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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    Dean pushed the sleeve up on his arm and looked down at the raised scar, watching it as it slowly dimmed from where it had been burning with power. He ran his fingers over it, ignoring Cas for a moment.

    "Dean… you're-"

    "A demon." Dean's voice was emotionless, and his expression was pensive as the realization dawned on him.

    (SECOND FIC in a Rewriting of the series where Dean doesn't throw Human!Cas out of the bunker in early season 9. Loosely season by season. Destiel.)

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    six months have passed since castiel made that fateful deal with the empty, and dean winchester would say he's coping.

    nobody else agrees

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    05 Jul 2026

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    From the outside Castiel Novak looks like a regular guy: a good job, two teenage kids, a nice house and a crappy car he’s way too attached to.

    But there’s one thing no one knows about him: that, over twenty years ago, he used to live next to none other than Dean Winchester – back then a brash and loud-mouthed boy and nowadays a huge movie star and Hollywood’s sweetheart.

    Castiel never bothered to tell anyone about his childhood friend because frankly, who would believe him? Probably even Dean himself already forgot about his former awkward and weird neighbor, so Castiel seriously doesn’t see any point in mentioning the whole thing ever.

    But then an interview on national TV happens where Dean reveals way more about his past than ever before … and Castiel - as well as the rest of the world - suddenly realizes that he left a much bigger impact on Dean’s life than he originally thought.

     
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    04 Jul 2026

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    Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester kept their love a secret. Why? Well John was a homophobe and Dean did not want his father to find out. One day Castiel finds out he is a carrier, the day he finds out he is 2 months pregnant.

    When Castiel tells Dean, his lover dumps him. Castiel is left to watch Dean live a normal life, dating and eventually marrying a girl named Anna Milton. It was heartbreaking for Castiel and he never thought he would pull through. That was until his baby, Xander was born.

    For 3 years his son was his whole world, keeping him happy. One day, Dean and his wife buy the house beside his, moving in. Will Castiel let this ruin his happiness or will he move forward? Fate has plans…

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    20 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    “I think it’s time for me to move on.” Everyone leaves.

    A calliope of sound bombards him.

    So much for ‘we are real.’ So much for them.

    Maybe they could have fixed things. He knew they’d both done things and said things. There hadn’t been time to think about what he feels… to separate emotion from adrenaline. But the angel had decided it was too late. He’d decided it was too late just like he’d decided not to tell them about Jack… when he decided to change the plan.

    Maybe this is for the best. But…

    Every receding footstep thuds like a nail.

    Clang.

    Clang.

    Against the metal stair case that leads to the door.

    ‘Welcome to the end.’

    Nailing him to his coffin.

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    He can move on.

    But his feet remain rooted to the dirt outside the bunker door; the home that was never really his.

    After thousands of years he can tell when something is broken... and yet, he’d stood in the glass, bleeding out for far too long.

    The moon shone brightly, the insects chirped and the world carried on once more… utterly oblivious to how close it had been to ending.

    Castiel walks away numbly yet all too raw. The earth may be fine but his world had just imploded.

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    20 Jun 2026