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The index finger at his sternum felt like the muzzle of a gun. Whitaker’ heart jumped further up his throat. He could feel his heartbeat burning on his tongue.
“Do you just do whatever people tell you?”
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01 Jun 2026
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It’s the spring of ‘97 when Michael Robinavitch is dragged into a gay bar for the very first time.
When he meets Jack Abbot there, the two of them are on the cusp of radically different futures: Robby is about to begin his residency, and Jack is leaving for the army. They know better than to get attached - know the timing is wrong, the goodbye inevitable - but something tender takes root anyway. Through every deployment, Jack thinks of Robby more than he ought to; through every failed relationship, Robby wonders about what might've been.
Years later, when their paths cross again at PTMC, the past resurfaces — and though they’re older, more jaded, and scarred in different ways, they find themselves pulled towards everything they left unfinished.
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04 Apr 2026
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Darnell nodded, glancing over Robby like he was trying to place him in the hierarchy of important to ignorable and it could go either way. "What's this?"
"MSF FNG," Jack shot back. Whatever that meant, he sounded amused.
Darnell scoffed and looked to Robby, expression going decidedly unimpressed. "Oh, yeah? You here to find yourself? Have an adventure? Do something hard?" he asked, each question more mocking than the last.
And there was that question again, like it was haunting Robby. He stifled his instinct to bite back and kept it simple: "I'm here to help."
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23 Mar 2026
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She knows he would never ask her to stay, not for him, not with her career at stake. She knows, even after one night, that he will always put her career, her happiness above his own.
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Samira is accepted into a fellowship across the country.
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03 Dec 2025
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he's been thinking about benton a lot lately. in a professional sense, sure - in the sense that he’s learning from him, that he spends every waking moment trailing him around, writing up his orders and mopping up his mess, but also in… other ways. in his weirdest moments, if he's being totally truthful, he's been thinking about benton's sex life. don't ask why, he just has.
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how it starts.
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- Part 1 of the only living boy in chicago
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12 Nov 2025