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    “Please,” Shane tries to beg, focusing his gaze on Ilya for a second before the pleasure makes everything hazy again. With the gag, it comes out as a pathetic garble, and Ilya laughs, cruel. 

    “What was that, puppy?” Ilya croons. “Can’t understand you, doll.” 

    Shane’s cock blurts at that, hips moving in reckless abandon. God, the dildo is fucking wet from how much he’s leaking, all nine inches of it dripping with his pre. 

    “Please,” Shane begs again. Plee—th, is what Ilya hears. 

    “You begged for this, remember?” Ilya blows a smoke ring, his other hand dipping into his shorts. “Last night. You said you only wanted to come on my cock.” 

    or, shane wears ilya's collar, and ilya has way too much fun with it.

    kinktober day 5: mind control

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Someone’s posted a shaky video from the stands, just behind the whole altercation. It’s close enough to catch the snarl on Rozanov’s face as he charges up the steps. He’s so pretty, Shane thinks faintly. The video starts too late to show what set him off, but it catches the tail end of what the man is yelling, the things he's saying about Shane, before pivoting to calling Rozanov a cunt and bitch and a pussy instead.

    Rozanov drops his gloves for Shane. He wishes he could just be grateful, but it feels a little bit like the end of the world.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    mutual care

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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is having trouble sleeping, nothing seems to help anymore, scrolling through TikTok sends him on a discovery when he finds a man monotonously talking quietly and about very boring things that he can’t stop watching, his big beautiful hands and quiet voice hypnotize him and he can finally feel himself relax enough to sleep. The videos intrigue him but also wow how can anyone be so boring (and interesting at the same time) 🙄

    Ilya is hooked on Shane Haruto Hollander's ASMR channel Shh ASMR. How soon will he realize the channel belongs to his biggest rival on the ice, the man that gets under his skin is the same man who finally helps him sleep again at night.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Three times people understand Shane and Ilya's relationship through their sleeping habits, and one time it's just for them.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    Fluffy and sweet

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    After they reunite at the 2017 All Stars Game, Shane asked Ilya to spend his heat with him. It was almost certainly a bad idea, but that never stopped them before and it certainly won't start now.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    A sweet omega x omega heat and bonding fic with lots of memorable small details

  7. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shane was told to buy condoms. He bought one hundred and eighty. Ilya was not expecting a car full of them. Literally.

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    02 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander is only the second omega to play for the NHL. He's grateful, really, to Montreal for giving him this opportunity. It shouldn't matter that he's only there because of a development in sports-science that borders on pseudoscience. Or that he's only allowed to play as goalie, where extra padding and his alpha teammates can protect his delicate omega sensibilities.

    But it does.

    Especially when his contract has a no-mating clause the team goes uncomfortably far to ensure compliance with or when his rival's touch triggers a very inconvenient mating bond before he can even play in his first game.

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    ABO Inconvenient Soulmate AU with non-traditional pack dynamics that loosely follows canon. Happy ending!

    Contains spoilers for Heated Rivalry (book and show), and the Long Game.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    The

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    Clean hands, that’s him. All-American, good mentor, generous, easy with the rookies, liked by the vets, great in the room.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    Deuxmoi: Word is that one of hockey’s top players has been hiding a hot secret on the ice. Is one of this year’s All Stars not quite the alpha we’ve come to expect?

    A gossip blind item sends All Star Weekend into chaos. With rumors circling, bodies betraying them, and the league watching closely, secrets don't stay frozen for long.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    It's just a lot, he thinks, to ask of some random hookup.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Jewelledfoxes is brilliant

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    Shane is an omega. Ilya is an alpha. Their compatibility is… inconveniently high, but that’s hardly their problem. When Shane’s heat hits, Ilya helps. When Ilya’s rut comes around, well. It only seems fair to return the favor.

    It’s practical. It’s efficient. It works.

    It doesn’t mean anything. Really.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    “I had an idea,” Ilya says. He puts his hand on the back of Shane’s head and holds him in place. Shane hums a question and works his tongue into the underside of Ilya’s cock. “Maybe you only come when you are like this. With your mouth on my cock.”

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    27 Sep 2026

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    The Boston Raiders disappear from the afterparty one at a time. Rozanov never made it in the first place.

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    Ilya goes into rut at a charity scrimmage, and Shane has to figure out how to get him somewhere with a bed and plenty of extra sheets without drawing too many eyes. Even Shane himself tries to scrutinize the situation as little as possible, watching it in shadows and mirrors like Ilya's going to turn him to stone if Shane confronts the very real and very precarious position he's gotten himself into.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    So Boston is… gay?

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    Omegean presentation typically occurs between the ages of twelve and sixteen after the onset of primary puberty, the website had explained. Children living in crisis may experience either precocious or delayed presentation. Both are survival mechanisms. Without proper testing, patients experiencing delayed presentation may pass as betas even in clinical settings. Cases of delayed presentation typically resolve when the omega is placed in a safe, stable environment.

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    “I’m sorry.”

    Ilya laughs. It’s hoarse and wheezing and comes out all wrong. “What are you sorry for?” He lifts his head to look at Shane. “You’re God? You did this to me?” He gestures at—his face, wet and blotchy. His body. The uterus inside that body.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Shane didn’t know who started the rumours, but hockey players traded gossip almost as skilfully as they handled pucks, and every story seemed to end the same: Ilya Rozanov knew how to fuck.

    So, when Shane wins MVP and has his pick of Boston’s roster for his first Winner’s Room, the choice is obvious.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Hockey was Shane's future.

    Then Ilya taught him how easy it was to throw it all away.

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    Shane throws aways his hockey career to be Ilya's perfect omega cum slut.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.

    His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.

    Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.

    Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.

     

    or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.

    "I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.

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    19 Sep 2026

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    Shane is a sex worker who reviews his clients on a website called Oh No, Shane Fucking Writes

    At Ilya’s office, everybody knows OhNSFW. It’s practically a mandatory morning read.

    What they don’t know is that Ilya booked a session with Shane about three weeks ago. Tonight, he finally gets to meet him in person.

    And he can hardly fucking wait to read his review.

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    17 Sep 2026

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