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    As HEARTSTEEL grows in popularity, Kayn begins to notice discrepancies in his life. He's been losing time more and more frequently, especially during gigs. Missing pieces of his life is scary enough, but when a video of him cussing out his manager goes viral, things start to spiral out of control.

    There is one thing Kayn is sure of, though: Rhaast isn't real.

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    14 Nov 2024

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    Kayne dissociative identity disorder

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    Before Alatus served Rex Lapis....He served another:

    Freed from his chains Alatus finds himself in the Guili Assembly under the watchful eyes of two Gods and their faithful retainers.

    All is not always well for a bloodhound of slaughter. Forced to live amongst the people, he is pushed to a journey of healing and self rediscovery as he becomes once more an adeptus revered.

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    02 Jan 2023

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    After a millennia of bad karma finally catches up to Xiao, Barbatos is the only one Morax can think of who might be able to help him finally rest.

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    02 Jan 2023

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    Zhongli hires venti to play a lullaby to make xiao sleep. It is incredibly sweet

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    “I have… Been through a lot.”

    Lumine frowned. “‘A lot’ seems to be a gross understatement. You’re like a walking ball of trauma. Being enslaved and tortured for decades and then losing your whole family and then fighting this endless war, alone, seems to qualify as more than ‘a lot.’ Maybe more like 'constant suffering.'”

    “I have a contract, and it’s my duty and my honor to fulfill that contract. Even now that you defeated Osial, it’s still my job to defend Liyue from the demons that plague it.” Xiao rubbed his Vision between two fingers. “I’m the last defender in this invisible war.”

    “Hm.” Lumine sighed and rested her chin on her palm, looking up at Xiao with big honey-yellow eyes. “Then who will defend you?”

    Xiao's Backstory, from being enslaved and tortured to losing everyone he cares about; and the subsequent Story of how he finds healing in a certain Outlander. Angst ensues and relief follows.

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    08 Dec 2022

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    One of the best xiao angst fic

    Xiao was with siblings, then taken, then given back traumatized. Zhongli is like a dad even if he is mostly absent.

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Xiao couldn't understand just why Zhongli went that far to save him from the void. There was nothing worth protecting of him now, just a simple sacrifice was supposed to free him from his karma. Or so he thought. Apparently a certain mortal refused to let things go like he expected and now he's crashing at the man's place.

    It's up to Zhongli to establish why he did what he did.

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    23 Sep 2022

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    Xiao and zhongli post casm