CompanionofaSociopath



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    “Eddie. Dude.” 

    That, finally, does the trick. Eddie pulls off with his eyebrows in his hairline. 

    “Dude?” he rasps. 

    “Sorry,” Buck gasps. “I– I’m gonna come, just. Just, it’s not– you don’t want that in your mouth.” 

    Eddie looks… amused, of all things. Relaxed. Wetting his lips, he says, “Why not?” 

    “Uh.” Buck blinks. “It’s– do you?” 

    “Yeah,” Eddie says, unimpressed. “Dude.” 

    “I–” Buck seizes when Eddie falls right back down on his cock, the wet heat of his mouth engulfing him again. “S-sorry,” he grits out. “Baby, I’m– I’m so close, you’re gonna make me come, you’re–” 

    Eddie groans around him, eyes squeezing shut as he presses himself down, down, down, taking Buck deep. 

    “Oh, fuck–” 

    Or: Buck and Eddie go camping. Things spiral from there.

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    “You got hard,” Eddie says simply. “I saw it…” Then, with this purse of his mouth, this raise of his eyebrows. “I felt it.”

    “Jesus.” Buck can’t breathe. He stumbles a few steps back and ends up on a wall, still staring at Eddie, in his bedroom, looking shadowed and sinuous. “That doesn’t… okay, what is going on here, Eddie?”

    “You tell me,” Eddie answers, all husky, and fuck—it roars through Buck, builds in the center of him until he’s on fire.

    This isn’t normal. This isn’t Eddie, and yet, Buck’s throat is dry, and his dick is hard, and all he can think is that he wants it. All he can think is that he doesn’t know how to fight this. Doesn’t know how to say no to it.

    All he can think is that he wants Eddie.

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    Buck's new house is creepy, and Eddie's acting weird.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    Buck starts dating again. Eddie is totally and completely normal about it.

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    25 Jun 2025

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    holy shit crazy girl eddie and buck getting off on it will always drive me insane, this is a gift and i wish i could tip author with actual $

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    Eddie thinks it’s a little ironic that he started to realize that he was gay thanks to a priest and a juice bar. It sounds like the start of a bad joke that ends with him running away after kissing his best friend.

    Or: Eddie kisses Buck after their kitchen fight in 8x17 and deals with the fallout of deep-rooted internalized homophobia.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    i will circle back to this later when the shame starts to eat at me so i can remind myself i am not bad and i am not alone. bless this author fr fr

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    “God, Dad. No.” He huffed in displeasure. “I'm not— It's Buck, Dad.”

    Eddie barely ever heard that name anymore, except for an echo in his own head, and he went still, looking down at his phone and then replacing it by his ear.

    “What— what about him?” Eddie asked, hoping he sounded less thrown off guard than he felt. Hoping he sounded less breathless through the phone than he did to his own ears.

    “I got, um, an invite. To his wedding.”

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    A story told across five years. Eddie finds out Buck is marrying someone else and reflects on what brought them to this - and what, if anything, he can do about it.

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    01 Mar 2025

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    bookmarking so I can find this again and read the last chapter when i get sad because what the fuuuuuck. eddie choosing to be selfish and happy will always make me cry.