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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    This story picks up after the end of The Last Of Us Pt 2 the video game. Ellie has endured grief, vengeance, and the hollow aftermath of survival. Now, she's carrying the weight of everything she’s lost and all she’s still afraid to face. But this isn’t just her story. It’s Maria’s, still holding a fractured community together. It’s Tommy’s, lost in the shadows of guilt and memory. It’s Dina’s, learning what it means to forgive and heal from her own trauma. Told through shifting first person perspectives, What Remains is a dark, powerful exploration of healing. A story of reckoning, redemption, and the uncertain hope that maybe..just maybe, this hasn't been for nothing. That losing Joel isn't the end.

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    16 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    She hates the thoughts in her head - they come uninvited, forcing their way into her conscious. She wishes she could shake them out, slam her forehead on something so hard all the awful gross thoughts come tumbling out. Sometimes they're so bad she gets nauseous, feels bile raise up in the back of her throat, when she closes her eyes and imagines a cold corpse pressed against her in the sleeping bag. She get so scared to open her eyes, afraid she will see David's bashed-in face leering next to her, gurgling revolting words with his slashed throat. Blood would bubble up on his tattered lips, brain matter would slosh in his open skull.
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    Ellie and Joel journey from Salt Lake City to Jackson. It should be a short drive, but Ellie struggles to return to herself after the events of the season/game. She finds herself suffering from graphic intrusive thoughts and disassociation. Sometimes, she feels as if she is already dead.

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    31 Mar 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    The sight of this girl - this child - shaking and bloody makes Joel feel sick too. He's not sure how much is her blood, and that terrifies him almost as much as the why? that bubbles up in the back of his mind. Why would someone do this? How can a child hold so much brutality?
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    Ellie struggles to cope with and understand the events of Episode 8. Joel tries to help her but doesn't know how.

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    22 Mar 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Dina is proud to come from a long line of survivors.

    A collection of short stories following Dina's life before, during, and after the events of Part II.

    This is a companion piece to my other story - I Don't Believe in Luck - but you can read most of it without having read the other. The majority of this piece is set before or during Part II.

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    05 Jan 2023

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    Reads like canon. One of the best Dina-centric stories out there.

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    "Ellie knows, instantly, that she doesn’t belong in Jackson anymore.

    She thinks of Tommy and the betrayal and vitriol in his voice. She thinks of Dina, turned away from her and sobbing softly. She thinks of JJ, weeping, afraid and confused by her episodes.

    She thinks of Jesse, limp on the floor.

    She thinks of Joel.

    Her heart aches for what used to be her life. She misses Dina. She misses JJ. She misses laughing. She misses being enveloped in warmth. She misses belonging.

    She shouldn’t turn back."

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    Ellie returns to Jackson and slowly begins to carve a path to recovery, to humanity, to her family again.

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    20 Nov 2022