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    The news broke two weeks before the NHL draft.

    The Russian Youth Hockey Organization had just been busted for a doping scandal — except it wasn't performance enhancing drugs they had been slipping their prospects to keep their competitive edge. Evidence had surfaced that they had been suppressing the presentation of their athletes' second genders with an altered form of puberty blockers. Almost all of the Russian team that Shane had faced at World Juniors were pre-presentation, and he had no idea until the articles came flooding out.

    All of the associated athletes were rendered ineligible for drafting into the KHL, NHL, or any other professional league, be it in Russia or the west.

    “See you at the draft,” Rozanov had said to Shane at World Juniors, but he didn’t.

    Shane wouldn’t see Ilya Rozanov again for another five years.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    A sequel to A Slow and Certain Charm, with each chapter showing a snapshot from each of the eighteen years between the ending of that story and its epilogue. Mind the tags!!! Please, mind the tags.

    Shane and Ilya are married, and navigating the difficult decisions, compromises and challenges that come with being ex-porn stars who still kinda want to be porn stars. Between Ilya's depression, their children growing up too fast, and unreliable birth control, life has gotten a little more complicated than they anticipated wedded bliss would be.

    Posting will be weekly on a Sunday.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”

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    Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.

    When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    Boston, 2014. The night the Raiders win the Stanley Cup, Ilya Rozanov sees a woman across a crowded club and tells his best friend he just met his future wife.

    Jane is a sports management student at Boston U, a part-time barista, and—unbeknownst to the hockey star currently trying to charm his way into her pants—the same Shane Hollander who beat Ilya for gold at the 2009 Junior World Championships. So she's trans, anxious, and absolutely certain that a notorious womanizer like Ilya Rozanov would never look twice at her if he knew the truth.

    But Ilya doesn't give up. Not when Jane runs from him the first night. Not when she refuses to give him her number. Not when he discovers exactly who she used to be.

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    22 Sep 2026

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    “Marie was telling me about this program she’s part of,” David says over the dinner table. “It’s a respite program, for kids who live in the area that was most heavily affected by the Chernobyl disaster.”

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    The Hollanders are assigned to host the Rozanov brothers over the summer that Shane is 10 years old. Shane just hopes for someone that he could be friends with. He gets a lot more than that.

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    21 Sep 2026