Deeambles



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    Fics written whilst I was trying to write something else, or trying to write anything in general.

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    A place for the small ships and occasionally a larger boat that I feel like needs a little love. Stories will probably be ridiculous, but at least aesthetically pleasing.

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    In the shadow of a village built on impossible dreams, two men find themselves bound by an arrangement neither sought. Tobirama, the accomplished alpha who carries his failures like stones in his chest, has exhausted every medical intervention, every desperate attempt to fix what his father's cruelty carved from him. Madara, the omega who makes alphas kneel, refuses to bend to a society that would see him broken before it sees him equal.

    When Hashirama's well-meaning machinations bring them together, what begins as mutual convenience becomes something far more dangerous. In the space between expectation and reality, between the roles they cannot play and the people they truly are, an understanding takes root.

    But some hungers run deeper than flesh, and the greatest intimacy may lie not in what bodies can do, but in the brutal honesty of being seen, truly seen, by someone who knows what it means to disappoint the world simply by existing.
    Sometimes the only way forward is to stop pretending to be whole.

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    08 Nov 2025

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    Tobirama has never been good at forming connections with others.

    This is a medical problem.

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    Kinktober Day 3. Cosplay – Silk and satin – Bodypaint

    The fire is built on branches still trickling sap, of leaves dried yellow instead of the coals an Uchiha hearth would use; and so smoke rises thick in the air and hangs in a haze over the camp. Night has set in, and the music continues on in a heavy beat.

    Madara sits to the west of the fire, watching the ritual through the flames.

    Tobirama rests on folded legs, stripped to the waist, both arms raised and his fingers laced behind his head. His eyes are cast down, fixed on the earth before his knees, and his mouth hardly moves as he murmurs some mantra under his breath. His brother - so different to him in every way, chestnut hair and fawn-brown skin - crouches close and holds his shoulder gently. His other hand moves in careful strokes down his back, copying the lines traced by the other Hatake at Tobirama’s side.

    The ochre of Iron country is deep crimson and mixes rich with oil, and on Tobirama’s body it looks all the more stark. Like blood - and as he looks across at the onikuma laid out over bare earth to be broken down into pelt, meat, and bone, he wonders if the paint might be made of it, along with the linseed and clay.

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    The first time it happens, Hashirama misses it by ten minutes. The second time it happens, Hashirama mistakes it for something else. He misses it entirely the third time, the fourth time, the fifth time. It's easy to miss, because Tobirama makes it a mission to hide it every time. It's still no excuse.

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    07 Oct 2025