12 Bookmarks by Ellisoftheisles
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I'd like to walk around in your mind someday by Anonymous
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
26 Dec 2025
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(You are not safe)
You can be, something is telling Peter. You can live.
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Things are finally good for Peter—finally steady, finally quiet. Of course, that’s when the ghoul chooses to be the loudest.Or (again): me throwing angst at Peter but it’s okay because irondad is there to catch him.
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10 Feb 2026
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The Soft Animal of Your Body by Butterbeerandbutterknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
Love what it loves-Mary Oliver
Or, after years of struggling with an eating disorder, Shane literally and metaphorically spills his guts in front of Ilya.Series
- Part 1 of Bulimic Shane
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10 Feb 2026
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Gender Dysphoria AND Body Dysmorphia SUCKS by MaritusOmega
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
21 Feb 2021
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Peter has issues with food, food deprivation (no vomiting) and his body. This includes body dysmorphia and dysphoria. Peter not eating, especially with his increased metabolism has led to his immune system not being able to keep up. Harley and Tony suspect something is up with the little spider and try to help.
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- English
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21 Oct 2024
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Scars by CelticArrow9
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
30 Jan 2024
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Peter Parker isn’t okay. Ever since he was 12, he had low self esteem, turned to poor coping mechanisms, and never wore short sleeves.
Rated M for explicit self-harm, past assault, and mental health issues.
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07 Sep 2024
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Following the deadly assault upon Hogwarts by a basilisk, McGonagall assumes the headship as a disgraced Dumbledore is retired. Sweeping changes are afoot, and many a poor girl's bottom (amongst other places) will be reddened under the lash of this new regime.
From an intimate view of Ginny's torment and Hermione's attempts to pull the wool over her parent's eyes, to a glimpse of what really happens at the Dursley's, no girl is spared the rod of correction.
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03 Sep 2024
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scars fade (and black light fluoresces) by orphan_account
Fandoms: DreamSMP, SleepyBoisIncorporated, sbi - Fandom, SBInc, Minecraft - Fandom
11 Nov 2020
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It was supposed to be fun.
(includes self harm scars and a panic attack.)
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24 Aug 2024
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After seven years clean, Remus has a self-harm relapse. His boyfriend is there to help him get through it and remind him that no matter what he is loved.
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18 Jun 2024
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inside your mind by orphan_account
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
15 Aug 2019
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Peter knows if he let's himself stop his strict routines, he'll feel worse. But it's the summer holidays, so he should have a break, right?
When Tony starts asking questions about girls, Peter has to choose whether to let Tony in
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02 Jun 2024
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Spencer bites his bottom lip- hissing as his forearm grazes the blunt edge of his desk. He can feel Morgan's eyes on him; he has his full attention.
Spencer curses internally as he fights the urge to cradle his arm. Instead, he takes a deep breath, puts on a blank face-going back to his paperwork.
Everything's fine, right?
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08 Apr 2024
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Thirteen Reasons Why Not by Chara426
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
13 Jan 2024
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Tony thought he knew depression well enough to be able to tell when someone else was going through it. Especially when someone close to him was battling the illness.
Oh how wrong he was.
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07 Mar 2024
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When Tony unexpectedly dies on a mission, his husband and son will have to learn to go on without him. But the pair of them pick up some unhealthy habits along the way. Not to mention the discovery of Peter being Spider-Man. Will they be able to overcome their loss? Or will they drown in their misery?
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26 Feb 2024
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“Peter, do you really want to die?”
And he thought about it. He really did. He thought about the quiet that he’d experienced, the silence in his brain as he stepped off that roof in contrast to the small buzzing of their coffee machine or the birds on the balcony. He thought about the absence of fear and the blatant emotionlessness of it all, the disregard for life in its entirety as he let himself be taken by gravity and he pondered the absence of fear in this very moment, staring into Sam and Bucky’s fond eyes. He searched the depths of himself, the peace that he’d felt in those few seconds of lifeless falling, and then he compared it to the peace he was finding bit by bit in the slowly rising sun he could see from Sam and Bucky’s couch.
Falling, shockingly, came up short.
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15 Feb 2024