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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Before his future can be decided for him, Ilya takes matters into his own hand. He doesn’t quite know what he expected when he answered that ad for a spouse in the papers, but Shane Hollander could never have been someone he dreamt up.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    The news broke two weeks before the NHL draft.

    The Russian Youth Hockey Organization had just been busted for a doping scandal — except it wasn't performance enhancing drugs they had been slipping their prospects to keep their competitive edge. Evidence had surfaced that they had been suppressing the presentation of their athletes' second genders with an altered form of puberty blockers. Almost all of the Russian team that Shane had faced at World Juniors were pre-presentation, and he had no idea until the articles came flooding out.

    All of the associated athletes were rendered ineligible for drafting into the KHL, NHL, or any other professional league, be it in Russia or the west.

    “See you at the draft,” Rozanov had said to Shane at World Juniors, but he didn’t.

    Shane wouldn’t see Ilya Rozanov again for another five years.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    A sequel to A Slow and Certain Charm, with each chapter showing a snapshot from each of the eighteen years between the ending of that story and its epilogue. Mind the tags!!! Please, mind the tags.

    Shane and Ilya are married, and navigating the difficult decisions, compromises and challenges that come with being ex-porn stars who still kinda want to be porn stars. Between Ilya's depression, their children growing up too fast, and unreliable birth control, life has gotten a little more complicated than they anticipated wedded bliss would be.

    Posting will be weekly on a Sunday.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”

    ***

    Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.

    When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    Boston, 2014. The night the Raiders win the Stanley Cup, Ilya Rozanov sees a woman across a crowded club and tells his best friend he just met his future wife.

    Jane is a sports management student at Boston U, a part-time barista, and—unbeknownst to the hockey star currently trying to charm his way into her pants—the same Shane Hollander who beat Ilya for gold at the 2009 Junior World Championships. So she's trans, anxious, and absolutely certain that a notorious womanizer like Ilya Rozanov would never look twice at her if he knew the truth.

    But Ilya doesn't give up. Not when Jane runs from him the first night. Not when she refuses to give him her number. Not when he discovers exactly who she used to be.

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    22 Sep 2026

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    “Marie was telling me about this program she’s part of,” David says over the dinner table. “It’s a respite program, for kids who live in the area that was most heavily affected by the Chernobyl disaster.”

    ***

    The Hollanders are assigned to host the Rozanov brothers over the summer that Shane is 10 years old. Shane just hopes for someone that he could be friends with. He gets a lot more than that.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander likes his carefully ordered life, and his work as an escort fits neatly into it, with clear boundaries, expectations, and no romantic uncertainty. Then retired hockey star Ilya Rozanov books him, but not for sex, but simply because he wants someone to talk to. As their appointments begin to feel less like work and more like dates, Shane is forced to confront feelings he never planned for. While Ilya discovers that the companionship he thought he had to pay for might finally be freely given. What begins as an arrangement slowly becomes a relationship built on being known, understood, and chosen exactly as they are.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    The second time Shane Hollander wakes up on November 16th, he has a panic attack.

    The problem is — he tries to explain through gasped breaths after Hayden basically knocks down his door, shouting that they’re going to miss their flight — the thing is, Shane’s already woken up on November 16th. He’s already flown to Boston. He’s already been to practice, and he’s checked into the hotel, and he has lived this day before.

    He doesn’t mention that he’s also already fucked Ilya Rozanov twice and had a fucking tuna melt that Rozanov made and drank the ginger ale that Rozanov bought specifically for him. He doesn’t mention that they’d snuggled on the couch watching TV like some kind of couple, like boyfriends.

    He doesn’t mention that he fell asleep thinking about how Ilya — fuck, no, thinking about how Rozanov had called him sweetheart and Shane, and that, even now, he can’t quite get the cadence of Ilya’s voice out of his head.

    Or: After the tuna melt fiasco, Shane Hollander wakes up in a time loop.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya discovered how they felt about each other in the inaugural year of the MLH All-Star Summer Exhibition. Now they are back for Year Two, with new players to mentor, and new things to figure out about what they mean to one another.

    OR:

    The boys are back in steaming hot Arizona and another slightly better but mostly crappy hotel!

    (Thank you to commenter here4theheat for this amazing summary)

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is in love, closeted, catastrophically lonely, and apparently incapable of referring to Shane Hollander in present tense.

    The Centaurs come to a- given the circumstances- reasonable conclusion.

    Or:
    Five times the Centaurs thought Ilya Rozanov was mourning his dead wife, and the one time they discovered his wife was actually Shane Hollander.
    Shane, for the record, is alive and really confused.

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    Chapters:
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    12 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander is finally ready to come to terms with his sexuality... he just isn't sure how to go about that. So, thinking it might make things easier, he hires an escort to take him through the first steps.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov, who will give him everything he ever fantasized about, and maybe some more Shane didn't even dare dream of.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

    ----

    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Shane is a sex worker who reviews his clients on a website called Oh No, Shane Fucking Writes

    At Ilya’s office, everybody knows OhNSFW. It’s practically a mandatory morning read.

    What they don’t know is that Ilya booked a session with Shane about three weeks ago. Tonight, he finally gets to meet him in person.

    And he can hardly fucking wait to read his review.

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    Chapters:
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    79,215

    10 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.

    He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.

    And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...

    Extras start at chapter 26!

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    Chapters:
    28/28
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    28
    Comments:
    15,442
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    4,244
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    343,410

    10 Sep 2026

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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    319,430

    10 Sep 2026

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    When you become friends with benefits at 18, it’s easy to quickly become codependent on each other – especially when the only one who understands your issues is your arch rival. Because who else would you talk to? And how will it change when the rivalry isn’t as prominent as it used to be? When their recurring game of Fuck-Marry-Kill for shits n’ giggles is carried over to real life, Shane and Ilya are forced to face the many mysteries of love.

    Or: What if tuna melt never happened? What if there's no jealousy? What if Shane and Ilya’s relationship was based on communication? What if Troy Barrett got traded to Boston and had to deal with the mortifying ordeal of being known?

    A story about contradictions and the duality of man, about learning to love yourself and all your flaws. It is also a story about friendship, deep care and trust, and all the small things that make us human. And books.

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    Chapters:
    35/44
    Comments:
    1,438
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    1,346
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    82,015

    08 Sep 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    869,727

    04 Sep 2026

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    From the time he presented, Ilya had been warned to look out for omegas who wanted to take advantage of him. Secure his wealth, or status, or green card, or superior breeding stock for themselves. Bind themselves to him by any means necessary.

    It wasn't as if Ilya had never met the type. But still, the irony wasn't lost on him.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    567
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    03 Sep 2026

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    God only knows why he thinks it's appropriate to send what can only be considered borderline nudes to Shane, who is straight and in a committed relationship. Shane, again, tries to talk to Jessica about it, but she assures him that it's no big deal, plus, since they're gonna fuck this week, Shane might as well get comfortable looking at him.

    A small part of him takes it as permission. A larger part takes offense. Because why do Ilya's pictures, literally any of them, incite more reaction in Shane's body than any nudes he's gotten from a girl?

    Or: Shane's girlfriend wants to watch him get fucked by a man to spice up their relationship. Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    543
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    11,637
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    3,245
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    151,839

    03 Sep 2026

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