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Getting information out of Ilya about his family was like getting blood from stone. Maybe harder. It had been one of the first things Shane had noticed about him. Any questions about his parents – the kind of typical things Shane’s mom had taught him to ask to make polite conversations – would result in brusque, emotionless answers or, worse, actual anger.
But somewhere out there was Irina’s granddaughter. The only remaining blood relative that Ilya gave a shit about.
And Ilya could never go back, which was Shane’s fault.
So that bothered him.
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20 Aug 2026
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Great Ilya and Shane s, alt TLG
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“Please,” Shane tries to beg, focusing his gaze on Ilya for a second before the pleasure makes everything hazy again. With the gag, it comes out as a pathetic garble, and Ilya laughs, cruel.
“What was that, puppy?” Ilya croons. “Can’t understand you, doll.”
Shane’s cock blurts at that, hips moving in reckless abandon. God, the dildo is fucking wet from how much he’s leaking, all nine inches of it dripping with his pre.
“Please,” Shane begs again. Plee—th, is what Ilya hears.
“You begged for this, remember?” Ilya blows a smoke ring, his other hand dipping into his shorts. “Last night. You said you only wanted to come on my cock.”
or, shane wears ilya's collar, and ilya has way too much fun with it.
kinktober day 5: mind control
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- Part 5 of darcy’s slutober (hollanov smut)
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Someone’s posted a shaky video from the stands, just behind the whole altercation. It’s close enough to catch the snarl on Rozanov’s face as he charges up the steps. He’s so pretty, Shane thinks faintly. The video starts too late to show what set him off, but it catches the tail end of what the man is yelling, the things he's saying about Shane, before pivoting to calling Rozanov a cunt and bitch and a pussy instead.
Rozanov drops his gloves for Shane. He wishes he could just be grateful, but it feels a little bit like the end of the world.
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What was supposed to be a hookup turns into Shane’s worst nightmare when he encounters an insane alpha.
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White Silence, Dark Heat by Zavia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.
When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.
Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.
Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.
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Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.Series
- Part 1 of The Things We Survive