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Built Different (Literally) by lovingneul
Fandoms: We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV)
02 Jul 2025
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There was… something else.
Soft skin.
A pussy.
A real one.
A wet, real pussy.
“What the fuck—” he whispered, staggering back a step, his shorts dropping to his thighs. His voice cracked on the last word, like his throat hadn’t caught up yet.
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We Matched?! by lovingneul
Fandoms: เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022), ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV), We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV)
24 Jun 2025
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Phuwin hates Pond.
and Pond knows this.
So why did Tinder say "It's a match!" ?!
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just being friendly by eleret
Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV) RPF, เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022) RPF, We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024) RPF
12 Jul 2024
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“Okay,” Fourth pauses for a long moment and then his eyes go sharp and determined, “I’ve got a good one. Never have I ever… had sex!”
He looks pleased with himself, if a bit shy. Phuwin feels himself flush and considers just lying. But, well, he’d told Gemini before and he’s pretty sure he’ll call him out for it, drunk as he is. Everyone else dutifully drinks, and then Fourth realizes that Phuwin hasn’t lifted his cup.
“Hey, drink dude,” he says, pointing at Phuwin and making him blush more.
“No, no,” Gemini shakes his head exaggeratedly. “You only drink if you’ve had sex. You haven’t either, right Phuwin?”
Or: Fourth and Phuwin make a pact to lose their virginity before Phuwin's 20th birthday. It goes about as well as you'd expect.
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"You see, one loves the sunset when one is so sad." -- Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince
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04 Nov 2025
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Fucking hell because this even after so many years, will awaken something in my heart
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the steady murmur (always in my head) by flashindie
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
29 Oct 2024
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Deafening, the sound of her.
A pounding at his ear drums, an aching ream of resonance singing round and round the shell of his ears. Whipping winds howling at his eyes until he can barely see, bloodied tears pooling at his lids, catching in his lashes, courting dust, dirt, debris, the smell of the Mississippi hauled outta her riverbed and up in the air, drowning him as he tries to steady his feet. He can’t vamp. Not with his hand still holding fast to the knot of Lestat’s robe, not when the hurricane would force him, them, any direction it wanted, toss them around like a cat with a muddy-shelled roach, and vaguely he realizes that he has no idea where he’s going.
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Louis and Lestat leave the shack the night of the hurricane, seek refuge in a store, navigate too many memories, argue, ache, and maybe figure out the start of a way forward.
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- Part 1 of and then the spell was cast
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How You Leave by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
06 Jun 2021
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I check the monitor again, just as Steve’s eyes slide open. He looks into the camera. He looks into me. And I— I don’t know how to do this part. I never planned for this. I never dared to wish it into life, because I knew it would only bring me pain. And I was done with longing for the dead people and the dead world behind me.
This is a different kind of pain from the one in my shoulder now, as the skin frays around the place where it meets metal. It’s a pain of my reality crashing into this, into Steve Rogers. Alive. Drifting back into my life as I begin to drift out of it.
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Bookmarked by Ettugroot
03 Jun 2025
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Brought me back from a slump, such a good one
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find a way to forgive myself by napricot
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
30 May 2020
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“Okay, let’s try this again,” says Steve’s own voice. “I’m not Loki and I really need you to listen to me. The literal fate of your universe depends on it.” Steve comes up swinging before he’s even really opened his eyes. “Oh for god’s—”
As if Steve’s life isn’t already weird enough what with the waking up in the 21st century and fighting aliens thing, his future self’s Time Heist and Reverse Time Heist have left 2012 Steve in a pretty awkward position: not only does he have to pretend to be HYDRA in order to save Bucky, but now he also has to help save the whole damn universe too? Luckily for him, if the first time was tragedy, then the second time around is definitely a hell of a lot closer to farce.
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- Part 2 of you had your soul with you
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21 May 2025
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sharpen your teeth (tell yourself that it’s just business) by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
09 Sep 2020
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Barnes knows what Rogers would like to hear.
I remember you.
He doesn’t. He has wisps of memory as insubstantial as everything else the chair took from his brain. They’re always accompanied by the taste of metal in his mouth.
He stays because it’s safe, because Hydra cannot get to him here, because Rogers—still waiting for his dead friend to claw his way out of the Winter Soldier’s broken psyche—will go to the ends of the earth to find him if they do. There’s a strange security in this knowledge, but Barnes knows it won’t last. Rogers will only wait for so long, and Barnes cannot tell him that his friend died screaming in the cold.
So he watches Rogers watch him, and Barnes doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but he knows he has found it the first time he sees Rogers’s eyes drop down to his lips and dart guiltily away.
Barnes pretends he doesn’t notice and unlike Rogers, he can act. The Red Room made him well, and the Americans could ruin only so much.
He changes his act, a few weeks in. He starts looking back.
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“If you wanted, you could share the bed again,” Steve said, still studiously looking at the wall directly in front of him. “We used to do it all the time, before. It isn’t weird. Not for me, anyway.”
Whatever Bucky had been expecting, that hadn’t been it. “Oh,” he said.
“I’m gonna go brush my teeth,” Steve said, and disappeared down the hallway.
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Cherry Cultivation by bengsi
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 30歳まで童貞だと魔法使いになれるらしい | Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! (TV)
11 Feb 2022
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As the elevator doors opened with a ding, people started pushing, and soon Wei Wuxian found himself pressed between the inner wall and Lan Zhan’s arm. Ugh. You could feel even through the layers of fabric that he was one of those annoying people who worked out regularly, not because of a doctor’s orders, or because they enjoyed it, but because it was good for you.
Oh, god, Lan Zhan said. Alright, don’t panic. Deep breaths. You can do this.
A Cherry Magic AU, where Wei Wuxian on his 30th birthday finds himself in a crowded elevator next to Lan Zhan, and soon realizes two things:
1. that there seems to be some truth to that ridiculous urban legend about 30-year-old virgins being able to hear the thoughts of other people as soon as they touch.
2. that Lan Zhan works out, AND that he, despite his stoic exterior, thinks that Wei Wuxian smells good and has an adorable bed-head, along with some other not-so PG-13 fantasies and thoughts.
And no, Wei Wuxian has no idea what to do with this information.
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- Part 1 of Cherry Cultivation
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i'm the one for your fire by occultings (microcomets)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
29 Mar 2021
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Wei Ying, virgin and noted heterosexual, gets hit with a curse of an unusual nature on his 30th birthday: Through physical contact, he can read the minds of others around him.
Enter Lan Zhan, hot former rival and current coworker, whose true thoughts about Wei Ying are nothing like he expects.
(A loose Cherry Magic AU.)
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gotta be down because i want it all by gnimmish
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
20 Nov 2021
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Vi lets Caitlyn say things to her that she would never, ever take from anyone else.
“You’re wrong.”
“You acted rashly.”
“Perhaps there is a way to resolve this without punching someone.”But also. You know. Other stuff. Embarrassing stuff.
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Too Long We Have Tarried by kototyph for relenafanel
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 Oct 2015
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Bucky picks up the ring and holds it between them. “Steven Grant Rogers,” he says solemnly. “Will you marry me?”
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there's no promised goodbye here by Yuisaki for moonsteps
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
03 Aug 2020
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Jiang Cheng stares at him. “Didn’t you say you broke up five months ago?”
“Yeah.”
“So why do you have a picture of you two kissing taped to your fridge?”
“Because we’re too broke for magnets,” Wei Wuxian explains, then considers that statement. “Well, I’m too broke for magnets. Lan Zhan probably refuses to buy them because he’s trying to have lofty ideas about the moral failings of materialism.”
Wei Wuxian navigates the trials of living with his ex-boyfriend in apartment 1301.
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Bookmarked by Ettugroot
07 Nov 2024
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Jiang Cheng’s delicacy is… Well. Jiang Cheng. One time when they were twelve, Wei Wuxian wrestled him to the floor and snatched his 3DS to play Cooking Mama, and the next day Jiang Cheng signed up for judo.
The delight this fic is 😭😭😭
Why?” Wei Wuxian demands. “I didn’t even know you have a Twitter. I can’t believe you’ve never told me this! I’m so hurt, Lan Zhan. You have to tell me every detail.”
“I don’t,” says Lan Wangji. “I discussed my feelings about you once but I thought it was wrong to talk about you behind your back. I deleted both the tweet and my account immediately after.”
Now Wei Wuxian’s interested. “What did you say?”
“It is not important.”
“It is very important. I want word for word detail. What was the tweet, Lan Zhan.”
A flush climbs into Lan Wangji’s ears, and then seeps down into his cheeks. Oh, god. Forget the stroke. Wei Wuxian’s going to die. This is so cute. What the fuck.
“‘He is so beautiful,’” Lan Wangji recites dutifully, “‘and two minutes ago he asked me if I liked Mianmian. What am I supposed to do. I don’t like Mianmian.’”
“Oh, sweetheart,” Wei Wuxian says, among the howls of both delighted laughter and shrieks of secondhand embarrassment. “You’re so cute. What am I going to do with you?”
“Never leave,” says Lan Wangji earnestly. “Stay here. With me.”
“Well, of course,” says Wei Wuxian, smiling, and kisses him just because he can. “Where else would I want to be? Silly man.”
Fucking hell I love you fic
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out with lanterns by astrolesbian for silveraspen
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
28 Feb 2021
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jiang cheng and lan wangji, and wei wuxian and lan xichen, and two moments in the early morning.
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see you yesterday by glyphic
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Feb 2022
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On Halloween night, an exiled demonic cultivator and a Lan disciple get stuck in a time-loop, find each other, and try to figure it all out.
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Bookmarked by Ettugroot
02 Nov 2024
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Amazing for October 31 rereading sesh. I didn't read it at my best point in life, but I can still see how amazing this fic is. Time loop fic and soo soo horrifying and just top tier
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The Flowers Of Autumn by orphan_account
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV) RPF, 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
02 Dec 2021
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Wei Ying is still not looking at him. “It just hurt too much, suddenly. And I was scared. I got afraid, terrified, that I’ll come and you won’t be here.” He unfurls his fists, smoothes his hands over his jean-clad thighs, grips them, like he needs to hold onto something. “I know… I know you don’t have to let me into your life,” he whispers. “And I understand I might not be wanted here. It’s been so long once we... But I just… I thought we could try to, still… maybe, we could try and be…”
Lan Zhan’s chest expands, then hollows.
“… friends?” He finishes for him. His voice sounds foreign, sounds dead.“Or something,” Wei Ying says. He turns his head around, meets Lan Zhan’s eyes. His face is pale and open, cracked into a vulnerable shape. “I’m still… you’re still very dear to me. I don’t think what we did back then was right. I’m sorry if you think otherwise, but I know that, for me, before everything, we were… good friends. No matter what happened after.”
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[former best-friends/lovers meet again, six years later.
only now, something is different.
something is very, very wrong.]Bookmarked by Ettugroot
23 Oct 2024
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Want to hear something extremely cliché?
When Wei Ying was seventeen, he fell in love.
And, okay. It’s not that clichés are bad per se. There are many good ones! Like elevator make outs, for example. Or CEO fanfiction. Or a room with only one bed. Those are, like, great. And actually, now that he thinks about it, falling in love for him wasn’t like any of the clichés he’d ever read about. And he’d read a lot . Like, depressed-teen, horny-teen, I-am-going-through-an-existential-crisis-and-need-to-see-what-Nietzsche-has-to-say-about-it-teen, a lot. Anything he could get his hands on. Hemingway’s marlin and The Little Prince’s ever-hungry boa constrictor and Edward’s pretentious little love for Wuthering Heights, all blended into one inky concoction under a blanket with a phone flashlight, because his aunt hated it when he stayed up late. He’d read about love. Novels, and poetry, and lyrics of his favorite ABBA songs, not because Agnetha sang about love he understood but because he remembers his parents putting on ‘Happy New Year’ in June and dancing in the bright summer afternoon sunshine of their living room. ‘May we all have our hopes, our will to try; If we don't we might as well lay down and die; You and I. You and I’. His mother would spin, and inside the massive wooden phonograph the lacquered vinyl would spin, too, and then his dad would lift him up and spin them all together, and they would all laugh and it felt like gold and diamonds and cheese sandwiches and after-dinner cartoons and everything his five-year-old world was beautiful for.
So, yes. That’s what falling in love had felt like: a summer afternoon in the middle of November, the living room of his old childhood home in an unfamiliar classroom in the heart of the capital. Spinning, spinning, an unwritten waltz. Sunshine in the face of a beautiful boy that looked like an ice Prince. When they moved to Moscow, Wei Ying’s favorite flavor of story books was Snow Queen by Hans C. Anderson, and he was set on melting little Kai’s icicle heart. But it turned out there was no ice in his heart. Just something warm and wonderful and then — bam ! — he was in love at the snap of a finger.
Maybe not a bam, though.
More like a thump, like falling into bed after a long day. A soft tap, like a finger on the shoulder. A satisfying pop, like opening a champagne bottle. A ting ! through his nerves. A htch ! in his throat.
Ah, you get it. Everyone’s love has a different sound. Sometimes it’s an orchestra. Sometimes it’s just that one little key. Sometimes it’s a whole piano falling from the sky.
(There was ice, though.
Not inside the heart. On the surface. That boy was covered in it, like a turtle in a crystal shell. But there was warmth underneath, Wei Ying knew it, and he had been right. Back then.)
Regardless. Back to that summer-autumn morning-afternoon. They met eyes across the classroom with those billowy lacy curtains, and the boy’s mouth parted on an unconscious exhale, and Wei Ying’s breath hitched and— he felt it right away, a tug somewhere deep he would know to call love only months later. But it was instinctual. And he made a point to always follow his first instinct. It’s always better to do that, in any circumstance — the second instinct generally gets muddled up by ‘and what if…’s, and the third is just too sad to even look at. Something along the lines of ‘what would… say’. ‘What would… think.’ ‘I’m better off without it, actually, thank you very much, I’m crawling back into my shell and I’m sorry I ever said anything—.’
So yes! First instinct. Great and lovely and right. Fuuuckkk this fic it's that god
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an inch away from more (than just friends) by occultings (microcomets)
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
16 Oct 2023
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“What do you think about,” Wei Ying said aloud, before she could stop herself, before she could even think twice about the repercussions. “When you.” She finally found Lan Zhan’s eyes, molten in the low light, and swallowed in a tiny, audible gulp. “You know.”
On Wei Ying, Lan Zhan’s gaze didn’t waver even a fraction.
“Giving head,” she said.
Wei Ying was certain she’d misheard. “Getting head?”
“No,” said Lan Zhan.
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After a surprise party gone awry, Wei Ying surprises herself.
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“Maybe you should get me out of your system,” Wei Ying blurts. “Maybe that’ll help.”
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Wei Ying finds out her best friend Lan Zhan is in love with her and offers a really super solution.
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Bookmarked by Ettugroot
12 Sep 2024
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Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg I've never felt anything like this ever