Devoda



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    Dazai was still in the discovering phase, hesitant and curious. The memory of that first blinding wave of pleasure Chuuya had wrung from him hadn’t faded; it lingered, a persistent whisper beneath his skin. The aversion he’d clung to for so long had started to feel less like a fortress wall and more like a flimsy curtain he kept meaning to push aside. He found himself yearning in quiet moments for the scrape of teeth against his neck, the possessive grip on his hips, the deep, claiming thrusts that had filled that aching void he had been living with since birth. 

    Dazai wanted, he just didn’t know how to bridge the gap between Chuuya’s rigid respect and his own newly awakened hunger.

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    The morning never quite starts. Dazai drifts in and out of sleep while Chuuya licks him slow, rocks the plug shallow, and coaxes orgasm after orgasm out of him.

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  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    “Chuuya?” he asked tiredly.

    “Mm?”

    “Are you still mad?”

    Chuuya shook his head, pressing his cheek into Dazai’s hair. “No,” he said. “I was. I’m not now.”

    Dazai nodded, eyes drifting shut. They stood there for a while longer, neither in a hurry to move. Chuuya’s hand traced slow, absentminded paths along Dazai’s back—grounding, familiar. Every so often, he pressed a kiss into his hair or the curve of his neck, like he was checking that Dazai was still there.

    He was.

    or: Dazai dissociates in the shower after a bad fight. Chuuya follows him in, apologizes, fucks him gently and not-so-gently, and then takes care of him until the night goes quiet again. Sex happens, but mostly this is about staying.

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    Dazai's never learned to ask for what he needs. Chuuya's never learned patience. And neither of them have ever really learned to compromise.

    "If we've had sex so much, why haven't you ever admitted that you want to worship me?"

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    31 Dec 2023

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    The heat pooling at the bottom of his stomach weighs on him even more.

    Dazai wets his lips. “Chuuya.”

    One word, only his name, spoken in a mellow voice, not sugar coated enough to annoy Chuuya but enough to grab his attention. To voice out his needs.

    That’s all it takes to get Chuuya’s attention on him, one eyebrow raised and blue eyes glowing.

    “Come back to bed.”

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