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    “I need to sleep,” Ilya murmurs next to him on the bed, his voice distant.

    “Yeah, me too,” Shane rushes to agree. His fingers drum against his glass of vodka and he chugs the rest in one go. “I should, uh…” He moves to stand up off the bed, the soiled towel dropping from his stomach, and his knees buckle.

    Shane stumbles but remains upright, his vision blurry. But the glass in his hands slips from his trembling fingers, and, to his absolute horror, shatters all across the floor of Ilya’s penthouse suite.

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    After the hookup where Shane and Ilya didn’t kiss, Shane nearly passes out in his rival’s hotel room.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    ilyarozanovofficial ✓ on Instagram
    [a slideshow post of Ilya and Shane’s time in the Bahamas, complete with scenic sunset pictures, coconuts by the beach, and a shot of Shane from the back showing only his forearm and his hand linked with Ilya’s, leading him forward]
    getaway
    1.4m likes, 3,683 comments

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    S_Hollander24
    You look very nice in that swimsuit
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    ilyarozanovofficial
    @S_Hollander24 sorry, i have a boyfriend
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    The only thing the media knows about famous model Ilya Rozanov's secret boyfriend is that he exists. Shane is happy to keep their relationship private, until he isn't.

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    31 Dec 2025

  3. Rec *

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    It finally exists. You can block any tag you want forever! You no longer need 3rd party extensions for this!

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    31 Dec 2025

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    “So,” Ilya cleared his throat, the word sounding too loud in the stillness. “Shane tells me you like New Yorker.”

    Shane’s dad looked at him from where he was rinsing out a glass in the sink, visibly surprised that Ilya had spoken first.

    “Oh. Yes,” he said after a beat. “I like to read in the mornings. I love the crossword. Do you read The New Yorker too?”

    “No.”

    “Oh.”

    or

    While Shane is outside with his mother, Ilya finds unexpected understanding and warmth in a quiet kitchen conversation with the man who helped raised the boy he loves.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane gets called ‘boring.’ Ilya makes it worse by playing along. Shane tries to pretend it's fine. Ilya calls his bluff.

    Cue in a fight, a stubborn silence, a slammed door that never closes, and a tiny, broken sound that changes everything.


    “You say you’re boring, fine. You can be boring for the whole damn world. I’ll still kiss you senseless and drag you home after every game. I’ll still make you moan loud enough to shake the walls. None of that changes.”

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    29 Dec 2025

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    26 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 38

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    No matter how hard Sakura has tried in the past, he's never found himself on Santa's Nice List.

    This year, though, he feels like he might actually have a chance.

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    Class 1-1 discovers that Sakura still believes in Santa Claus and is determined to give him the Christmas he always deserved.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    Ilya looks over from the sofa as Jackie heads into the living room, perking up in interest. “You are calling Pike? Was good play today. You remembered how to score! Well done.”

    Hayden groans. "Rozanov? Dude, what are you doing in my fucking house?

    "It is girls' night," Ilya informs him primly. "I am one of girls."

    Or: Game day at the Pike house.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    shane gets sick before a game against boston... looks like he wont be seeing ilya later (unless???) ft. ilya bringing shane russian food

     

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    He hadn’t told Rozanov, why would he? They’d exchanged their usual quips in the days leading up to the game, riffing about who would win, how many goals they’d score. But underlying it all was the knowledge that they’d end the night in each other’s arms. Shane refused to admit it, but that might have been part of the reason he was so determined not to get sick. If it was any other game, any other team… It had been four months since he’d seen Rozanov. Four months of convincing himself he would finally end it, while simultaneously counting down the days until they would see each other again-- until this game. A game Shane would not be attending.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    A selection of one-shots revolving around Shane needing help and Ilya being the best helper.

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    22 Dec 2025

  11. Rec *

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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Canadiens.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”

    Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.

    Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”

    “You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
    --
    Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.

    Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
    Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
    Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    "Was he? What you needed?"
    "No. I mean, sort of. But..."
    "Did he hurt you?"
    "No. He just wasn't..."

    Because Shane hadn't been hurt by Mexican Top. And he hadn't been hurt by Hollywood blow job guy either, that had just been bad sex. And bad sex didn't hurt, it wasn't important enough to dwell on.

    So what the fuck is wrong with him?

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    If a cough, however small, cannot be concealed, then no wonder neither can a sneeze.

    Still, Atsumu doesn’t so much as try to conceal that first of omens: he doesn’t get sick as a rule (shut up, Ma), so he dismisses the incident as his body’s natural response to Bokuto’s deodorant (Bokuto’s deodorant being the sort that you respond to, for better or for worse) and rolls his eyes at the sharp look Kiyoomi gives him across the room.

    Atsumu does not get sick. He is healthy, he is hale, he is the starting setter of a team deep in the throes of a turbulent volleyball season and, even more importantly, he is—

    Flat on his ass, ow.

    Atsumu’s cold: 1. The power of love: ?

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    16 Dec 2025

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    Shane’s been acting distant lately. Not so much cold and aloof as closed off and introspective. Usually, thats not a good sign. Usually, it means Shane is overthinking again. Something bad is coming, Ilya can tell. He’s just waiting for the other shoe to drop.

     

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    Shane tries breaking up with Ilya. It doesn't really go as planned.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    *

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    For Atsumu, sadness always starts in the wrist.

    Or, the pitfalls of mistaking your teammate for terra incognita.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    This felt bad. He hadn’t really been tracking as much, hell, just last night him and Ilya had gotten takeout from a fried chicken place nearby.

    Swallowing, his hands started to tremble.

    He could nearly taste the butter, the bread crumb coating the chicken, the oil it was fried in. And once he started thinking about it, he couldn’t stop thinking about it.

    How many calories had that been? A lot, right? Especially since it was restaurant made, he had no idea how much of each ingredient they had used. Bile rose up in his throat.

    Shutting his eyes, he deeply inhaled, then exhaled.

    This was fine. He could fix this.

    or: i project onto shane hollander because he is just like me fr fr

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Shane was diagnosed with autism as a kid, and kept it a secret once he decided he wanted to play hockey as a career. He decides it's finally time to tell Ilya.

    Set in Chapter 17 of Heated Rivalry.

    Title from 'You're on Your Own, Kid' by Taylor Swift

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    14 Dec 2025

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