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• Clean, But Not Quite by DeDe06

  Fandoms: 难哄 - 竹已 | First Frost - Zhú Yǐ  

  • Not Rated
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  14 May 2025

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Sang Yan (First Frost & Hidden Love)/Wen Yifan

  Series

  • Part 2 of TFF

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  19,066

  Chapters:

  19/19

  Comments:

  7

  Kudos:

  49

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  1,261

• I Think I'm Finally Clean by DeDe06

  Fandoms: 难哄 - 竹已 | First Frost - Zhú Yǐ  

  • Not Rated
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  26 Apr 2025

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Sang Yan (First Frost & Hidden Love)/Wen Yifan
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Emotional Whump
  • Found Family
  • Healing from Trauma
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Protective Male Lead
  • Survivor-Focused Narrative
  • soft romance
  • Tenderness
  • Comfort Fic Vibes but Make It Devastating
  • Mutual Healing
  • Flashbacks
  • CSA Survivor
  • sexual abuse recovery
  • PTSD
  • Dissociation
  • trauma responses
  • Mentions of sexual violence
  • toxic family
  • Child Abuse
  • Absent/Neglectful Parent
  • Mental Health Themes

  Summary

  Wen Yifan's past clings to her like a second skin, but the time has come to shed it—though she doesn’t know how. Forced into an awkward living arrangement with Sang Yan, the two attempt to rebuild a fractured friendship, learning how to heal old wounds while avoiding new ones. What begins as a quiet coexistence slowly transforms into something more—something that could be the key to Yifan's freedom from the past.

  They were kids when everything fell apart.
  Wen Yifan ran. Sang Yan let her.
  Neither of them expected life to crash them back together — older, heavier, haunted by the things they never said.

  Living under the same roof means facing everything they tried to forget: the mistakes, the betrayals, the kind of love that never quite died.

  But some stories aren’t about erasing the past.
  They’re about surviving it.
  About choosing to stay, even when it would be easier to run.

  In the quiet aftermath of everything, Yifan and Sang Yan finally begin to understand:
  healing doesn’t make you who you used to be.
  It makes you someone new.

  In this delicate dance between pain and peace, she might finally discover what it means to be truly clean.

  Series

  • Part 1 of TFF

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  44,676

  Chapters:

  42/42

  Comments:

  23

  Kudos:

  67

  Bookmarks:

  9

  Hits:

  1,869

• Clean doesn't come easy by DeDe06

  Fandoms: 难哄 - 竹已 | First Frost - Zhú Yǐ  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • F/M
  • Complete Work

  22 Apr 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Sang Yan (First Frost & Hidden Love)/Wen Yifan
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • sang yan being a green forest

  Summary

  Just my take on how Yifan deals with her trauma with Sang Yan's help

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  707

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  3

  Kudos:

  49

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  593