest decision he’s ever made. 

    Hayden skates off the rink, barely pausing as he starts stripping off his gear. Coach surges forward, lips curled up with some order to get back out there, no doubt. He doesn’t give him the chance, “I’m not leaving him. I go where he goes.” 

    And that’s that. 

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    Or, Shane doesn’t wake up so easily and Hayden Pike somehow ends up taking care of Ilya Rozanov. (Jackie does the heavy lifting; he’s just there for the ride and realizations.)

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Ilya?” Shane said in that same dreamy, loopy voice as that morning. Ilya exhaled in a rush.

    “Shane,” he said, and wanted to sag against the glass with relief. “What happened? Is something wrong?”

    “Not! Any moooooooore.”

    Ilya swallowed. Shane hadn’t gotten any quieter in the past seven hours.

    “Why are you calling me? You need to be resting,” he said, and it sounded softer than he’d meant it to.

    “I forgot to tell you something. Important.

    “You should not be telling me anything, you should be—”

    “My cottage has really good water pressure,” Shane announced.

    Ilya stared out the window while a small plane taxied past.

    “What?”

    ——————

    Shane's cottage has a lot of amenities, and he needs to tell Ilya about all of them.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander wants Ilya Rozanov like that. Ilya Rozanov wants Shane Hollander like that.

     

    Ilya doesn’t know how the game against Montreal ended. He doesn’t know how he got back to the hotel, or what he did the entire night. Because he sure as shit didn’t sleep. Hell, he doesn’t even know how he made it to the Montreal hospital. All he knows now is that he’s standing in front of a help desk waiting for the receptionist to look up Hollander’s room number. He doesn’t think he’s breathing, convinced he’s seconds away from being told he’s not allowed to see Shane. That he has to leave and go back to his hotel room, left wondering and-

     

    OR
    The hospital scene but i based it off of a song and then it got out of hand

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    25 Jan 2026

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