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Depression Thy Names are Hayden & Ilya by fandombarf
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jul 2026
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Fics dedicated to Ilya & Hayden bonding over having depression 💖 Most of these will be stand-alone fics. Ilya isn't the only one getting whumped in these fics, Hayden gets his fair share too 😘
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02 Aug 2026
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just let me know (I'll be at the door) by okstiles
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jun 2026
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"Ilya," David grasps his shoulders firmly. "Stop. Look at me."
It's another second until he does, red-rimmed and glassy eyes blinking open, searching David's face carefully, fearfully. It hits David like a gut-punch then, how young Ilya looks in this moment, how small despite his towering, broad frame. How his hands tremble and clench at his sides like a child awaiting punishment.
David can only hope that the heartbreak doesn't show on his face.
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Shane had called just after midnight. He hadn’t heard from Ilya in two days before suddenly getting a call that, though he won’t explain what it was, terrifies him enough to have him beg David to go check on Ilya at one in the morning.
David doesn’t know what the call contained, or what Shane thinks David will find, but either way he’s here on the gravel driveway in front of the massive, barren house half an hour later. The front door is wide open.
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02 Aug 2026
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On Love and Noticing by eachflowersathought
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jun 2026
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Shane asks Ilya a question that reflects himself more than it does his fiance.
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02 Aug 2026
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Louder than bombs by Mellon_Macchiato
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jul 2026
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At one point in Ilya's life he somehow stopped feeling things and decided that not feeling was so much worse than feeling sad and depressed all the time. What followed were hours of panic, uncertainity and the realization of what they all could have lost.
or: the aftermath of Ilya's suicide attempt including an awful lot of crying, feeling and love
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31 Jul 2026
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Give Yourself A Reason by groundsquirrel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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Ilya Hollander-Rozanov has been receiving mental health treatment for years. He and Shane have a system, have a plan, have a life together. Depression has other plans.
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or time spent sitting with Ilya's depression and wondering what a bad episode could look like in a life where he has it more under control. stole the title from Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan
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