8 Bookmarks by CompanionofaSociopath
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“Eddie. Dude.”
That, finally, does the trick. Eddie pulls off with his eyebrows in his hairline.
“Dude?” he rasps.
“Sorry,” Buck gasps. “I– I’m gonna come, just. Just, it’s not– you don’t want that in your mouth.”
Eddie looks… amused, of all things. Relaxed. Wetting his lips, he says, “Why not?”
“Uh.” Buck blinks. “It’s– do you?”
“Yeah,” Eddie says, unimpressed. “Dude.”
“I–” Buck seizes when Eddie falls right back down on his cock, the wet heat of his mouth engulfing him again. “S-sorry,” he grits out. “Baby, I’m– I’m so close, you’re gonna make me come, you’re–”
Eddie groans around him, eyes squeezing shut as he presses himself down, down, down, taking Buck deep.
“Oh, fuck–”
Or: Buck and Eddie go camping. Things spiral from there.
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14 Nov 2025
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“You got hard,” Eddie says simply. “I saw it…” Then, with this purse of his mouth, this raise of his eyebrows. “I felt it.”
“Jesus.” Buck can’t breathe. He stumbles a few steps back and ends up on a wall, still staring at Eddie, in his bedroom, looking shadowed and sinuous. “That doesn’t… okay, what is going on here, Eddie?”
“You tell me,” Eddie answers, all husky, and fuck—it roars through Buck, builds in the center of him until he’s on fire.
This isn’t normal. This isn’t Eddie, and yet, Buck’s throat is dry, and his dick is hard, and all he can think is that he wants it. All he can think is that he doesn’t know how to fight this. Doesn’t know how to say no to it.
All he can think is that he wants Eddie.
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Buck's new house is creepy, and Eddie's acting weird.
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09 Oct 2025
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Buck starts dating again. Eddie is totally and completely normal about it.
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Bookmarked by CompanionofaSociopath
25 Jun 2025
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holy shit crazy girl eddie and buck getting off on it will always drive me insane, this is a gift and i wish i could tip author with actual $
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Eddie thinks it’s a little ironic that he started to realize that he was gay thanks to a priest and a juice bar. It sounds like the start of a bad joke that ends with him running away after kissing his best friend.
Or: Eddie kisses Buck after their kitchen fight in 8x17 and deals with the fallout of deep-rooted internalized homophobia.
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- Part 1 of glazedmercury’s bthb
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Bookmarked by CompanionofaSociopath
10 Jun 2025
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i will circle back to this later when the shame starts to eat at me so i can remind myself i am not bad and i am not alone. bless this author fr fr
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“God, Dad. No.” He huffed in displeasure. “I'm not— It's Buck, Dad.”
Eddie barely ever heard that name anymore, except for an echo in his own head, and he went still, looking down at his phone and then replacing it by his ear.
“What— what about him?” Eddie asked, hoping he sounded less thrown off guard than he felt. Hoping he sounded less breathless through the phone than he did to his own ears.
“I got, um, an invite. To his wedding.”
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A story told across five years. Eddie finds out Buck is marrying someone else and reflects on what brought them to this - and what, if anything, he can do about it.
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Bookmarked by CompanionofaSociopath
01 Mar 2025
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bookmarking so I can find this again and read the last chapter when i get sad because what the fuuuuuck. eddie choosing to be selfish and happy will always make me cry.
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Buck is fucking frozen. His mouth is dry, and his brain is blank except for oh no, oh fuck reverberating in his frontal lobe. He can’t answer. He feels the pressure against the metaphorical closet door, the hinges creaking against the weight of the boxes crashing down.
“Are those… hearing aids?” He registers Eddie's voice through the ringing in his ears.
It takes him a moment before he can finally whisper it out. He feels his head nod against his will.
“Yeah.”
The door gives out.
or: how a conversation about tardigrades results in buck grappling with a disability he's suppressed, getting hearing aids, and realizing that the family he craves has been there for him all along. in that order.
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- Part 1 of hard of hearing buck
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Bookmarked by CompanionofaSociopath
13 Feb 2025
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feeling kinda freaky (maybe it's the moon light) by pinkdoughnut for bluevelvets
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Feb 2025
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Buck’s fingers tangled in Eddie’s hair, angling his head back. He deepened the kiss until all he could feel, all he could taste, was Eddie. Eddie matched his every movement like he was starving for it. For a moment, Buck wondered if they could stay here forever, drowning in each other, and neither of them would ever have to come up for air.
But unfortunately, they did need to eventually pull apart for air.
When they did, Eddie was smirking, eyes trailing up and down Buck’s body.
“Well, now that you’ve had your fun… it’s my turn.”
Five times Buck blames the full moon for why he and Eddie are acting… different, and the one time he stops fighting it.
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05 Feb 2025
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“I’m really sorry, Eddie,” Buck says, quiet in the stillness. “I really am. I don’t know—I didn’t mean—”
Eddie holds up a hand to stop him. They’ve already gone over this, multiple times. Buck apologized to him again and again at the park, and sent a whole thread of apologies to Eddie via text while he was waiting at the hospital.
Buck doesn’t seem to realize that Eddie is all carrot and no stick. He pulled a dick move and fucked up Eddie’s ankle, and all Eddie has wanted to do since getting carted off to the ER is rush to reassure him.
A 7x04 alternate ending where Eddie goes to Buck’s loft instead of Tommy.
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Bookmarked by CompanionofaSociopath
11 Jan 2025