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we know what we are (but not what we may be) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: Yabani | Wild Heart (TV 2023)
03 Feb 2024
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She can’t fault him, not really. For so long, all he’s ever known is violence of his own making. He’s begged for love the same way she has, in silence. He never learned to express his emotions and she learned to suppress hers.
After a while, she stops staring, and turns around and walks away, wiping at her eyes.
You were my lesson, she wants to tell him, to be careful what I wish for.
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“You don’t deserve her.” Rüya says and there is a venom in her voice that he hasn’t heard before, minus the scathing message she left him and honestly, he can’t really blame her. He did almost kill her, though in his defence he was high, and hallucinating and he should have never gotten behind the wheel of the car.
He opens his eyes and turns his head to look at her. She’s staring at him with cold eyes. “Asi.” She clarifies when he says nothing. “You don’t deserve her.”
Yeah, Alaz thinks, I know. I told her as much when she stabbed me and refused to leave me to die.
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to my core, he pointed north (to stars never seen before) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, Game of Thrones (TV)
01 Apr 2023
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Sansa Stark is a good girl.
Really. She is.
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- Part 1 of Burn
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why don’t we go (somewhere only we know) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series (TV)
14 Jan 2023
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The dedication page of E.J.’s novel has her tearing up, her breath caught in her throat, tracing the words, silently mouthing the syllables until the words are etched in her mind; I wish I was enough for you to stay.
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AKA: the one where they grow up
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i want you to know, don't be afraid (it's only us) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series (TV)
19 Jan 2022
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The world ends on a Tuesday
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OR: the one inspired by Don't Look Up.
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something my soul needs (is you next to me) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series (TV)
03 Sep 2021
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“E.J.” she says, her voice catching. “Don’t you know by now?” At his confused look, she turns around, arms wrapping around his neck, pressing the tip of her nose to his. “Home is you.”
She tells him a hundred different ways that she loves him, but he thinks he loves this one the most.
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AKA: where they both love each other and there will always be Paris.
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speak up (i'm losing you) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series (TV)
28 Jul 2021
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“I called my mom after E.J. bailed.” Gina says. “She didn’t answer, and I shouldn’t be surprised but she hasn’t even called since and I left her a message and I just don’t…” she takes a shuddering breath, “I just wanted my mom.”
Gina lets out a sob, her body shuddering with her cries. “Why does no one stay? What is so wrong about me that everyone leaves?”
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OR: A brief interlude of heartbreak.
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He doesn’t know how it started but the whole, hey, babe turned into, this is a level five on the uncomfortable scale, please help and risotto turned into, get me the fuck out here and fake a death if you have to, but definitely put me on speaker and sob, on the uncomfortable scale. Their system is still a work in progress.
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AKA: The four times Gina and E.J. faked being in a relationship and the one time they didn't have to.
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loving you is habit-forming by ElixirBB
Fandoms: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series (TV)
13 Jul 2021
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She startles, giving him a bright smile and snatches the granola from his hand, slipping it up her sleeve. “Alright, babe. Let’s do this.”
He lets out a laugh and follows her, like he always knows he will.
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In which, E.J. is hopelessly in love with Gina and Gina loves that he stayed.
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and if my wishes came true (it would have been you) by ElixirBB for mrsmaddiehan
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Apr 2021
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And maybe, Maddie isn’t even the right one for him, maybe it’s all in her mind, in her dreams that leave her gasping for air and a lingering loneliness that hurts when she wakes up alone in the middle of the night.
AU: In which Maddie runs later than she wanted to but earlier than she expects to and takes Buck with her to L.A., where they meet Kevin and Howie first and the rest is history.
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(The history goes like this: Maddie thinks she falls in love with Howie on the third day of knowing him, when he helps her after she accidentally locked herself in her own bathroom and she knew she was in love with him their first Christmas in L.A. But she's broken and working on herself, she just didn't think that finding herself and being comfortable in her own skin would take ten years and untold amounts of heartache and tragedy.)
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some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences by ElixirBB
Fandoms: Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. (TV)
12 Oct 2020
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That’s the thing with soulmates.
You don’t know they’re your actual soulmate until they die.
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orphan (a little seashell that rests upon your shores) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
10 Sep 2020
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The thing Rey remembers most clearly, is the scent of sandalwood following him into her apartment.
Oh, she thinks, staring at the night sky from the balcony of her shitty motel on the way to somewhere that isn’t the city that was never really her home, that’s when it started.
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OR: They always seem to destroy what they want most in life.
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Into your heart (I’ll beat again) by ElixirBB for viictoriasong
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
14 Jun 2020
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Rey doesn’t love Ben Solo. She doesn’t.
She doesn’t think about his dimples, or his eyes, or his smile, or how she traces constellations of his beauty marks and moles with her tongue. She doesn’t think of his hands, warm and strong against her bare skin, or his laugh that unfurls something in the pit of her stomach that she doesn’t ever think too much about. She doesn’t think of his road to redemption and how proud she is of him.
Rey doesn’t love Ben Solo. She doesn’t.
Obviously, this doesn’t explain why she jumps in front of a car for him.
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Almost is a six letter word by ElixirBB for Amalia Kensington (amaliak01)
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
13 May 2020
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Rey meets Kylo Ren before she meets Ben Solo.
They’re the same man and she loves and hates both versions of him.
Until she doesn’t.
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(Throughout the years, they almost had it all.)
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These crimes between us grow deeper (we never say a thing) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
11 May 2020
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She never wanted to die in Jakku but it’s almost poetic she does.
(These violent delights have violent ends).
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Kylo Ren has secrets and Rey has all of the dots she needs to connect them but doesn’t.
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Everything can stay the same (or we could change it all) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
08 Mar 2020
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Her entire life she has known struggle. Her entire life she has known chaos and she has known despair, interspersed with fleeting happiness but she has never known peace and all she wants now is peace.
And Ben.
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Maybe we could go get lost tonight (and stop pretending we’re just friends) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars
31 Dec 2019
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“I said.” Rey tells him in a raspy voice, unused from sleep and most likely the screams she let out last night (and well, the sudden recollection of just how his biceps and literally everything else ripples with pure fucking muscle as he pounds into her and her shouts of more, more, more and other obscenities that sprouted from her lips last night - early this morning? Fucking semantics - which she usually loves, by the way), “of course you would have Enya as your alarm clock.”
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flight from the city (and in between the endless pauses, we ran) by ElixirBB for Jillypups
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
01 Jul 2019
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It’s a fucking cliché, is what it is. Is what this is. What everything is.
Because he had his happily ever after. She was gone. Away from the city and the people who wanted to hurt her. Only to be dragged back in by her own fucking accord.
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And judgment taught us that our hearts were wrong (but they're the ones that we'll look down upon) by ElixirBB
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
29 Jun 2016
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Rey falls in love with Kylo Ren.
Not Ben Solo. Kylo Ren.
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Until the wilderness cried aloud (and their souls stretched tight across the skies) by ElixirBB for
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
15 May 2016
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She thinks maybe they were always meant to end up this way, a version of their own tragic selves where they take and take and take and never give.
Or maybe, even worse, they were written in the stars, he, shrouded in the darkness and she, a child of the light, despite circumstance, only meeting during eclipses that send the world tilting in darkness.
(They always seem so apt in destroying one another, no matter how accidental.)