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After Rose helps Shane realize his sexuality, he decides he needs to come out to the important people in his life. He's not ready to be out publicly, but he needs friends in his corner.
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Fall Apart by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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The night of Shane and Rose’s infamous restaurant breakup is the same night that happens to be the final breaking point for Ilya. For weeks, the memory of that night at the club has replayed on a relentless loop—every look, every word, every implication gnawing at him. No matter how hard he tries, his thoughts keep circling back to Shane Hollander, inescapable and consuming, until the weight of it all becomes unbearable. Grief, jealousy, alcohol, and longing blur together, leaving Ilya exhausted and unraveling. With his judgment clouded and his emotions spiraling out of control, he makes a devastating, irreversible choice. In the early hours of the morning, alone and overwhelmed, Ilya Rozanov drives his car straight off the Boston docks.
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26 Jan 2026
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The Weight of Red and White by Kiyominox
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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The 2026 Winter Olympics mark the first Games since Sochi to welcome NHL players back to the world stage, and the first where Ilya Rozanov will wear the maple leaf for Team Canada instead of the Russian crest he grew up with.
Now captain of the Ottawa Centaurs and married to Shane Hollander, Ilya has built a life defined by love, safety, and belonging in the country that finally let him be himself. As the Olympic season begins and the world watches his historic switch, pride and grief collide in ways he never expected.
Because sometimes loving where you are does not mean you stop missing where you came from.
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26 Jan 2026
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keep your head up by ThornedHuntress
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander had it all. Until he didn't.
Because he could see it there, in Ilya’s gaze as he prowled across the room. That awareness that everything was different, that everything was wrong, that everything was ruined.
Because Shane Hollander was a fucking omega and, in the work of an instant, with a single, stupid burst of perfume, the decades he’d spent trying to hide his designation—the diets, the bruising physicality, the stress—all of it was for fucking nothing.
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25 Jan 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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